hi, russel here 24 yo. i hv been addicted to cuckold porn for years now. i become the hardest when i watch cuck porn. always ruin my orgasm thinking i dont deserve them. however the cuckold feeling goes away once i cum. and feel really guilty of thinking about my gf hving sex with a black like in the pornos. however the very next day, i want to see cuck porn. what do you make out of this?