Is This The Start Or The End?

Tuesday (10/30) she called me about 2:30 asking if I can come home. By now I know what that means and I no longer think it's the bartender. Sure enough she's at the college and has a hookup, between his classes. I apologize that I can't get home. She asks if she can alone, of course I say yes.

When I get home a few hours later, I asked how it was, she says it was OK. That she had forgotten how quick young guys can be. She said to top it all off he insisted on a condom. She said she wasn't in any mood to talk about it anymore. I gave her the space she needed.

We went on with the rest of our evening as a normal couple. Yes normal, hotwife and cuckold certainly isn't normal, being a ***** wife and enabler certainly isn't normal.

Wednesday (10/31) while we were eating dinner Gayle calls, of course I can only hear one part of the conversation. She says hold on and asks me if tonight is OK to have someone over. I ask her if I'm included, she says hold on and asks Gayle. A few minutes later she says yes. I ask if I am a participant or a spectator, she asks Gayle. Another few minutes pass, she says it's my choice, he's cool either way.

She hangs up and says he'll be here in about 30 minutes, she needs to shower and get ready. I tell her I'll clean up after dinner. She gives me a big kiss, hug and thank you. While she's in the shower I ask her why can't Gayle. She says she only plays Fridays. I say maybe we should set a similar rule. She says we'll need to talk about that before I think too serous about that idea.

At about the 30 minute mark the door bell rings. From the bedroom she yells that she'll answer it. She rolls out in the baby doll, (the only sexy lingerie she has) and rolls to the door. I look surprised, she knows why and says, Gayle says it's what he likes

She let's him in, they do an air kiss. He's about 6'2, may 40-45, handsome, actually very handsome. She has a smile ear to ear. He looks her over and compliments her on her nails. She loves small details, he's a charmer I think to myself. She tells us to follow her to the bedroom.

As soon as we're in the bedroom she turns and embraces him engaging in a very deep kiss, what seems like a passionate kiss. And I thought I was over the kissing thing. NOT! She reaches down to his crotch, cups his clothed package and says that it feels nice that he's ready. She undoes his pants and lowers them taking the opportunity to get on her knees at the same time.

HOLY MOLY Batman. Talk about being hung? Apparently even handsome men are cursed with min-dicks. I don't think the guy is more than 4", and he's fully erect. I see the look of disappointment on her face. She's not a size queen but this ..... Pick your own term. I don't like humiliation and I'm no horse myself.

She takes it between her fingers, not in her hand and says "how cute" followed by her lips. She sucks him but he doesn't get any bigger. After a few minutes of sucking she removes the lingerie and gets on the bed legs open. He follows suit but goes down on her, licking and sucking her pussy. I get onto the bed as well and try to rub my cock to life. This she's enjoying a whole lot. She has her 1st orgasm. He stops for a moment, picks his head up and says he may not have a big cock but he can eat pussy like nobody's business, he stick his tongue out, man it's bigger than his cock. He goes back to work on her generating a 2nd orgasm. She holds his head and tells him to wait a minute. He has his tongue in her and is wiggling it about, I have a great vantage point. She cums again this time clamping her legs around his head and shoulders trapping him in her crotch, she has the 3rd orgasm shakes. She's in good place.

She tells him that she wants to suck him off, to climb up on the bed. He does as instructed and they engage in a kiss, she has never had a problem tasting herself. She tells me to fuck her. I get between her legs as she's sucking his cock. Try as I may I can't get in her. He announces his orgasm, she doesn't release his cock. I'm pumping my cock as fast as I can. He cums in her mouth as I cum on her pussy.

He pulls out of her mouth and she tells me to lick her clean. I do as I am told. If she had waited just a few more minutes I wouldn't/couldn't, I suffer from 'post orgasm blues'. He's laying on the bed next to her as I lick my cum from her pussy (not the first time), as I look up he's rubbing his dick to no avail. She's pinching her nipples. I get more aggressive until she has another orgasm.

When it's over I get up. He's still soft. I'm soft, she's had 4 orgasms. We're done! He gets up and dresses, I walk him to the door. She covers up and goes to sleep. I know that my 'kissing' concern is just bullshit that I need to get over.

Thursday (11/1) she calls about 4pm and asks when I'm gonna be home. I tell her about 5 or so. She says "we have a playmate" coming over (notice she said "we have a playmate"). Interesting words as this has been about her not me, any selfish interest I may have had faded away almost a dozen and a half lovers ago. Anyway, as usual I say OK and ask who it is. She asks does it really matter. I tell her yes and no. She says it's a hookup from the bartender.

I arrive home a few minutes earlier than expected, just a moment before he arrives. Literally. As I get off my MC a car approaches looking for house numbers. He sees it and pull into the driveway. I wait for him, we say hello and I ****** him into the house. When in I tell him to please wait here I'll see if she's ready.

She's just getting out of the shower. I tell her he's here. She asks me to entertain him for a few minutes. I go back out and try to make small talk. It's always awkward. He sees my awkwardness and comments about it, that he can understand how uncomfortable I must be making small talk with a guy who's gonna have sex with my wife in a few minutes. I agree. He comments that I must be new to this. I agree, he says I'll get used to it. He used to be a cuckold as well and it took quite a while until it became second nature and then it was like wearing an old shoe. We chuckle. She rolls out of the bedroom towel around her. They greet each other and she guides us in the bedroom.

She asks him if he's OK with the 3 of us, he says he's OK with whatever she wants.

She gets on the bed and spreads her legs and start rubbing herself. He takes out a condom from his pants and holds it up for all to see, she balks, he says he doesn't do uncovered very often especially with someone new. He and I strip. He is big, very big maybe 8", 9" or even 10", not very thick but definately long. I see a problem. She doesn't like big, let me rephrase, she doesn't like long, she likes fat dicks. He rolls on the condom and it covers maybe 2/3 of the length of his shaft. He approaches the bed. She closes her legs, and says "holy shit, you ain't gonna get that in me." He says sure I can. She restates it a bit differently, you may be able to but I'm not gonna let you. He's shocked he says all women love his big cock. She says, yeah it's big and I've seen bigger but it's not a turn-on for this *****. It hurts and I have more pain than I can handle thank you. He asks what the problem is. She says it hurts when a big dick bottoms out. He says he will control his thrusting. She says that's what they all say. He says to trust me. She says OK let's try it. She hands him the lube and he applies a generous amount on him and her. I watch as he guides his very long cock into her. A few moments and short strokes and she says she's ready. I watch and rub my cock and he rhythmically fucks her. Until he goes too deep and she yells with pain and pushes him off and out of her. She says I trusted you. He apologies and says he didn't think she was that shallow. He'll do shorter strokes. She says you have one more chance. He reenters her and picks up where he left off. Again he bottoms out and again she pushes him off and out and tells him no more. He apologies and pleads for one more chance. She refuses. He says he can't just leave with a hard-on like that, she says you won't.

She calls me onto the bed and tells him to remove the condom. We both comply, each on a side of her. She has a cock in each hand rubbing us. He is rubbing her pussy. I slide up and kiss her knowing how much she enjoys kissing hoping this will help her over the top. He changes position and puts his cock to her mouth, I start to pull away, she holds my head there. She takes him in her mouth. Then takes his cock and puts it into my mouth. He doesn't pull away. I suck his cock, as she rubs the shaft, basically jerking him off. She makes no motion to take it back. I'm afraid he's gonna stick it so deep in my mouth that he'll gag me so I wrap my hand around the shaft to limit his penetration. She's still rubbing his cock, 2 hands, the wonder of a long dick. His moaning increases, he says if we keep it up he'll cum. She tells him she wants him to cum in my mouth, she tells me I better swallow it all. Not a minute later he has an orgasm filling my mouth with his warm load, his hand still on her pussy, his orgasm triggered hers. I swallow every spurt. He seemed to have absolutely no problem with being serviced by a man.

Here's the disclaimer. I've sucked a lot of dick, though to the best of knowledge she's only aware of one time which was at her suggestion.

OK, so after he cums he pulls his cock out of my mouth and moves off the bed. He starts to dress and asks if he can come back in the future. She says that she's sorry but she's not interested. He says I was asking your husband not you. She looks a bit dejected. He says he's sorry that it didn't work out for her that they could have had a good time. Then asks again, Before I get to answer she says sure I don't see why not. He looks at me asking if she's right. I say sure why not. He finishes dressing and I walk him to the door.

When I get back to the bedroom, she's masturbating. I love when she masturbates. I say we need to talk. She says not now. I agree and suggest tomorrow (Friday) night. She says she has plans with Gayle as she stops. I tell her she didn't tell me. She says now you know. I tell her that we need to talk TOMORROW with more insistence. She repeats that she has plans. I ask her what's more important us talking or her time with Gayle. There's silence. a huge pregnant pause. I ask her well. She says she's thinking. That Gayle has a new guy coming especially for her. I tell her to cancel it we need to talk. She says maybe we can talk early and she'll delay the playtime till later on. I ask her to please cancel that this may impact that. She grumbles and reminds me that this is what I wanted, but agrees to my 'terms'. She puts her toys aside says I ruined it, covers up and says she's tired and needs sleep. I ask about dinner, she says she'll have yogurt then nods off.

Friday (11/2) she blew off our talk and went to Gayle's to meet the new guy. When she got home I wasn't happy and she knew it, I asked how it went. She said she didn't want to talk about it. I said that I guess it went bad. She said not to read anything into it, she just doesn't want to talk about it. I asked how about later, she said I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - THIS IS ONE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW ABOUT!

I let it be.

If anyone thinks this journey, this adventure is off the scale, imagine how I feel.

Yes there are some lows but there are so many many mores highs.

The sexual energy in our house is palpable. Yesterday was exactly 2 months and she's had sex with 20 different men. It's easy to see how see accumulated a youthful portfolio of 500+.

Due to a medication change she's on a bit of an involuntary hiatus. Mostly bedridden. She commented that she'll have to make up for this lost time.


Except for voting, yesterday was another in bed day alone, even refusing a visit from the bartender. BUT she was horny last night and I watched as she used her glass dildo and Magic Wand to several orgasms then on me til I had one then she when back to herself for a few more.

I have no idea what is on the horizon for her, for us, but it has put life back into our dead relationship.

I highly recommend this lifestyle.

I will continue to chronicle as things happen.

gatorrdw, thank you for your encouraging words, which are special coming from a fellow cuck.

I know where are, I am and she is in our place in life, I dare say it was not an easy or scripted route, but here we are and we are both satisfied, happy and content.

I will keep my chronicle going. I post on 2 other sites the same content with the exception of individual dialogues like this.

I have read, with pleasure and awe, many of your posts. Please do not stop.

Without ever being familiar with or meaning of the term cuckold, I knew what I wanted, It was many years ago, when in a moment of weakness she told me of the hundreds of men she'd been with,and I had an unassisted orgasm filling my tighty whiteys.

I took decades to get her to be a hotwife overnight.

Sometimes I can't determine who's having more fun: him, her or me. This lifestyle certainly isn't for everyone but it is for us.

If I had to do over our wedding vows instead of "Will you love him, comfort him, honor, and keep him in sickness and in health" it would say "Will you cuckold him, hotwife for him, include him, and keep him sexually satisfied in sickness and in health"

Monday (11/12) she was finally feeling a little better and got out of bed. While sitting and watching TV her phone rang. I can only hear 1s side of the conversation.

HER: "Hi. -----"

Note it's the bartender.

HER: "Lousy."

HER: "I'd love to but I'm just not up to it tonight, I'm just not feeling well.

HER: "Maybe by Thursday."

HER: "Keep them on ice, I don't want to miss them."

HER: "How many do you have in mind?"

HER: "I'm not sure I'm ready for that amount BUT I'm, not sure I'm not ready either."

HER: "I'll talk it over with my husband."

HER: "Let's touch base Wednesday or Thursday."

HER: "Bye."

When she got off I didn't say a word, she said I guess you're wondering, I said I am. She filled in the blanks

HIM: "How are you?"

HIM: "Are you up for some sex tonight."

HIM: "When will you be ready?"

HIM: "I have 4 guys that are looking for a sure thing."

HIM: "And I have a few friends that want to join me with you."

HIM: "4 friends."

HIM: "So what do you think?"

HIM: "And about later in the week?"

HIM: "OK. let's then, bye."

Then she asked me about him and his friends. I knew this was going to come up but didn't think it would be so soon. And we didn't get to have our hat yet. She asked me outright, "do you think I can handle 5 guys?" I was a bit taken aback, hell I'm her fucking husband and she asks a question like that as if I'm Dear Abby. And stupid me I answer like Dear Abby. I ask her if she's thinking of group sex or a gang bang. She asks what the different was. I told her in my opinion group sex is all at once, gang bang is one after another, concurrent vs. sequential. She said she never thought about it like that before. She said she really didn't know but obviously she'd need to give it some thought.

I asked her about the talk we were supposed to have had last Friday. She said she wasn't up for it yet. I asked that we please do so before any more sex with others. She said she'd do her best to accommodate my request.

We went back to watching TV.

Today Wednesday (11/14) she felt better and so did her extracurricular activities escalate. Thursday (11/15) she has the bartender coming over about 3pm. Saturday (11/17) one of the bartender's 4 contacts and Sunday (11/18) the other 3, at 11am, 1pm and 5pm. Friday (11/16) she has a night setup with Gayle and she already said she'd be at the college a few times next week. She I was welcome at all 'sessions' except Gayle she didn't know as a participant or spectator.

She promised we would talk later today. (We did, I will get on paper ASAP)

Here's the kicker. She heard from Mr. long dick. He was interested in a blow job. She said she had no open time for him, he said he was not interested in her, he was interested in me taking care of him. She said she told him she didn't see why not but he should talk to me directly.

Wonder if I should do it or not. She has no idea about my cocksucking hobby. Not sure I should involve her or continue to keep it secret.

Wednesday evening after dinner.

ME: "Are you ready to talk?"

HER: "Not really, but let's get it over with."

ME: "I'm not sure I like the way this is going."

HER: "In what way?"

ME: "I think in every way."

HER: "That's a pretty wide brush stroke, don't ya think?"

ME: "Yeah, it is, but there are so many things that I'm disturbed about. And I think I've been pretty accommodating. I haven't said no yet."

HER: "No you haven't yet, but it sounds like you're going to now. I want to remind you that you wanted this, YOU wanted this. You wanted your wife to be a ***** and now she is."

ME: "Why do you keep throwing that up in my face?"

HER: "I never want you to forget."

ME: "Truely I won't."

HER: "You're right, you won't, I won't let you forget."

ME: "I sure hope you'll stop reminding me."

HER: "Hope is good, it's an admirable goal."

ME: "Now you're being snarky."

HER: "Yeah I guess I am. What's on your mind"

ME: "Jeez where do I start?"

HER: "Duh, at the beginning."

ME: "I'm disturbed that you are indiscriminate."

HER: "It's only cock. That's what I'm after and I don't care whose it is."

ME: "That's what I mean. AND EVERYDAY."

HER: "If you could have sex everyday wouldn't you?"

ME: "Of course I would."

HER: "So why should it be different for me."

ME: "So many different men."

HER: "Would you rather I find a regular to fuck over and over."

ME: "Like the bartender."

HER: "Yup like the bartender, or you. But you can't, can you?"

ME: "That's cruel."

HER: "Sorry."

ME: "And in the house too, what are the neighbors gonna think?"

HER: "Yes in the house. We can't afford a motel everyday, I can't drive too well after dark. So yes, the house. The college guys in their dorm would raise so many eyebrows. Of course I've used a car, picnic table and Distillery store room. But those were mere diversions. As far as the neighbors I have a simple answer, I'm giving haircuts, it's a perfect ruse for many men, short visits."

ME: "And this bareback thing."

HER: "It's what I like, you wouldn't want me to do something I didn't like would you?"

ME: "And what's up with Gayle."

HER: "She's my dear friend, my compatriot, my ***** in arms. You should thank her, she's the one who convinced me to acquiesce to your wishes."

ME: "Are you playing with Gayle?"

HER: "What's the difference if I am! Anyway I need some secrets."

ME: "It's possible that the bartender's pimping you out, that's he's getting paid for your services and you're giving it away for free."

HER: "Does that mean you want me to ********** myself as well?"

ME: "No, I'm just sayin'' that's all."

HER: "I don't care if he is, I'm getting what I want and that's what I care about"

ME: "You hate being watched and now you're talking about a gangbang or group thing, they won't be wearing blindfolds you know."

HER: "My attitude has changed towards that, I'm not only getting used to it but kinda enjoying being a performer."

ME: "And you still won't let me take pictures. I really want to, you know."

HER: "Yes I know you told me that many times. That's something there hasn't been an attitude change towards. But one never knows what the future will bring."

ME: "You never ask me to hook you up, like I did the 1st time."

HER: "I don't need you to, I've become quite self-sufficient as I was when I was younger. How else do you think I had so may partners, by luck?"

ME: "I wish we had started this years ago like I wanted."

HER: "So do I, so do I. And I'm sorry I cut you off, it was a terrible mistake and I wish I could go back in time and correct that major error."

ME: "We're on the same page."

HER: "I guess we're done talking. Just so you know, I know your concerns: You don't like that I'm so indiscriminate with who I have sex with, you don't like that I'm having sex so frequently, you don't like what the neighbors might think, You don't like that I may be playing with Gayle, you still don't like that I cut you off, you do like that you're finally having good sex with me, you are enjoying sloppy seconds (so am I by the way), you are enjoying my keeping you involved and you are enjoying watching me have sex with other men. You question my gangbang and group motives, you want to take pictures and you want to hook me up like the bartender. Do I have it all?"

ME: "Yup, you go it all covered."

HER: "Point blank question. Do you want me to stop?"

ME: "No!

HER: "OK lets not talk about it again. Let's eat dinner and then play."

She sure took the wind out of my sails, so to speak.

Trouble is I don't know what smooth is, I don't feel I have as yet found my 'sweet spot'.

Though to be sure I am enjoying it. Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever imagined I'd be happy, no elated, to have a slut for a wife.

Though I was completely honest and open about the things that concern me. I do LOVE what's happening.
I love that she will have sex anyone
I love that she is having sex most everyday
I love that she might be playing with Gayle
I over the top love that we're having sex again
I love the sloppy seconds it is exquisite
I love that she is involving me if only by verbiage
I over the top love watching her with other men
I love the idea of her servicing a group of men
I don't like that I can't take pics or vids
I am OK that she finds her own hookups

Yes I wanted this and I and am glad I pushed the envelope and do NOT want to go back to a vanilla sex life.

Here it is early Sunday (11/18) morning and I'm writing an update of the last 2 days with a full day of sex ahead.

Friday (11/16) she had a night setup with Gayle. I dropped her at Gayle's house due to her late-in-the-day driving issues and Gayle brought her back. I asked how it went. She said the 2 guys Gayle had lined up, 1 for each of them, were a no-show. She said she spent the night with Gayle, my mind immediately went to sex as she told me what a great evening they had together. I asked for details and she was very forthcoming but teasing me until telling me that they just went for coffee and dessert, no sex. She had a grin from ear to ear enjoying the folly and I took the bait hook, line and sinker.

Saturday I got home about 12:30 from a morning ride to Pooler and she was up and about. I asked when he was scheduled to be here. She said he was here and gone Wow, that was fast. She said faster then you can imagine. She said he barely got in her and he was cumming He apologized as he got dressed and didn't offer to satisfy her in any way or even offer a 'let's try in a few minutes', she said he couldn't get out fast enough, she speculated it was from embarrassment.

I completely understand. With my first wife I was a quick cummer. But with my current *****-wife, who I played with while I was still married, I could literally go for hours. Yeah I know I'm a shit. But unlike so many others I know who and what I am.

I asked her if she needed a hand getting off, she said no she masturbated after he left. I asked if she was up to us playing, she said later, and later it was, during which time she asked if I had decided on whether to give mr. long dick the BJ he had asked for. I told her I hadn't decided. She told me if I do she'd like to watch. Now that was promising and may help me make a decision.

Soon her triple header will begin. I am looking forward to it and hope I can recover 'between takes'.

Sunday (11/18)

Act 1

So her 11am 'stud' arrived on time. I answered the door and let him in, About 35-40 tall about 6' like myself but unlike myself rather handsome. We shook hands as he said this was a bit unusual, a husband arranging sex for his wife. I assured him it was not as unusual as he thought. He asked if I was going to be present. I told him yes and he responded that's cool. He asked if it was to be a 3-some, I told him probably not unless she wanted it that I'm good for sloppy seconds. Again he said that's cool. He followed me to the bedroom. She was on the bed with the sheet over her. I intrduced them as soon as he got in the room as he started to strip as did I.

She uncovered and spread her legs. He climbed on the bed between her legs sporting a very hard very straight 5" cut cock. She handed him the lube. He asked if it was really necessary, she said it was. He said OK and used it on himself and her. He positioned himself and worked himself into her as she spread her pussy open for him. Once in he started to thrust slowly at first, she pulled his head down to hers and they kissed. I could see their tongues exploring each others mouth. She wrapped her legs around his. He had a pretty good rhythm going, and she matched his rhythm. They had become one. His cock was in her body, his tongue in her mouth her legs locked over his, and arms around his torso. I was stroking my cock trying not to cum as the scene was so very exciting. They were like Ginger and Fred moving in almost perfect unison. She was having orgasm after orgasm. After about 15-20 minutes he asked where she wanted him to cum, and as expect she told him right where he was. And in moments he was grunting his climax shooting his cum deep in her cunt. Matching him she had another orgasm. When his orgasm was over he slowly rolled off her and laid next to her.

She looked at me and said "it's your turn." I replaced him on the bed between her legs and slid right in. As usual the feeling was exquisite. Her legs around mine our tongues entwined one arm around me the other stretched out holding his limp cock. I don't think I got more than a dozen thrusts when her orgasm triggered mine and I shot my meager load in her already cum filled cunt.

When I was done I just laid on top of her for a few minutes as she wrapped both arms around me. He got off the bed. I rolled off of her, both our cum leaking out of her. She asked him if he was a one and done, he said yes but even if he wasn't he's not into not being first. As he dressed he asked if a repeat might be in order. She said yes, but only one more time. He told us to stay put that he'd show himself out. We all said goodbye with a thank you from him and he was gone that fast.

We laid there enjoying the after glow for a while then she wanted to shower. She said she needed to be fresh for her 1pm.

Act 2

At about 1:15 the door bell rang, I started to get the feeling he was a no show. He said the numbers didn't make sense and he had trouble finding the house. But a neighbor told him which house, by number not by name as he didn't know that. Urrggggghhh neighbors.

He was about 50, short and stocky, a very receding hair line. He shook my hand and asked were she was. I brought him into the bedroom. As before she was in bed a sheet over her. I introduced them. He stripped as did I. He looked at me as said he's not bi and doesn't cross swords. I told him not to worry I only watch. She threw the sheet of her and he commented nice. He had a real beer belly, and a short maybe 4 1/2" cock but it was thick and uncut. I have no idea how she feels about uncircumcised guys. He got on the bed and struggled to get between her legs. She was still wet from earlier in the day so she bypassed the lube. He got into position and tried to get in her but couldn't. Finally she told him to lay on his back and she tried to mount him, After several minutes of struggling she was successful in getting him in. She rode him supporting her weight with her hands on his very hairy chest.

I hadn't seen her orgasm as yet as she continued to ride him. Without warning he shot his load in her. She dismounted as his limp dick flopped out of her followed by his cum. She rolled back on the bed and laid there. She called me over to get in her. The 2 hours was enough for me as I was again hard enough to enter her very wet pussy. She finally orgasmed as I started to thrust. He sat in my chair and watched and stroked. It took me about 15 minutes and several of her orgasms to put me over the top as I added my cum to his but a bit deeper in her. She came with me. He never rose to the occasion a second time. He thanked her, dressed and I walked him out.

When I came back in she said she needed a nap then shower before he 5pm arrived telling me to wake her no later than 4pm.

For whatever reason after the shower she put on the baby doll, the ONLY lingerie she has sexy or otherwise. I was a bit surprised, but then again most everything that has occurred in the last 6 weeks has been a surprise to me. She took a seat in the Great Room, picked up her Kindle and waited.

Act 3

At 5pm on the dot the doorbell rang and I answered it. About 40, taller than me, I'm 6'-0". I stuck my hand out to greet him, he was a little reserved withholding his for a moment with a puzzled look on his face. I told him I'm her husband. He said the bartender told him she was married but he didn't expect to actually meet her husband. I said humorously "live long enough see everything". He didn't enjoy my humor. With an unhappy look he asked what time I'd be back. I told him I wasn't leaving. He asked for a clarification. I told him I'll be watching as they have sex. He says that's not part of his playbook. I told him it's up to her if I say or go. We walked over to where she was sitting. I introduced them. Then I told her he's not comfortable with me being in the room but it's up to you. She asks me what I want. I tell her I want to watch. She looks at him as says there you have it. He says that doesn't work for him. She says sorry but that's the way it is and very curtly tells him to have a nice day. He turns and without a word I walk him out the door.

She's very disappointed. I ask her if she wants to head over to The Distillery to see what she can find. She says no. Then asks me if I decided on mr long dick yet. I said not yet. She said this would be a good opportunity.

I asked her a few questions, centering on how she'd feel watching me with another man. She said no different than the last time. I asked which time. She said there was only one time. I reminded her about mr long dick and my fulfillment of her request a few years ago. She had forgotten about that. She said not only am I OK with it I want you to do it, but I want to watch. This was a complete surprise. This takes us in a whole new direction.

I told her I'd have to give it some more thought. She said the night isn't getting any younger. I was taken aback that it was to be that night. She asked why not then picked up her phone and texted him. "BJ from hubby tonight, what time?" He texted back "Tonight is NG how about a rain check?"

So the decision is made, just not Sunday. She got up to change out of the baby doll and said she was hungry. That was my cue and the signal that sex for the day was over.

Yes I am. Any jealousy I had has faded away. She has made it clear it sex and sex only. And most importantly she's including me, not just telling me, and asking me, but including my desires. Act 3 was a surprise that she included my desire as the deciding factor.

She holds me responsible for turning her back into the ***** she used to be and thanks me at the same time.

It has been a wonderful 2 months, I've been on a sexual high as has she. She'd has sex with 23 different men and maybe 1 woman. And I have fucked her almost half the time. Sloppy seconds has made it possible, I know it sounds crazy, but the excitement I receive from watching her, her well lubricated and stretched pussy has made it possible. Luckily she's enjoying it as well. It is a win-win-win. For her, for me and for her partner.

I don't want things to go back to the way they were but I understand that in time all good things come to an end.

Thanks for reading and for the kudos.

Sorry your wife has stopped having sex, with you and others. We were there for quite a while so I can empathize.

Menopause causes a switch in some women to turn off some to turn on.

Gyno told mine once 'use it or lose it'. To use lube and some hormones and 'aids' graduating in size until an appropriate size to accommodate her man is reached.

As far as meeting, she has no idea I'm retelling our sex life online, and she won't allow me (after the 1st) to pick her partners.