I have been a sissy in denial all my life. I'm 49, never stopped wanking since I was a kid; used tto go as a teen to the adult cinemas to let them fondle me, have been a regular teenage feature amongst the cottaging grandpas with my their wonderfully squishy cocks at the local train station. I never lost the chance to get down on my knees and rub their cock over my face. I loved the smell and feel and warmth of a cock (I am in love with white cock meat).
But, still, it was something another part of me did not admit. Tried best to leave it in denial. Then, I got married and still thought it was just a blip. Not a part of me. Three years ago, I came across some tribute porn and finally lost it. I practically ***** a slut cousin of mine who I'd wanked guiltily to all my life. She was my first and because I'm quite a traditional Indian, saying the wedding vows as I pisswanked all over her sweet face and tits was a spiritual experience.
Since then, a succession of nice wankers online of all shapes and colours were using my wife while I used the little sister solely. No other man cocked her. I allowed them to. E content with access to my wife. U was watching 8-10 hours of cock porn everyday and still thinking I was a straight guy with a secret.
Well, three months ago, i met a very dominant master who commanded and ordered me about a lot. He made me listen and confirm to him (no lying) -- each and every day -- to having listened to these cock hypnosis and cissy training subliminal vids all about gorgeous cocks cumming over slut's faces. I have to admit, I was skeptical at first, but then, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had been changing so subtly with this training that my feminisation process had begun wayyyy beforeI cottoned on to it. I was openly admiring of the cockmeat porn I had been enjoying so guiltily. I started being more playful and innocent and needy with the wankers I met online, making it clear that what I really loved was the sound of their cock slapping my wife's face.
Then, at some point, I began to prefer masturbating like a girl on my back with my legs wide and thrusting up lewdly. Grinding against big, fat, imaginary cock, being used to sucking so much cock that my mouth formed a wet O just at the sight of one. Then it dawned on me. I fucking love this life. There's nothing to hide here. It is a beautiful path and I know a lot of lovely men out there will be really happy for me. I have all but stopped fucking my shit hot gorgeous wife, but still enjoy staging elaborate indian wedding ceremonies in whoch the sacraments are piss and cum and slut and beast. I am a perverted wanking cissy and for the first time in my 49 years, I take great pride in this first post, telling the total strangers with such total absence of shame.
As a side effect, my lifeling guilt of loving piss also disappeared. I am a real pissy, wet, oily slut for the right men. Especially like to worship them as a blessing for the marriage wanking rithals they perform on my wife. Delighting in getting them fakes made to order and not even feeling the need to look at my wife except in pics of her being used.
Well, that is me, guys. A naked, brown, pervy Indian man with a lifelong history of cock worship to share for those into stories. I am vuilhond on kik and wickr and am glad to wank my limp cock shamelessly to any wanker that wants to use me. Drop me a line, if it gets busy, I will still reply. Not one single cock shall be turned down. I will be in cissy mode, talking like a baby slut and hopefully wearing the panties i have ordered in secret. I am a free ***** for cock and i love the freedom of telling you all.
Withvsick love xxxx
But, still, it was something another part of me did not admit. Tried best to leave it in denial. Then, I got married and still thought it was just a blip. Not a part of me. Three years ago, I came across some tribute porn and finally lost it. I practically ***** a slut cousin of mine who I'd wanked guiltily to all my life. She was my first and because I'm quite a traditional Indian, saying the wedding vows as I pisswanked all over her sweet face and tits was a spiritual experience.
Since then, a succession of nice wankers online of all shapes and colours were using my wife while I used the little sister solely. No other man cocked her. I allowed them to. E content with access to my wife. U was watching 8-10 hours of cock porn everyday and still thinking I was a straight guy with a secret.
Well, three months ago, i met a very dominant master who commanded and ordered me about a lot. He made me listen and confirm to him (no lying) -- each and every day -- to having listened to these cock hypnosis and cissy training subliminal vids all about gorgeous cocks cumming over slut's faces. I have to admit, I was skeptical at first, but then, it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had been changing so subtly with this training that my feminisation process had begun wayyyy beforeI cottoned on to it. I was openly admiring of the cockmeat porn I had been enjoying so guiltily. I started being more playful and innocent and needy with the wankers I met online, making it clear that what I really loved was the sound of their cock slapping my wife's face.
Then, at some point, I began to prefer masturbating like a girl on my back with my legs wide and thrusting up lewdly. Grinding against big, fat, imaginary cock, being used to sucking so much cock that my mouth formed a wet O just at the sight of one. Then it dawned on me. I fucking love this life. There's nothing to hide here. It is a beautiful path and I know a lot of lovely men out there will be really happy for me. I have all but stopped fucking my shit hot gorgeous wife, but still enjoy staging elaborate indian wedding ceremonies in whoch the sacraments are piss and cum and slut and beast. I am a perverted wanking cissy and for the first time in my 49 years, I take great pride in this first post, telling the total strangers with such total absence of shame.
As a side effect, my lifeling guilt of loving piss also disappeared. I am a real pissy, wet, oily slut for the right men. Especially like to worship them as a blessing for the marriage wanking rithals they perform on my wife. Delighting in getting them fakes made to order and not even feeling the need to look at my wife except in pics of her being used.
Well, that is me, guys. A naked, brown, pervy Indian man with a lifelong history of cock worship to share for those into stories. I am vuilhond on kik and wickr and am glad to wank my limp cock shamelessly to any wanker that wants to use me. Drop me a line, if it gets busy, I will still reply. Not one single cock shall be turned down. I will be in cissy mode, talking like a baby slut and hopefully wearing the panties i have ordered in secret. I am a free ***** for cock and i love the freedom of telling you all.
Withvsick love xxxx
