closetheblinds

35 yo inferior man. Married 10 years. I have obsessed over the BNWO for the past 3 years and $erved Black Kings and Queens online. My wife has always admired black men and women, she also went to an all black high school. We have had so many conversations about how much more athletic and stong black men are. However, things have changed in the past year. My wife has always wanted to adopt a black child, but now she is practically demanding it. She is also persistent on me getting a vasectomy even though we never have sex. All of this feeds into my BNWO obsession. I dont know if I'm going crazy, but I need help.