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Nothing really to updateEver since our talk its been kind of just mutual understanding type quietness. She did throw a pair of pink panties out the other day and wrote me an email saying to wear them all day. I did.She rewarded me by jerking me off through the panties and teasing me about...

I've worried about that. But if that's how it pans out... that's how it does. As long as I get to be apart of everything.

I'll find someone. LoL. It's not going to be hard for me to find someone who wants to go out with my wife. She's not gwen stefani, but she's a close 2nd.

Even better, I asked her what I get if she doesnt make it happen by the deadline... She said i get to set her up on a date with someone of my choice.

Ok... Thanks to our heart to heart conversation last night (between my wide and I), I asked her again today about all this, setting up on a date thing. She said she really wants to set me up. I asked if we should put a deadline in it, she emailed back saying Oct. 21st, that's in two weeks...

So an update for those who care to read it.After writing her an email that said, "we need to fix 'this'", she got a sitter and told me we were going out to eat and talk. We did just that.The conversation was one sided at first. I was allowing her to do all the talking. I just wanted to...

We just finished our date night. Was an ok talk. I'll fill in later.

I can't go without sex. So that will never give.

@ Villian -Well said, all of it. Gonna marinate on it for awhile. She gets home soon. Going to be an interesting evening as far as future plans go. Alittle FYI, the kids have been foremost in all decisions. With out them I have nothing.Thank you again for your time, and advice.

@ VILLIANFunny as it may seem your posts alone have hit a nerve with me. In a good way.I finally let the chains loose today, and spoke my feelings to her. I told her we need to fix 'us' before 'this' (lifestyle) continues. Basically took stand again put myself back in the alpha...

Do you mind if I ask what went wrong, or how it happened? I mean my wife and I have been through some shit. She cheated on me more than once, (2004, was just the time I actually caught her, which as funny as it may seem was and us the reason I started having these fantasies), nonetheless, we've...

I do too... I just feel like this new openess I have, is enough to hold us together, or I hope it is. Drastic times call for drastic measures.

Well, I did say "surprise" me, guess I left out the part where I didn't much cringe at the fact that she said it could be a guy. She does work in the military and she does have a CD as a friend. She has a lot of lesbian friends, so I'm sure she could find many possibilities through 'their'...

Great collection. I'm digging the shower scenes the most.

There was a thread recently, talking about someone who asked their wife to set him up on a date. I liked the idea so much I asked my wife two days ago the same thing. She asked, "anyone in particular", I said no, just surprise me, she then said, "I like that idea, I'll look into it". Not sure...