To be straightforward, the idea of practicing the lifestyle isn’t appealing to me on the same level as other members of this board. I take a great amount of pleasure in aggressively fucking my girlfriend, leaving her spasming, sore and soaked in her juices (or mine) at the end of a good night. I get the job done. In that respect, I guess my dominating style resembles more of a bull than that of the traditional cuck.
However, I do have certain tendencies and that is why I sometimes visit this board and enjoy reading about your different experiences/desires. The fact is that I enjoy, at least in a visual and unconnected sense, the idea of my girlfriend being a slut. This is mostly a new development, as the girl I am currently with has a narrow bur enjoyable past of manipulating and using men. Basically she has been with weak men who are easily emotionally influenced, and once she was the power on them, she abuses it. She tested me earlier on in our relationship and I shut her down, I simply am not that weak and we have hence developed a relationship style where I respect her but basically dominate over her.
We have flirted with fantasy discussions recently and one of the key areas that excite me is the idea that she is/has been a straight slut in the past/present. Sometimes while I am rocking her, I will instruct to get me jealous or angry by talking about her past experiences and/or things she would like to do in the present. It is effective but this is rare that we do these kind of things.
But last night we discussed a new fantasy: I suggest she go out on a date with someone dressed in a tiny dress, with no panties underneath and fuck-me heels. But beforehand, I would have her submit herself to me, crawl on all fours over and get me to give her a big mouthful and rub the tip of her lips so when she kissed the person, it would be all me without that person knowing. And basically, she would tease him the entire date and then not put out. Only to return to me, fired up and ready to be taken.
I would find pleasure and excitement in the allowing my girl to be so flirtous and to even kiss other person, and she would find excitement in teasing and feeling sleazy.
So…is that even cuck-worthy? Or do I just have a slut fetish? She is willing to do the kiss thing (although its kind of a dropped issue).
However, I do have certain tendencies and that is why I sometimes visit this board and enjoy reading about your different experiences/desires. The fact is that I enjoy, at least in a visual and unconnected sense, the idea of my girlfriend being a slut. This is mostly a new development, as the girl I am currently with has a narrow bur enjoyable past of manipulating and using men. Basically she has been with weak men who are easily emotionally influenced, and once she was the power on them, she abuses it. She tested me earlier on in our relationship and I shut her down, I simply am not that weak and we have hence developed a relationship style where I respect her but basically dominate over her.
We have flirted with fantasy discussions recently and one of the key areas that excite me is the idea that she is/has been a straight slut in the past/present. Sometimes while I am rocking her, I will instruct to get me jealous or angry by talking about her past experiences and/or things she would like to do in the present. It is effective but this is rare that we do these kind of things.
But last night we discussed a new fantasy: I suggest she go out on a date with someone dressed in a tiny dress, with no panties underneath and fuck-me heels. But beforehand, I would have her submit herself to me, crawl on all fours over and get me to give her a big mouthful and rub the tip of her lips so when she kissed the person, it would be all me without that person knowing. And basically, she would tease him the entire date and then not put out. Only to return to me, fired up and ready to be taken.
I would find pleasure and excitement in the allowing my girl to be so flirtous and to even kiss other person, and she would find excitement in teasing and feeling sleazy.
So…is that even cuck-worthy? Or do I just have a slut fetish? She is willing to do the kiss thing (although its kind of a dropped issue).