Hello everyone, I`d like to introduce myself.
My name is Vanessa and I`m new to this forum.
I`ve been reading lots of interesting stuff on this board over the past few months and have finally decided to pluck up the courage and join. I`m a 38 year-old English woman, divorced without kids, currently residing in southern Italy for work.
Ever since I was a teenager I`ve had hidden fantasies about big black men.
Even though I`ve never been anywhere near one (can`t remember even shaking a black man`s hand) I`ve reached a point in my life where my deepest fantasies are coming to surface and I`m seriously (am I crazy ?) thinking about making them reality.
Over the past few months, I have read a number of posts on this board regarding white women being abused in Africa. Even though many of the times the stuff I hear appears extremely cruel, for some reason these stories
have made me wet time and time again.
It has reached a point where I wake up in the middle of the night fantasizing
about being surrounded by groups of large African men all staring at me and
running their hands over their large penises.
As I said, I am currently in southern Italy for work, but my innermost fantasies have reached a point now where they are telling me to actually go further south and take a trip into the African continent.
I lie in bed at night thinking of what it would be like.
I would like to know if anyone here could advise me of what possible dangers
I may encounter if I ultimately did (!!!!!) buy a ticket and actually went by myself for a week or two to either Cameroon, Nigeria or maybe somewhere like Togo or the Ivory Coast.
If you`re asking yourselves if I`m a mad woman or not, I couldn`t honestly say. All I know is that these dreams are persecuting me and have been for some time now. I haven`t a clue what my true expectations are, but I do know that to actually be in a situation where I would be alone amongst some large black men would have my heart pounding.
Please bear in mind that I obviously dont want to get myself killed,
nonetheless these fantasies have reached a point where they
are screaming to be fulfilled.
Has anyone on here have any direct experience of Africa and
if so could you give me some advice ?
I would also like to hear the opinions of any other white females ..
if, for example, this is recurring fantasy of theirs too.
Thanks.
My name is Vanessa and I`m new to this forum.
I`ve been reading lots of interesting stuff on this board over the past few months and have finally decided to pluck up the courage and join. I`m a 38 year-old English woman, divorced without kids, currently residing in southern Italy for work.
Ever since I was a teenager I`ve had hidden fantasies about big black men.
Even though I`ve never been anywhere near one (can`t remember even shaking a black man`s hand) I`ve reached a point in my life where my deepest fantasies are coming to surface and I`m seriously (am I crazy ?) thinking about making them reality.
Over the past few months, I have read a number of posts on this board regarding white women being abused in Africa. Even though many of the times the stuff I hear appears extremely cruel, for some reason these stories
have made me wet time and time again.
It has reached a point where I wake up in the middle of the night fantasizing
about being surrounded by groups of large African men all staring at me and
running their hands over their large penises.
As I said, I am currently in southern Italy for work, but my innermost fantasies have reached a point now where they are telling me to actually go further south and take a trip into the African continent.
I lie in bed at night thinking of what it would be like.
I would like to know if anyone here could advise me of what possible dangers
I may encounter if I ultimately did (!!!!!) buy a ticket and actually went by myself for a week or two to either Cameroon, Nigeria or maybe somewhere like Togo or the Ivory Coast.
If you`re asking yourselves if I`m a mad woman or not, I couldn`t honestly say. All I know is that these dreams are persecuting me and have been for some time now. I haven`t a clue what my true expectations are, but I do know that to actually be in a situation where I would be alone amongst some large black men would have my heart pounding.
Please bear in mind that I obviously dont want to get myself killed,
nonetheless these fantasies have reached a point where they
are screaming to be fulfilled.
Has anyone on here have any direct experience of Africa and
if so could you give me some advice ?
I would also like to hear the opinions of any other white females ..
if, for example, this is recurring fantasy of theirs too.
Thanks.