Just looking for some input from any cucks here who have had the same experience. I'm a slave cuck, and belonged to my wife for 8 years, Julie, until she filed for divorce around 3 months ago. She had a dozen or so lovers throughout the years we were married, but with the last bull we brought in about two years ago, Roger, she developed feelings for him to the point that she wanted him to impregnate her (we're both white and have similar features, so she figured none of our friends would know the difference). We'd always talked about breeding as a fantasy, but I was never sure it would become a reality.
It did, however, and I have to admit that I was very, very turned on by the idea of Roger's baby growing inside my wife's womb. Sadly though, after Julie had the baby, Roger started having second thoughts about having his baby raised by someone else, and pressured Julie to leave me and move in with him. She ultimately relented, and moved in with him. About a month later, she told me she was divorcing me. She appears now to be very happy with Roger, and said that they plan on marrying as soon as the ink is dry on our divorce.
This was always my greatest fear from the time we began cuckolding, but I always felt helpless to do anything about it. My whole existence became about being subservient to my wife and her lover that it wouldn't have seemed right for me to try to dictate her behavior or her feelings for someone else. But now I find myself without a wife, and it is pretty depressing.
I'm trying to figure out what to do now. Finding a true hotwife isn't easy, and I'm not sure I would want anyone else other than Julie anyway. She was my whole world. I've asked her if she would let me continue to be a part of her sex sessions with Roger, and she said she would consider it. I've also thought about offering myself to them as a servant, cleaning the house, doing yard work, babysitting, etc., to see if that would encourage them to bring me back into their bed. I don't know if that would totally fill the void, but it would be better than nothing.
It did, however, and I have to admit that I was very, very turned on by the idea of Roger's baby growing inside my wife's womb. Sadly though, after Julie had the baby, Roger started having second thoughts about having his baby raised by someone else, and pressured Julie to leave me and move in with him. She ultimately relented, and moved in with him. About a month later, she told me she was divorcing me. She appears now to be very happy with Roger, and said that they plan on marrying as soon as the ink is dry on our divorce.
This was always my greatest fear from the time we began cuckolding, but I always felt helpless to do anything about it. My whole existence became about being subservient to my wife and her lover that it wouldn't have seemed right for me to try to dictate her behavior or her feelings for someone else. But now I find myself without a wife, and it is pretty depressing.
I'm trying to figure out what to do now. Finding a true hotwife isn't easy, and I'm not sure I would want anyone else other than Julie anyway. She was my whole world. I've asked her if she would let me continue to be a part of her sex sessions with Roger, and she said she would consider it. I've also thought about offering myself to them as a servant, cleaning the house, doing yard work, babysitting, etc., to see if that would encourage them to bring me back into their bed. I don't know if that would totally fill the void, but it would be better than nothing.
