Its been about two years since I have started finding myself severly turned on by the thought of watching my fiancee sucking and getting fucked by another man's cock. The idea of watching her climax and writhe around while she gets fucked gets me hard every time. I told her about my fantasy shortly after it had come up. She has been excepting, intrigued and of course a little cautious. She is the most beautiful and sexual woman I have ever known. She has her own porn stash and three different vibrators and masterbates from time to time, yet she is very socially conservative. She is always ready to fuck me at a moments notice. So, our sex life is great.
As far as the fantasy goes, we have pretty much picked the other man already. One of my best friends. She dated him briefly six years before her and I got together. She oftens flirts with him when he is around because she knows it turns me on. We have recently let him know of our plan and set some minor ground rules via text. She has also sent him a few ass pics that I took to get him going. He is pretty pumped about it and so are we.
So, here are my questions. I have been on numerous cuckold sites and hotwife sites and other fetishes trying to pinpoint what exactly I am. There are a few things that many Cucks engage in that I am NOT turned on by in the least. First, I am not interested in letting her go out by herself, get fucked and come home and tell me about it. She is not either. She generally doesn't trust men from past experiences. Second, I am not turned on by being humiliated and told i have a small cock or any other things i see on cuckold sites. Third, I do not get off one bit on eating another mans cum out of my fiancee's pussy. I have zero gay tendencies. An unfortunate trip to the proctologist proved that. If that's your thing, no disrespect. I am simply turned on by watching her and another man fucking. I would certainly join in a bit. But i would love to just sit back and watch. She has a great body and is the hottest woman in the world to me. He can do whatever he wants. Any position. I want him to make her come. That would be so great. I already know I can do it. I just want to watch. I want to watch him totally enjoying her. Desiring her like I do. I want her to make him cum hard wherever she wants him to. All over her tits, in her mouth. He can cum deep in her pussy if she desires. Its all up to her and I want her to thoroughly enjoy it. If she feels bad or upset after the fact, I would never forgive myself. But at the end of the day, I still want to be the best and be her provider and lover.
Am I a Cuck after all or just a voyeur of sorts? Not that it matters really. I just wanted the opninions of those who are immersed in the lifestyle. I feel its gonna happen soon with my friend. Probably within the next month or two. Getting hard just thinkin about it.They are texting eachother dirty stuff a few times a week and he keeps trying to find excuses to stop over. So, when it goes down, I will certainly post all the 'true' details for all you to enjoy. But seriously, am I a true Cuck?
As far as the fantasy goes, we have pretty much picked the other man already. One of my best friends. She dated him briefly six years before her and I got together. She oftens flirts with him when he is around because she knows it turns me on. We have recently let him know of our plan and set some minor ground rules via text. She has also sent him a few ass pics that I took to get him going. He is pretty pumped about it and so are we.
So, here are my questions. I have been on numerous cuckold sites and hotwife sites and other fetishes trying to pinpoint what exactly I am. There are a few things that many Cucks engage in that I am NOT turned on by in the least. First, I am not interested in letting her go out by herself, get fucked and come home and tell me about it. She is not either. She generally doesn't trust men from past experiences. Second, I am not turned on by being humiliated and told i have a small cock or any other things i see on cuckold sites. Third, I do not get off one bit on eating another mans cum out of my fiancee's pussy. I have zero gay tendencies. An unfortunate trip to the proctologist proved that. If that's your thing, no disrespect. I am simply turned on by watching her and another man fucking. I would certainly join in a bit. But i would love to just sit back and watch. She has a great body and is the hottest woman in the world to me. He can do whatever he wants. Any position. I want him to make her come. That would be so great. I already know I can do it. I just want to watch. I want to watch him totally enjoying her. Desiring her like I do. I want her to make him cum hard wherever she wants him to. All over her tits, in her mouth. He can cum deep in her pussy if she desires. Its all up to her and I want her to thoroughly enjoy it. If she feels bad or upset after the fact, I would never forgive myself. But at the end of the day, I still want to be the best and be her provider and lover.
Am I a Cuck after all or just a voyeur of sorts? Not that it matters really. I just wanted the opninions of those who are immersed in the lifestyle. I feel its gonna happen soon with my friend. Probably within the next month or two. Getting hard just thinkin about it.They are texting eachother dirty stuff a few times a week and he keeps trying to find excuses to stop over. So, when it goes down, I will certainly post all the 'true' details for all you to enjoy. But seriously, am I a true Cuck?
