Confession: I'm such a pussy; I actually ended up moving into the guest room while my wife and her lover slept in our marital bed for nearly the past 4 months. But I wasn't allowed to watch, in fact I was excluded from their sex life except what I could hear from the other room. Fortunately, he ended up moving out, but things haven't been the same. We have done the cuckold stuff on and on for years, and she has always been the one who could switch easily between cuckoldress and faithful housewife. What's different than before is that she doesn't want to be a faithful housewife. At least she says she can't be married to me, and be faithful, not with my 4 inches anyway....
Anything for her love
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She is my drug, and more than anything she knows my deepest perversions. She is devilish and artful in the way she forces my submission. We have been together since we were 17; we have grown up together. She knows exactly what scares me, but she also knows it turns me on to the point that I can't say no to her. Because while being her permanent cuck scares me, it is my deepest desire. It has also become ever apparent that making me her permanent cuckold is her deepest desire. She craves the control and power she has over me, and she craves the type of physical intimacy that only a well-endowed and dominant man could provide. At the same time, this has been my most secret fantasy since I was 14, and although it clashes with my own alpha male personality, I feel that sexually, I'm a cuckold. And no matter how hard I try I can't deny that desire inside of me, anymore than she can control her desire for a well-endowed stud. It is just rough to see the only woman you have ever loved be the happiest when she is with another man.
WHy Let It Bother You?
Is that not the way it suppose to be for a cuck?
Sounds like you're happiest when she is at her happiest. Sounds like the perfect arrangement to me. My wife - and I have the same deal going over here. Been married 43 years last May. I'm a 3rd generation cuckold - my 2 daughters and son are 4th and our 5 grand kids are right in lock-step. Sure works for us.
Men are suppose to be tigers outside the home and pussies inside the home.
dirtydoc30 said:
Is that not the way it suppose to be for a cuck?
Sounds like you're happiest when she is at her happiest. Sounds like the perfect arrangement to me. My wife - and I have the same deal going over here. Been married 43 years last May. I'm a 3rd generation cuckold - my 2 daughters and son are 4th and our 5 grand kids are right in lock-step. Sure works for us.
Men are suppose to be tigers outside the home and pussies inside the home.
Dirtydoc,
Nice... good for her.
Sounds like without your wife's "devilish and artful" ability to force your submission and exploit your perversions, you would have long since grown bored with each other...
Perfect...
As any self-respecting married woman should...
Since 14? Jeez... that's pretty young. Did your desires along these lines result from your mother actively cuckolding your father while you were growing up, and being aware of that? Or from another close female relative who cuckolded her husband, and you knew and were fascinated by it...?
Why try...?
A desire that's perfectly natural... why should she try to "control" it?
No doubt. But, the two of you seem perfectly matched...
—Custer
dirtydoc30 said:
Nice... good for her.
dirtydoc30 said:
Sounds like without your wife's "devilish and artful" ability to force your submission and exploit your perversions, you would have long since grown bored with each other...
dirtydoc30 said:
Perfect...
dirtydoc30 said:
As any self-respecting married woman should...
dirtydoc30 said:
Since 14? Jeez... that's pretty young. Did your desires along these lines result from your mother actively cuckolding your father while you were growing up, and being aware of that? Or from another close female relative who cuckolded her husband, and you knew and were fascinated by it...?
dirtydoc30 said:
Why try...?
dirtydoc30 said:
A desire that's perfectly natural... why should she try to "control" it?
dirtydoc30 said:
No doubt. But, the two of you seem perfectly matched...
—Custer
Custer Laststand said:
Probably true...
Custer Laststand said:
Every one of my mother's boyfriends or husbands has almost always been the result of an affair, something I only recently learned. Her thing is to find a guy, cheat on him with a better guy then move in with the new guy.
Custer Laststand said:
Despite my back and forth, its hard to deny that....
