cuckold advise and tips wanted

[yorkshireguy4fun]

hi all....basicaly me and my girlfriend once had a threesome.....we both fucked my GF....it was amazing.....i stood back and watched while he was fucking her and i cant explain the buzz and hornyness i felt WOW...i was addicted to watching her get fucked,my GF also enjoyed it too so we set up a meet with a guy off the net,but this time she was to meet him alone at a hotel and send me some pics......it all went well,i got my pucs of her sucking and fucking this guys cock....but when she got home she said she felt guilty as i wasnt there and she said it felt like shed cheated on me.So since this negative experience weve not done anything since(apart from her having phone sex while i fuck her) Shes up for more fun.. So am i but were a little scared it al go wrong again....weve already said I WILL BE PRESENT next time....the troublebis MY FANTASY IS for me to watch my GF get fucked on webcam from our hotel room while shes in the guys room.....so basicaly im looking for tips and advise on how to build back our confidence again.