Hey everyone, hope the new year has been good to all. I have a few things to add and hope on some good and well thought responses. I’ve come to realize I’m a bit of a cuck by circumstance. For those that don’t know our background my wife and I before marriage were very open with 99% of the activity being her with myself and my friends, guys we met, or impromptu party situations. Until very recently we went completely away from that after just hitting double digit years of monogamous marriage.
Some months back my blood pressure started going haywire. The cause of it has been diagnosed but it’s a balancing act to say the least. The end goal is the regulation of the precursor to it. The worst part of it is my ability, or lack there of to get or maintain an erection. Yes I occasionally take something to help but it’s risky so it’s very occasional or in such a dose it’s minimally helpful. It’s the primary catalyst in our recent entry of a couple into our lives. Admittedly the change and excitement from our times together has gotten me over the hump a few times to where I could actually climax. Still though it’s frustrating in its regularity.
New Years morning after getting home late the woman half of our friends was out like a light. Between a few too many drinks and the health issue I could not get hard so I just watched my wife and her guy fuck each other’s brains out. From about 2am to 330 they had amazing sex even though I was more than a bit jealous of not being able to join in. My little bit of reluctance with my wife fucking black men heightened it a bit because it’s so different than me. Either way I realized I’m kind of a cuck by default. Anyone else enter or have things evolve out of a situation out of their hands like me? It’s almost like the relegation to that status has made me much more open to other fetishes as well. Anyone with a similar experience I’d love to hear!
Some months back my blood pressure started going haywire. The cause of it has been diagnosed but it’s a balancing act to say the least. The end goal is the regulation of the precursor to it. The worst part of it is my ability, or lack there of to get or maintain an erection. Yes I occasionally take something to help but it’s risky so it’s very occasional or in such a dose it’s minimally helpful. It’s the primary catalyst in our recent entry of a couple into our lives. Admittedly the change and excitement from our times together has gotten me over the hump a few times to where I could actually climax. Still though it’s frustrating in its regularity.
New Years morning after getting home late the woman half of our friends was out like a light. Between a few too many drinks and the health issue I could not get hard so I just watched my wife and her guy fuck each other’s brains out. From about 2am to 330 they had amazing sex even though I was more than a bit jealous of not being able to join in. My little bit of reluctance with my wife fucking black men heightened it a bit because it’s so different than me. Either way I realized I’m kind of a cuck by default. Anyone else enter or have things evolve out of a situation out of their hands like me? It’s almost like the relegation to that status has made me much more open to other fetishes as well. Anyone with a similar experience I’d love to hear!
