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Do we cross that line?

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Hi, I'm a wannabe cuckold from watching so much porn, only interracial cuckolding gets me off. I have got my GF into the interracial thing and she has confided in me that she has fucked a black guy in her past which gets me so hot thinking a BBC has been where I eat her and stick my little dick into. I have purchased some big black dildos for her, one 8" and one WIDE 12". She didn't think she could take all of the 8" when she 1st saw it and now takes it like a champ! I can take the whole thing out of her and stick it back in balls deep with no trouble at all for her, she loves it and cums multiple times always! The 12" she can only get a few inches inside her being it's so wide. But she's trying! ;)

Now I've told her about the small penis humiliation that I enjoy and she has seam to taken a liking to that also, that being said, we are both incredibly enjoying our sex life that we have together. I have told her how much I want her to be ravaged by a black man with his big black cock in her as I watch and she tells me how much she loves me. The fantasy of this gets us both off so much!

When we 1st discussed the idea of actually doing this she said it would have to be with someone she/we knows. After I explained to her how feelings occur with sex, it would have to be a stranger while we are away somewhere so, there would be no contact after, just hot sex, and she was understanding of this. Now we are getting to talking about this more and more and when I say something like "I never watched you get fucked" her responce is "Yet!".

Now as much as the fantasy of this is sooooo hot. I don't know how I would feel after it and that is concerning to me? Do we really cross that line? What are the real feelings? How do you cope with them? What if she likes it too much to stop if it's not think it would be? So many feelings and questions. I would love to watch her (I think?!?) but do not want to lose the relationship we have. By the way, she's a tiny petite 54 year old, I'm a slightly overweight 53 year old if it matters.

And and all input and questions welcome!! Thanks!
 
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The only way you'll both truly know how it feels it to do it. I'd suggest perhaps just meeting someone, and for them to start slowly. Maybe have her kiss him and see, and then proceed from there. You'll both need to communicate exactly how you're feeling at each step. This isn't a pool to just jump into without testing the waters first.

Hope it works out for you both as well as things have for my wife and I. She's been very happily cuckolding me now for over 2 years.
 
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DanW_cuckold said:
The only way you'll both truly know how it feels it to do it. I'd suggest perhaps just meeting someone, and for them to start slowly. Maybe have her kiss him and see, and then proceed from there. You'll both need to communicate exactly how you're feeling at each step. This isn't a pool to just jump into without testing the waters first.

Hope it works out for you both as well as things have for my wife and I. She's been very happily cuckolding me now for over 2 years.
If I may ask, what were your initial feelings? Was it too much for you to watch her the 1st time? I can't imagine the feelings, both good and bad at the same time.
 
I'd wanted it for years, but even then the first time I saw her with another man it was almost overwhelming. I almost asked her to stop, but by then he'd gotten all the way into her and she was starting her first orgasm on another cock (her first ever from just a cock inside her I later found out) and I knew I'd have to accept it. The massive wave of jealousy has gone down, but never completely gone away. And even that first time, my arousal from it has never gone down, maybe even increased as she's become more confident. Especially now that she may have fallen in love with her primary lover.
 
How do you deal with the jealously and the thought of her loving someone else?? That’s something I definitely don’t want!
 
The only thing I can say is do it before you get married an have children. That makes some people far more conservative because there is so much more to lose. Right now there are just the two of you and you have the time to deal with the feelings. Most cucks report a roller coaster of feelings like you suspect you will have. Part of being a cuck is letting go of the desire to control women so they can be their most sexual self. It takes time and trust. Mostly that you can trust yourself.
 
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