Hi there everyone!
Let me tell a bit about me: I'm 30, married for two years with a girl i love a lot. I'm from Portugal. For the two past years i've been addicted in porn (the worst thing that can happen to one of us), lately i even cum in at work, sitting on my desk, watching internet porn, not doing what i supposed in that place...
For about a year ago i started to visit some cuckold sites (this one was the first) and started to like the idea of having my wife being fucked for a younger and stronger guy, with a hard penis and lot of cum to give. Loved t see pics of women getting fucked while their husbands watch, just wondering how they would love those powwerfull guys.
Then, it started...
I started to want to fuck her less at each week that passed... once a week, once in two weeks... and at certain point i didn't even want to fuck her... and then i felt awfull wondering why????? why i'm i like this, when i was supposed to love her and make her happy???!!!
Then i visited some site of wife confessions and i realized that woman don't like to be fucked by other guys as much as we think, because the one they like it's us!!!
I thought: I'm ruinning my life!!!
Now i almost don't see porn, and when some guys e-mail me movies or stuff i stay boring looking at that...
But still i dont like to fuck her as i should... but like to jerk of thinking of other woman... what's wrong with me? I love her and love to make her happy, but i know i don't do my job as a husband.... How i hate myself for this... she doesn't deserve this.... well that's my confession... thanks for reading, because i felt better writting!!!
Let me tell a bit about me: I'm 30, married for two years with a girl i love a lot. I'm from Portugal. For the two past years i've been addicted in porn (the worst thing that can happen to one of us), lately i even cum in at work, sitting on my desk, watching internet porn, not doing what i supposed in that place...
For about a year ago i started to visit some cuckold sites (this one was the first) and started to like the idea of having my wife being fucked for a younger and stronger guy, with a hard penis and lot of cum to give. Loved t see pics of women getting fucked while their husbands watch, just wondering how they would love those powwerfull guys.
Then, it started...
I started to want to fuck her less at each week that passed... once a week, once in two weeks... and at certain point i didn't even want to fuck her... and then i felt awfull wondering why????? why i'm i like this, when i was supposed to love her and make her happy???!!!
Then i visited some site of wife confessions and i realized that woman don't like to be fucked by other guys as much as we think, because the one they like it's us!!!
I thought: I'm ruinning my life!!!
Now i almost don't see porn, and when some guys e-mail me movies or stuff i stay boring looking at that...
But still i dont like to fuck her as i should... but like to jerk of thinking of other woman... what's wrong with me? I love her and love to make her happy, but i know i don't do my job as a husband.... How i hate myself for this... she doesn't deserve this.... well that's my confession... thanks for reading, because i felt better writting!!!
