Hi, I'm a seemingly straight 22yo male in a long term straight relationship. I've been trying to get my girlfriend to cuckold and sissy me for a long time but to no avail. Recently I've been having a lot of gay dreams where I take considerable amounts of cock and cum. When looking at porn I no longer want to be the cock but the girl receiving it/them. I wake up most days disappointed that I'm not a woman, as I long to try a cock for real. Despite all of this, the only cock I've played with is my own and I'm no closer to cuckolding. I feel jealous of women as I can't wear the clothing and underwear that they do, as I'm quite a masculine man. I really want to explore these feelings safely, but if my girlfriend found out she would freak out because this lifestyle is not for her seemingly. I'm at a loss as to what I should do. Can any of you offer advice on what I could do and how I could explore without losing my girlfriend? I can't keep these feelings bottled up for too long, and after broaching the subject ever so lightly it's obvious she isn't bothered by sex as much as me.
Thanks for your help!
Thanks for your help!
