I have been sucking bbc for years on the downlow but recently have begun crossdressing in private for them. I love being in hose and panties but am married and she would not understand. But I crave my days when i get a hotel room and entertain men.
@Coupledateblk - So very true, not many wives truly understand or accept that their husbands can have feelings that are of a strong femm leaning. Those desires to be as femm as they are, to be girl-friends of sorts with them.
We live in a culture were the true female or male is only seen in the outside not the inside as well. It takes time also to educate one-self to see the real person and be happy with it.