Has anyone ever wondered why they have cuckold fantasies? Where did these fantasies come from, why did they start?
I've been lurking around the site for several years before finally joining. I'm 45and my wife is 43. We both enjoy the lifestyle while continuing to have a loving marriage and provide a loving home for our 2 teenage daughters.
The reason I started this post is because several nights ago my wife and I were talking and we hit a topic that we had never touched before. That of our parent's sex lives and how it affected us.
I know for a fact that my parents were into the lifestyle too. I remember a vivid night when I was 12 years old, I remember it like it was yesterday. My parents had thrown a summer backyard barbeque at the house and invited friends and family over. As usual, they stayed late and I had gone to sleep. Several hours later I awoke to use the bathroom and came downstairs for drink of water when I noticed my mother and a guy she worked with still sitting in the backyard.
I spied on them through a crack in the curtains and saw that my mom was sitting on his lap and was making out with him. I thought that maybe dad had gone to sleep too and my gut instict was to race upstairs to wake him but then I saw him appear holding a beer in his hand. He came up to mom and her friend and I felt scared that maybe dad would hit mom or her friend. Instead he gave mom a sip of his beer and sat on a nearby lawn chair and watched mom makeout with her co-worker as he drank his beer. It was extremely confusing because at 12 I had no idea what was going and the terms wife sharing or cuckolding were not part of my vocabulary.
I spied on them a little longer until I saw mom and her friend get up and start walking toward the house. As she got up she took off her shirt and threw it at dad as she walked back to the house holding her friend's hand. I had never seen my mom's tits before until that night. I snuck back up stairs before being caught. I heard my dad come into the house a few minutes later and eventually fell asleep.
In the morning I was hesitant to go downstairs fearing mom and dad would be upset with eachother but instead I saw them as affectionate as ever. Dad was holding mom with his arm around her waist as she had her coffee and they even kissed. They never knew I saw them and I started to notice that mom's co-worker seemed to come around a lot and always stood late. Once I even saw him when I came early from school one day. I remember mom telling me that he was fixing something in the attic for my father. I almost beleived it until I saw the used condom in bathroom that had failed to flush down.
My father had a small safe in the bedroom which he always said was off limits. I never questioned it thinking it contained either money or a gun or both. One afternoon my mother and father had to run out in a hurry to police pound before it closed. The car had been towed for being illegally parked, it was a holiday weekend and if they didn't get the car out that night it would be there all weekend. Of course he took some money from the safe and ran out in a hurry. He forgot to close the safe and as they say curiosity killed the cat.
Inside the safe was some money, jewelery, copies of important documents and in the back was a small box. I opened the box and found some pictures. The old 4x6 prints. Some were of mom posing naked but most were of mom in compromising positions, having sex with other men. I could believe what I was seeing. I put the pictures back in the box and found VHS tape with no label on it. (for the younger crowd, VHS was the DVD of the time) I ran to the VCR in the living room to play the tape and was shocked to say the least. I never imagined my mom or dad like that. It was a video of mom laying naked on a bed somewhere surrounded by 4 naked guys. As the video played I realized it was father holding the camera. I heard him tell the 4 guys "Rememeber you can't cum inside her, Cum on her face or her tits." As the video plays, mom goes on to basically get gangbanged and giggle like a teenager as each guy cummed on her.
At the time I remember thinking that mom was such a slut and dad was such a hippocrate. It was like Jeckel and Hyde. I was used to seeing mom as the church going soccer mom always dressed in tee shirts, jeans and sneakers talking about fearing god. You'd never think she was the type of woman to be in a gangbang.
It wasn't until several years later that I took it back and appreciated my parent's sex life. Being married and a parent I can now see the other side of this. What my mom and dad did is not so different than what my wife and I do and we make every effort to hide our lifestyle from our children. My wife is your average mom and I don't consider to be a slut at all. She is a loving mother and a loving wife.
I've been lurking around the site for several years before finally joining. I'm 45and my wife is 43. We both enjoy the lifestyle while continuing to have a loving marriage and provide a loving home for our 2 teenage daughters.
The reason I started this post is because several nights ago my wife and I were talking and we hit a topic that we had never touched before. That of our parent's sex lives and how it affected us.
I know for a fact that my parents were into the lifestyle too. I remember a vivid night when I was 12 years old, I remember it like it was yesterday. My parents had thrown a summer backyard barbeque at the house and invited friends and family over. As usual, they stayed late and I had gone to sleep. Several hours later I awoke to use the bathroom and came downstairs for drink of water when I noticed my mother and a guy she worked with still sitting in the backyard.
I spied on them through a crack in the curtains and saw that my mom was sitting on his lap and was making out with him. I thought that maybe dad had gone to sleep too and my gut instict was to race upstairs to wake him but then I saw him appear holding a beer in his hand. He came up to mom and her friend and I felt scared that maybe dad would hit mom or her friend. Instead he gave mom a sip of his beer and sat on a nearby lawn chair and watched mom makeout with her co-worker as he drank his beer. It was extremely confusing because at 12 I had no idea what was going and the terms wife sharing or cuckolding were not part of my vocabulary.
I spied on them a little longer until I saw mom and her friend get up and start walking toward the house. As she got up she took off her shirt and threw it at dad as she walked back to the house holding her friend's hand. I had never seen my mom's tits before until that night. I snuck back up stairs before being caught. I heard my dad come into the house a few minutes later and eventually fell asleep.
In the morning I was hesitant to go downstairs fearing mom and dad would be upset with eachother but instead I saw them as affectionate as ever. Dad was holding mom with his arm around her waist as she had her coffee and they even kissed. They never knew I saw them and I started to notice that mom's co-worker seemed to come around a lot and always stood late. Once I even saw him when I came early from school one day. I remember mom telling me that he was fixing something in the attic for my father. I almost beleived it until I saw the used condom in bathroom that had failed to flush down.
My father had a small safe in the bedroom which he always said was off limits. I never questioned it thinking it contained either money or a gun or both. One afternoon my mother and father had to run out in a hurry to police pound before it closed. The car had been towed for being illegally parked, it was a holiday weekend and if they didn't get the car out that night it would be there all weekend. Of course he took some money from the safe and ran out in a hurry. He forgot to close the safe and as they say curiosity killed the cat.
Inside the safe was some money, jewelery, copies of important documents and in the back was a small box. I opened the box and found some pictures. The old 4x6 prints. Some were of mom posing naked but most were of mom in compromising positions, having sex with other men. I could believe what I was seeing. I put the pictures back in the box and found VHS tape with no label on it. (for the younger crowd, VHS was the DVD of the time) I ran to the VCR in the living room to play the tape and was shocked to say the least. I never imagined my mom or dad like that. It was a video of mom laying naked on a bed somewhere surrounded by 4 naked guys. As the video played I realized it was father holding the camera. I heard him tell the 4 guys "Rememeber you can't cum inside her, Cum on her face or her tits." As the video plays, mom goes on to basically get gangbanged and giggle like a teenager as each guy cummed on her.
At the time I remember thinking that mom was such a slut and dad was such a hippocrate. It was like Jeckel and Hyde. I was used to seeing mom as the church going soccer mom always dressed in tee shirts, jeans and sneakers talking about fearing god. You'd never think she was the type of woman to be in a gangbang.
It wasn't until several years later that I took it back and appreciated my parent's sex life. Being married and a parent I can now see the other side of this. What my mom and dad did is not so different than what my wife and I do and we make every effort to hide our lifestyle from our children. My wife is your average mom and I don't consider to be a slut at all. She is a loving mother and a loving wife.
