how i started playing with men
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I guess I always been bisexual, altho never acted on it till I was 34yo in 2001 during my 1st divorce, I went to a adult theater/book store in Chattanooga tn area , to watch some vids maybe jack off, I wasn't sure what to expect there, I watched a few men playing with themselves and each other. some sucking dick and one guy getting fucked, which was what interested me the most , I stayed maybe a hour or two , then went home processing what I had saw, After thinking on it a few days I know that's what I wanted to try , I had a dildo my ex had left behind, so I started using it on myself , I learned how to take it , and was liking the stuffed feelings,maybe a week later I went back , I took with me some condoms, lube and a few paper towels , so on my next trip , there were several people in the booth area , after walking around some I went into the theatre part , it was barren except for one older black man . I started talking to him , he seemed nice , clean and well spoken, I asked to see hims dick he pulled it out , I was amazed , nice thick 7 or 8" , I stroked him a few times, and asked he he wanted to fuck me . he got really excited and said he love to . so I gave him a rubber and lubed us both up . Then ;lowered my pants and backed up on him , Damn it felt like he was ripping my into , but I was determined to do it. as my ass stretched and accepted this hung man inside of me I started feeling great , and I told him so , he starred slowly fucking me then got faster , be4 I knew it he was pounding me hard , damn I still get chills thinking about it . he When he finally came, I could fell him throbbing in my ass. I was hooked, when he pulled out I almost collapsed , knees were so weak , lol
. but to my surprise it was he who kept thanking me over and over , saying how well I took that dick , . damn this man just made my dream come true and he was thanking me , we talked some more , then he left , I sat down still kinda seeing stars processing what just happened . when he came back and asked if his friend can fuck me also ......... to be continued if yall want to hear about it ........
. but to my surprise it was he who kept thanking me over and over , saying how well I took that dick , . damn this man just made my dream come true and he was thanking me , we talked some more , then he left , I sat down still kinda seeing stars processing what just happened . when he came back and asked if his friend can fuck me also ......... to be continued if yall want to hear about it ........
i was so turned on by the size of a cock in school that i so couldnt resist sukking it....changed my life forever and so luv it, but it was not just their Big Cocks, but their powerful muscular Black Body's. Their Black Skin and just wanting to be held in their arms, being controlled, feeling their Blackness on my petite whiteness.
Being a femme white minority in a city high school it was after the teasing to get my lipps around some thick black meat, quickly becoming the go to for a swet blow job. It seems the more i sukked the more i wanted and so felt the call of my submissive feminine self...
Being a femme white minority in a city high school it was after the teasing to get my lipps around some thick black meat, quickly becoming the go to for a swet blow job. It seems the more i sukked the more i wanted and so felt the call of my submissive feminine self...
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My own initiation into gay sex was similar to the pasted story--going to theaters and bookstores in my mid thirties after my divorce. It took more than a few visits for me to master my nervousness and get cumfortable sucking cock, however. As I've said ad infinitum, it was a real mistake for me to get married in my early twenties instead of understanding what I was sexually at a younger age.
so true Lucy, i became so "cumfortable" sucking cock and being the true me, as it seemed to be easier to do so today more so than like 10 years ago. Plus i think us sissi bois receive greater support from friends and such as we journey to our true call. kisses.Laceyfemme said:
As teenager in junior high. Had stash of girlie mags and showed them to my friend Danny ,who I was staying with. We were pretty nerdy, not popular with girls. He pulled out dick and started jacking off. I got excited, mouth watering, heart racing. Before I knew it I was sucking his dick. He nutted quickly in my mouth. From them on. I would arrange to stay at his house. His parents slept on other end of house. I had stolen a few pair of bikini panties from my girl cousins drawer along with bras, a few pair of girls jeans, blouses, skirts. I secretly carried them into his house. At night I would put on bra and panties and suck his dick then he would pull them off. Get on me and fuck me. His parents sometimes went out of town to visit relatives. I then could be as girly as I wanted. I would be in bra and panties and girl clothes and makeup the whole time. I enjoyed him fucking me like a girl. Once I was sucking him off at school at recess in our geography teachers room. The teacher , a big fat potbellied guy who had never been married suddenly came into room. He stopped in astonishment, then laughed and said if we did not want to get suspended, then I could suck him off too. I at first said no, but then thought of the humiliation we would endure agreed. I began sucking him off, while Danny jacked his dick. I soon pulled him near and started doing what I saw women in porn films do, sucking first one , then the other. Both came almost at same time bathing my face with sticky hot cum. After that Ray , the teacher rented a small house out in the country with no neighbors. He stocked a closet full of wigs, female clothes.wigs of different colors and loads of makeup. Each weekend when we could we would tell our folks we were going on field trip to planetarium or museum or movie. Instead I would climb in his van , quickly change into " Rita" , the name they chose. Put on a wig , lips stick and kiss and lick their cocks teasing them. When we arrived vat his rental house. They would rush in , strip down and began fucking me. One took my mouth , the other my boy pussy as Ray called it. Ohh it was great.
My whole life has been that rollercoaster ride ... trying to be a boy/man ... excited being a "woman"/"gurl" ... and then trying again. Now in my natural happy state, being who I really am ... a very femme boi who wants nothing more than being as much of a woman as I can for a real man.h
I was in my teens, I had seen some porn mags and was more curious about the girls sucking and getting fucked, plus cum. When I started being able to cum I would always eat it, I was also putting things in my arse. I used to strip naked when my parents were away and play in the backyard, was also experimenting with watersports. My neighbour watched me and after I had cum and liked it off my hand made his presence known. I was so freaked out, he was looking at me and saying that I seemed to be enjoying myself, he said not to worry, he wasn't going to tell anyone and if I wanted to try more he could help. I was nervous but had wanted to try real sex, si I said yes before I knew what I was saying. He said great and that I should go over to his place. I went over and he was good, he said that there was nothing wrong with trying things out. He asked what I wanted to try first, I shyly said I wanted to try sucking a dick. He talked me through it, told me what and how to do it, I was so excited, the taste and smell were amazing. After a while he stopped telling me what to do and just started moaning and saying I was doing great, he said he would cum soon and asked if I wanted him to cum in my mouth and I could swallow, I said yes and worked him more, I was so excited that when he cum in my mouth I blew my load without touching myself. I swallowed and licked my hand and his cock, I was very excited and happy to have finally done it. The next few times I sucked him again, but one day he said next time he was going to fuck me, And he did, it hurt but I didn't want him to stop, eventually it was ok and he fucked me until he cum in my arse, I was overwhelmed by it, I want to do it all the time. So it was regular with him and some others he introduced me to. That how I spent the next 7 years.
