How my mind got started

[Cowboy Bob]

I was very conventional and jelous and all the 'normal' stuff until I dated this one woman for a year. She was very open about her sexual past - no apologies. One day in bed, she told me she spent last summer being a baseball groupie, and 'partied' after every game. She lived in the same apartment complex as the players. They were a minor league AAA team much like the movie Bull Durham. After that, I could not get it out of my mind or get enough sex with her while thinking about her post game episodes, especially the party at the end of the year before everyone went their separate ways! I have never been the same.

 

[Custer Laststand]

I was very conventional and jelous and all the 'normal' stuff until I dated this one woman for a year. .... After that, I could not get [her post-game fucking] out of my mind or get enough sex with her while thinking about her post game episodes, especially the party at the end of the year before everyone went their separate ways! I have never been the same.

Interesting. Since you say you dated this woman for a year, and "have not been the same since," what has the nature of your relationships with women been since then...?

 

[Cowboy Bob]

From the outside looking in, my relationships with women have been 'conventional' however, I am ultra excited by any reference by my girlfriend/wife to past experiences, like I really want to watch them!

I only like porn that depicts some scene where I can fantasize sharing my girlfriend or wife with someone else.