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Thanks for your advice custer. It is very insightful, particularly the part about feing a failure becasue my wife is seeing another man for sex and indeed has probably seem a few other in the past.

I have actually being going through all her possible relationships and over the last 22 years or so, I can think of over a dozen. Right back to when we ahere 17 or so and I overheard he talking to her friends while we were out in the pub and her freind said something like "what about that stripper". She had been out the previous saturday to a ladies night at a local working mand type club and there had been male strippers. She had told me it had been a bit boaring.

On our way home I questioned her further and she admitted some of the girls had got upto more than watching but she had found it embarasing. When we got home I went to change and moticed her "little black dress" in the washing hamper as I was putting my shirt in there. I tooking it out and there was a very obvious white stain on the front. I confornted her with it there and then. She told me one of the girls she had been with had wanked one of the strippers off and some of it had accidentally gone on her. She had not told me because she was so embarased and refused to tell me who had wanked him off as I might say something.

I belived her!! All this time all the other couples must have know that my girl was the one who fucked around and wanked off strippers in clubs. How stupid I must have beem.

All her mates used to call her "the good girl" like when they rang "is the good girl there" some still call her GG as in GeeGee as a nickname thats stuck. I realise now it was a joke based her being either a good time girl or a sarcastic nick name that stuck.

Every few hours another revalation comes back to me. When she got lost for an hour at one of my works christmas parties and was found by David the office stud. When we got home she was so pissed she pulled her dress of and had no panties on, she told me she had not warn any that night but I am sure she had put her new la perla underwear on before we went out.

Never saw that la parla underwear again.

Its like I am a victum of amnesia and I am just getting my memory back, each new revelation a kick in the stomach and a shot of viagra at the same time.

How many other guys are like me, niiave and their wives (good girls all of them) are out bouincing on another mans lap? I know of a few of my freinds who have had many affairs with married women. Each one of those women is a "good girl" and I am sure their hubbys have no idea. When I think of some of the fithly things there guys do to these women, how they have told me how they give them what their hubbys cannot.

Thats me isnt it, the hubby who cannot give his wife what she needs. So in despiration she has to seek it elsewhere.
 
Doesn't sound too good. This does not mean you are going to finally live your fantasy out. This means your relationship is coming to an end. You may be able to enjoy the ride as long as it lasts. But her mind is in the replacement stage. Not the continue on terms. That should have came before
 
can you explain Alamogordo?
 
Mark
Why are you not talking this through with your wife? Surely that is teh best way to ensure everythiung ends well
 
pleasss dear show her pices i wanna enjoy your wife same your eyas pleassss
 
Just a short response/update.

I am trying to just ignore the situation at the moment we have a son who is at primary school and just want to enjoy christmas.

In response to some comments about talking to her so she will not feel any guilt, I can see over the last few days she does not feel guilty at all. She has told me how much she loves me even adores me just today. I think that she is able to separate love and sex.

To illustrate, today she went out for a walk as she often does when as its too icy/snowy for her to jog. She came home and watched a film with my son. He was lying on her lap and told her he could smell something. She asked what it was and he replied it was a funny smell. She enquired further and he said it was a "fishy" smell. She told him not to be silly and quicky left the room to goto the bathroom. whe she came back she had changed. She had as always has a shower and she is the cleanest person I know.


Now my son does have a freakish sensitive sense of smell/taste. So it struck me he was probably smelling the after effects of a sexual encounter from her "walk" today. She was not worried or slightly "off" in any way and I suppose it comes from her not being caught over so many years and I suppose the guilt has gone too.

In all honesty is she has grabbed me this moring for sex I would not have been "up for it" and I am not now and probably will not want sex tomrrow. So I see this as a convineinent way for me not to have sex but still have a lovely wife.
 
Mark, Please try to look past the pain, you will enter an arena of sexual ectasy unlike anything you have ever experieced. At first I feared your wife was about to leave you. When you stated this is just one of many affairs and you cannot stop masterbating over it, I was relieved. You are a cuck, she is a natural cukoldress. You are a lucky man, just look at the endless post about how I wish my wife would ect. Now you must gently and carefully transition into honesty. You be who you truly are and let your Goddess be who she truly is. Be greatfull. What many seek has dropped in your lap.
 
Thank you for your reply Joey, I am finding it easier each day. I do not wish to talk to her about it as I feel it could lead to an explosive confrontation. She is very happy at the moment and is being very loving and affectionate to me, not in a sexual way but hugs and kisses all the same.

When she pops out for a walk or to the shops as she did today I cannot help but imagine her with the other guy. Today she was gone for 2 hours. I am finding the pain to be much easier to cope with and you are correct I am masturbating a lot.
 
This might eventually eat you up inside to the point you might start resenting her, if you haven't already started to feel that way. It is possible to get this in the open without making a scene in front of your son. Don't sugar coat your feelings in this. Somehow you need to get this out, let her know that she can continue with her bf's, that you are supportive of her sexual needs outside the marriage...but that you want to be included in the play.

Good luck, hope to read of some progress with your wife.
 
Mark go slow,, return the affection, Tell her you could never live without her, TEll her at night in bed while she is asleep you gently take in the scent of her skin. begin gently to call her your goddess. Slowly build her power, let her know you are egar to serve her. Everytime you suspect she has gone out proform, LOVING oral worship sex with her. After she cums continue to loving give gentle kisses to freshly fucked pussy and tell her as you do this how much you unconditionally love her. She will begin to relize the the erotic pleasure of owning her own cuck,and assume her rightfull role as your goddess.
 
Mark any update on whats going on ?
 
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