I give up!

[djw]

I have a story but I won't bore y'all with that. I have been alone for a while and I find myself obsessed with interracial. It ruined my marrage. I made up my mind that I could never make any woman happy like a black man can. I look at pictures and see the pure pleasure they are having, I never been able to do that.

I decided to live the rest of my life just jerking off to the thought of some pretty girl servicing blacks. As strange as it may sound, woman with wedding rings on servicing blacks is a real turn on even though that was real life for me.

The blacks win...

 

[yunnan69]

Hey whatever turns you on but that sounds like such a depressing outlook. Maybe you watched too much porn and it affected your brain. Most of what you view as "porn" is professionals just doing their job. Many of the 'beautiful young things servicing black men" are prostitutes from Eastern European countries or "professional actresses". Most porn is NOT real.

Do a google search and go to factual websites and you will see that world-wide, black men and white men have the same average penis size. Black men tend to be more floccid, meaning when they first pull off their pants they LOOK bigger because it is partially hard. White men are more prone to having that little 'mushroom' that gets plenty big. Most women don't LIKE and excessively LONG penis. 'Thick' may be a different issue but LONG can be very uncomfortable to some women.

There is a certain crowd of men and women who are very size-oriented. However, the vast majority of human beings prefer a secure lifestyle where sex is the icing on the cake of intimacy.

Another fact to consider, there are LOTS of white men married to black women....LOTS of them. Finally, if black men were THAT good, consider the well-publisized OJ Simpson case.... seems Mrs. OJ was killed for her love of WHITE cock!

 

[djw]

I agree with a lot of what you say here Yunnan69, but the fact of the matter is I lost my wife to a couple of black guys I talked her into doing while I watched. I saw what they were capable of doing to her that I never did. I saw her have 2 orgasms while having intercourse, something that never happened with me. I watched one of them cum 3 times the first night and the other on twice, one for me and I'm spent for the night. I watched her say things like "Your the best I ever had" or "I've never felt anything like this before".

I watch my beautiful wife take dicks that were at least twice me and then some. The rest of the times she went out with these guys, I wasn't invited. Then she started leaving for whole weekends. When she mentioned separate vacations, I new it was over. So you see, yes there are actors but there is also real life...

 

[muleman]

I agree with a lot of what you say here Yunnan69, but the fact of the matter is I lost my wife to a couple of black guys I talked her into doing while I watched. I saw what they were capable of doing to her that I never did. I saw her have 2 orgasms while having intercourse, something that never happened with me. I watched one of them cum 3 times the first night and the other on twice, one for me and I'm spent for the night. I watched her say things like "Your the best I ever had" or "I've never felt anything like this before".

I watch my beautiful wife take dicks that were at least twice me and then some. The rest of the times she went out with these guys, I wasn't invited. Then she started leaving for whole weekends. When she mentioned separate vacations, I new it was over. So you see, yes there are actors but there is also real life...

Yes shit happens it does in everybodys life. Suck it up quit feeling self pitty go out and find a woman and learn how to use that tounge. You might not have as big as dick as wished but there are alot of women that if you give them a good tounge I mean lick that clit lightly then a little harder stick in in her lick all the way around them lips then stroke that tounge in and out of her hit that clit again kiss her gentley all over between the legs then put that clit in your mouth and suck on it you'll feel it swell then I like giving it a gentle tug with my lips and flip it with my tounge get at it as I was told by a lady one time I'd take a good eating rather then a good fucking.What I'm saying go find one and be happy enjoy some pussy.

 

[Herr Doktor]

Agree with Muleman - I'd say go find yourself a pretty little Thai woman perhaps? After all size is relative, right?

 

[homersimp52]

What a pathetic twit you are if you are real, which hopefully you are not.

 

[ilikewhat1c2]

Get the gun,

What is wrong with you? You need some confidence and a spine-connect-to you procedure. Many spouses have affairs -- not necessarily interracial, and people get on with their lives. Just because your wife happened to be with a black man doesn't support your conclusion. From your posting -- any MAN would have proven an improvement over your self loathing. helpless feeling personality.

Perhaps celibacy in your case is the best solution. You shouldn't take the chance of fathering a child with similar inferiority issues.

 

[muleman]

Get the gun,

What is wrong with you? You need some confidence and a spine-connect-to you procedure. Many spouses have affairs -- not necessarily interracial, and people get on with their lives. Just because your wife happened to be with a black man doesn't support your conclusion. From your posting -- any MAN would have proven an improvement over your self loathing. helpless feeling personality.

Perhaps celibacy in your case is the best solution. You shouldn't take the chance of fathering a child with similar inferiority issues.

I don't think we have to worry about him fathering a child I don't think he has a set to do it. Muleman

 

[Kristina]

I can guarantee you that her orgasms came ONLY from excitement - not size. I can also assure you that every woman LOVES a man who'll love her for her, accept her faults, who'll kiss her passionately, and give her a soft yet manly touch. To me, it's not about getting hammered with a super-sized dick.

I can't comment on your particular situation, but usually when a woman does that to her man, she is not getting her emotional needs and cravings met - and in frustration, she'll turn to the physical to make up for the lack of emotional. Us women need a balance of both. That is, if she's "stable" and doesn't have alot of baggage.

I love my husband deeply and would literally want to die if something ever happened to him. He feels the same for me. Two men is exciting SEXUALLY, but after that hour or two is over, there's nothing like snuggling and falling asleep into the arms of the man who loves me more than himself. I feel loved, safe, and secure.

I agree with a lot of what you say here Yunnan69, but the fact of the matter is I lost my wife to a couple of black guys I talked her into doing while I watched. I saw what they were capable of doing to her that I never did. I saw her have 2 orgasms while having intercourse, something that never happened with me. I watched one of them cum 3 times the first night and the other on twice, one for me and I'm spent for the night. I watched her say things like "Your the best I ever had" or "I've never felt anything like this before".

I watch my beautiful wife take dicks that were at least twice me and then some. The rest of the times she went out with these guys, I wasn't invited. Then she started leaving for whole weekends. When she mentioned separate vacations, I new it was over. So you see, yes there are actors but there is also real life...

 

[djw]

Like I need all this abuse. Could y'all be a little more verbal abusive? I know I'm a loser, I know that a made a huge mistake in sharing my interrest in interracial with Brenda, I know I made a mistake wanting to watch. This will always be burned in my brain, the images of her face and her reactions... I just decided that I shouldn't try to compete and live my life just wishing I could do that to women... Sorry to waste your time.

 

[Natural]

djw, you are not wasting our time. I understand where you are coming from. I know how you feel. I havn't been able to always perform well during intercourse either.

I also know that you don't need to be beat up any more verbally right now. These guys, well most of them, are trying to help, but they are comming across wrong. They are trying to give you a pep talk, but that's not what you need right now. You need counselling. I'm serious. You also need to stop searching for porn on the net, and search for good website that have articles written about self esteem and confidence. So, stop feeding you belief with the interracial sex themes. These theme are very strong. At least for the time being, you need to read books or websites that will improve your relationship skills with women. For now though, find someone that will listen to you and make you feel WORTHWHILE. You have a sense of hopelessness right now, and you will not be able to make progress in any other area till you get those things off of your chest. So pay for a counsellor or psychologist if you can afford it. Do you have a close friend that you can talk to about these issues?

I know, because I'm doing only slightly better than you are. I didn't lose a woman to other guys, but I'm always and lonely. Obviously, I would not be the one to take relationship advice from, but I can tell you to find someone to talk to. Get outside of these sexual problems. Start looking at your life as a "whole life" that includes many activities, not just sex. Try to see the bigger picture.

 

[Josetta]

djw, you did not do anything wrong. Brenda became addicted to interacial sex, and it took over her life in a very powerful way. Black bulls cause a woman to experience feelings she may have never felt before, and it is very difficult to go back to vanilla sex and be contented.

You are not a loser, and you did not make a mistake.

Actually, you liberated Brenda from the social values that held her back from experiencing her inner primal urges. You added value to her life by introducing her to the idea of black lovers. Pat yourself on the back for doing this !

It is not easy for any husband to compete with BBC which can literally blow a woman's emotions apart as she orgasms strongly from the pulsating feelings of a powerful rutting.

I would recommend that you read a large quantity of free stories from Literotica (google search) to help you come to terms with the feelings you experienced while being cucked.

A high percentage of white wives become addicted to the delights of interracial sex, but a well-trained cuck can "live" with that happening, and will act in a way that his wife appreciates.

Elsie Sutton (google search) has a great reputation for helping husbands who are thinking of encouraging their wife to flirt and rut with other men. She could mentor you to understand why you lost your wife, and where to go from here onwards.

 

[djw]

Thanks Natural and Josetta, i wasn't going to come back here but find it hard to stay away from these kinda sites. Both of y'all have very good suggestions but very different, even opposite of each other.

I get a little down sometimes thinking about what happened, depression and stress has always made me want sex or masturbation. It really relieves me of my negative moods. I find myself only aroused when thinking about or watching interracial. That just reminds me of what I started with Brenda. Don't get me wrong, I loved watching my wife experience what she did. It's just that she made it clear that these guys were so much better than I. I mean I brought them home to meet her!!!

I don't blame Brenda I guess, it is what it is. if I was a woman and was fucked like that, I think I would want more. I don't really blame the guys either, If I was a black guy and asked to bone a beautiful woman and she later wanted it regularly, I would do the same I guess.

Are their REAL woman who enjoys both a husband and an occasional interracial???

 

[Natural]

Are their REAL woman who enjoys both a husband and an occasional interracial???

The answer to this is yes. Not only will you find wives that enjoy interracial sex among hotwife and cuckold communities, but swingers, polyamry lovers, and open mariage type couples are sometimes invloved in interracial relationships.

You can use your inner feelings to motivate you to go either way. You can let them keep you strong while you watch a wonderful woman have sexual freedom, or if your feelings are too painful for you, you can try and change your sexlife as a whole. I must warn you though, it is extreemely tough if not almost impossible to change one's arousal pattern. Your sex life if quite a bit grounded in what you find arousing. Typically, people have much trouble going back to fantasies that are less hardcore. The only thing that may distract you from interracial sex would be a fetish that is even more hardcore, even then, it may not totally move you on. So, there are many things going on here. A person's sexuality and arousal pattern can be complex.

 

[peewee69]

Could one of you punks tell me the names of the girls in the 4th and 5th pictuers, please?

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