Earlier today I was browsing imagefap, the IR section of course since I have long been a fan of black on white sex. Years actually, even before the internet saved me from bankruptcy in the Adult Book stores. Anyway, I came across the attached photo which brought back some pleasant memories. This pic was originally posted on Dark Cavern in their advert section. The black male was looking to hook up with white singles or couples, he presented himself as a dominant and essentially wanted some white slaves to worship his cock. After years of dancing around the issue and furtively playing with my dick while imagining myself in just such a situation I sent emails to this bull and three others asking for help in converting my wife of 30 years into a black cock slut. In her early fifties at the time she was still a reasonably attractive woman and I thought a good match for a bull who got off on sexually subjugating your typical white church going, mother of three grown children, former PTA,...well, you get the picture. I attached a photo of us taken at my daughters wedding. Two bulls responded and seemed eager to assist but informing me I would be expected to service them as well, clean up, cocksucking, ass licking, all in front of my wife to further establish them as the head of household and me as just an incidental accoutrement present only for their pleasure and abuse. In all fairness I must warn the reader now, my wife never did flip and we are now divorced after 38 years marriage. Ironically, the final papers arrived on our 38th anniversary. But the story for me did not end there.
Of the two bulls who responded to my query, both lived in other states, and one, the one in the picture just one state away. I should emphasize the sissy in the photo is not me, rather someone he knew from somewhere in TN. I am not a sissy in the classic sense, meaning I don't dress up although I did once many years ago while wifey was gone for a weekend with the children to visit her parents. While away I put on a complete outfit, panties, bra, skirt, blouse. She had a wig with long hair and a pair of open toed sandals to complete the outfit. I spent the entire day it seems prancing around the house all dolled up and stopping only long enough to fish out my perpetually hard dick to masturbate. I think I came five times in 24 hours. The entire episode was so devastatingly pleasurable it along with my own self imposed homophobia scared me so bad I never did it again. Well...not completely. I should mention the opportunities for a "private showing" were very far and few between but I never forgot how much I loved pretending to be a girl.
I had a few homosexual experiences as a teen, sucked a couple of cocks, got fucked once at age 19, but then came marriage and kids and I left all that behind except for my growing dependence on pornography for gratification. Over the years I tried in vain to get my wife interested in the more prurient aspects of human sexuality. She wouldn't watch porn, but she did allow some fantasy play, always with me it was something which would involve sharing her with other men. She didn't object and many times I thought I was making progress. The biggest problem was I was doing all the talking. I could never get her to say she thought of other men in a sexual way but I know she did. I could just tell by the way she acted around black men, suddenly flirty and open, not so shy and retired like normal. I once was buried to the hilt in her cunt and blurted out it was when fucking her like this I wanted to be fucked in my ass. Too soon, too far, my little confession turned her off completely and it was never mentioned again. I mention these things to provide some background to my first black cocksucking adventure.
I contacted the bull in the photo (btw, there were several pics of the same sissy in various sexual situations with him) and after several emails sort of laying the ground rules, explaining my situation we agreed to meet. I was a truck driver then with a rig sporting a quite large sleeper berth. I parked at a nearby truckstop not far from my regular run and he met me there at the restaurant. In our emails we talked about me dressing up. He said he would like for me to get some panties. I had called him the evening before our meet and told him about my little adventure trying to find some suitable panties, a bit of a chore since I had no idea what size I would need. I did get some very frilly, femy fuck me panties and was wearing them under my jeans when I met him. It was supposed to be a meeting to just get acquainted but I knew before I ever saw him I would be willing to do nearly anything he wanted to do. Up to this point I was a mess emotionally, all I could think of was what we were planning regarding my wife and what he would do to me in the process. I wanted to be a black man's bitch in the worst way. We sat in the restaurant for just a short time when I invited him out to my truck. We were talking about his plan to seduce my wife and continued our discussion on the way to the truck. Once in my sleeper and after closing the curtain, he ordered me to my knees. I asked if he wanted to see the panties I was wearing for him. He chuckled and said, yea, sure so I dropped my jeans and he had me turn around and bend over so he could get a good look at my ass. Then he slapped my behind a few times, not hard, but firmly so I could feel it and warm up to him. I should explain, even though the picture doesn't really show his full body, he is a very large man, over 6 ft and weighing 340. It's not clear but he has a huge belly and thighs like tree trunks. His dick was nice and fat as you can see but not really very long. However, long enough to make me gag every time he pressed on the back of my head. I spent several minutes licking his balls, he has a huge sack and he finally dumped his load in my mouth which I dutifully swallowed. He was suspicious I had much more experience than I claimed but the thing is I had been fantasizing about sucking a black cock for so many years by the time I actually did it you would think I had been working the glory holes all my life.
I won't go into the rather elaborate plan for my wife, although I did follow thru on everything we discussed. It didn't work even though we came close. Just at the last moment, the day before I was supposed to arrange an actual meeting, we had some tragic family circumstances come up and the trip was aborted, never to be rescheduled. Before that happened though I had two additional meetings with him, all three involved me wearing panties, sucking his cock and balls and during what turned out to be the final meeting, he fucked my ass. He didn't believe me when I canceled the meet which included my wife and he said even though he liked abusing my mouth and ass, if it didn't include my wife he was moving on. I never saw him again.
It took three more years of frustration and failure at turning my wife out before we decided to end our marriage. She even cut me off completely during the last 18 months and I know she wasn't fucking other men, because neither of us went anywhere without the other. I would have been happy to go without fucking her if I knew she was giving it up for someone else. All I ever wanted to do was suck her cum filled cunt and ass along with serving her and her lovers. You would think any woman would be thrilled to have a cucky boi like me waiting on her hand and foot, paying the bills, giving her cover to continue pretending to be a 'respectable' lady of the church. Oh well, it's all over now, at least for us.
Three weeks after the final divorce I put an ad on Craig's list, I don't remember the exact wording but it amounted to sissy looking to suck some dick,no reciprocation needed. I don't know if it was just the area I was in or what but I got 12 responses that first day. I was emailing guys and having to turn them down because as hungry as I was for some hard dick, I just couldn't handle everyone in town. I sucked off four different men in two days, only one of them black. I managed to talk the black guy and one of the white guys into fucking my ass. I loved the pure raw sex but was a bit put off by the impersonal nature of everything. I am now actively seeking a couple of strong big cocked black men who enjoy using an old cock sucker like me for their pleasure. When I'm not on my knees for them sucking their dicks, licking their balls or lapping at their assholes or being abused in any number of other non lethal ways, I would just like to find a couple of friends. I don't know if thats even possible but then I have spent my entire life dreaming. At least now I am taking an active role in making those dreams come true. Currently residing in NW AR. If I ran an ad today it would probably be something like this. WANTED; first a friend, then, big fat black daddy with huge cock for my hungry mouth and greedy ole white ass. Can't get much plainer than that.
Of the two bulls who responded to my query, both lived in other states, and one, the one in the picture just one state away. I should emphasize the sissy in the photo is not me, rather someone he knew from somewhere in TN. I am not a sissy in the classic sense, meaning I don't dress up although I did once many years ago while wifey was gone for a weekend with the children to visit her parents. While away I put on a complete outfit, panties, bra, skirt, blouse. She had a wig with long hair and a pair of open toed sandals to complete the outfit. I spent the entire day it seems prancing around the house all dolled up and stopping only long enough to fish out my perpetually hard dick to masturbate. I think I came five times in 24 hours. The entire episode was so devastatingly pleasurable it along with my own self imposed homophobia scared me so bad I never did it again. Well...not completely. I should mention the opportunities for a "private showing" were very far and few between but I never forgot how much I loved pretending to be a girl.
I had a few homosexual experiences as a teen, sucked a couple of cocks, got fucked once at age 19, but then came marriage and kids and I left all that behind except for my growing dependence on pornography for gratification. Over the years I tried in vain to get my wife interested in the more prurient aspects of human sexuality. She wouldn't watch porn, but she did allow some fantasy play, always with me it was something which would involve sharing her with other men. She didn't object and many times I thought I was making progress. The biggest problem was I was doing all the talking. I could never get her to say she thought of other men in a sexual way but I know she did. I could just tell by the way she acted around black men, suddenly flirty and open, not so shy and retired like normal. I once was buried to the hilt in her cunt and blurted out it was when fucking her like this I wanted to be fucked in my ass. Too soon, too far, my little confession turned her off completely and it was never mentioned again. I mention these things to provide some background to my first black cocksucking adventure.
I contacted the bull in the photo (btw, there were several pics of the same sissy in various sexual situations with him) and after several emails sort of laying the ground rules, explaining my situation we agreed to meet. I was a truck driver then with a rig sporting a quite large sleeper berth. I parked at a nearby truckstop not far from my regular run and he met me there at the restaurant. In our emails we talked about me dressing up. He said he would like for me to get some panties. I had called him the evening before our meet and told him about my little adventure trying to find some suitable panties, a bit of a chore since I had no idea what size I would need. I did get some very frilly, femy fuck me panties and was wearing them under my jeans when I met him. It was supposed to be a meeting to just get acquainted but I knew before I ever saw him I would be willing to do nearly anything he wanted to do. Up to this point I was a mess emotionally, all I could think of was what we were planning regarding my wife and what he would do to me in the process. I wanted to be a black man's bitch in the worst way. We sat in the restaurant for just a short time when I invited him out to my truck. We were talking about his plan to seduce my wife and continued our discussion on the way to the truck. Once in my sleeper and after closing the curtain, he ordered me to my knees. I asked if he wanted to see the panties I was wearing for him. He chuckled and said, yea, sure so I dropped my jeans and he had me turn around and bend over so he could get a good look at my ass. Then he slapped my behind a few times, not hard, but firmly so I could feel it and warm up to him. I should explain, even though the picture doesn't really show his full body, he is a very large man, over 6 ft and weighing 340. It's not clear but he has a huge belly and thighs like tree trunks. His dick was nice and fat as you can see but not really very long. However, long enough to make me gag every time he pressed on the back of my head. I spent several minutes licking his balls, he has a huge sack and he finally dumped his load in my mouth which I dutifully swallowed. He was suspicious I had much more experience than I claimed but the thing is I had been fantasizing about sucking a black cock for so many years by the time I actually did it you would think I had been working the glory holes all my life.
I won't go into the rather elaborate plan for my wife, although I did follow thru on everything we discussed. It didn't work even though we came close. Just at the last moment, the day before I was supposed to arrange an actual meeting, we had some tragic family circumstances come up and the trip was aborted, never to be rescheduled. Before that happened though I had two additional meetings with him, all three involved me wearing panties, sucking his cock and balls and during what turned out to be the final meeting, he fucked my ass. He didn't believe me when I canceled the meet which included my wife and he said even though he liked abusing my mouth and ass, if it didn't include my wife he was moving on. I never saw him again.
It took three more years of frustration and failure at turning my wife out before we decided to end our marriage. She even cut me off completely during the last 18 months and I know she wasn't fucking other men, because neither of us went anywhere without the other. I would have been happy to go without fucking her if I knew she was giving it up for someone else. All I ever wanted to do was suck her cum filled cunt and ass along with serving her and her lovers. You would think any woman would be thrilled to have a cucky boi like me waiting on her hand and foot, paying the bills, giving her cover to continue pretending to be a 'respectable' lady of the church. Oh well, it's all over now, at least for us.
Three weeks after the final divorce I put an ad on Craig's list, I don't remember the exact wording but it amounted to sissy looking to suck some dick,no reciprocation needed. I don't know if it was just the area I was in or what but I got 12 responses that first day. I was emailing guys and having to turn them down because as hungry as I was for some hard dick, I just couldn't handle everyone in town. I sucked off four different men in two days, only one of them black. I managed to talk the black guy and one of the white guys into fucking my ass. I loved the pure raw sex but was a bit put off by the impersonal nature of everything. I am now actively seeking a couple of strong big cocked black men who enjoy using an old cock sucker like me for their pleasure. When I'm not on my knees for them sucking their dicks, licking their balls or lapping at their assholes or being abused in any number of other non lethal ways, I would just like to find a couple of friends. I don't know if thats even possible but then I have spent my entire life dreaming. At least now I am taking an active role in making those dreams come true. Currently residing in NW AR. If I ran an ad today it would probably be something like this. WANTED; first a friend, then, big fat black daddy with huge cock for my hungry mouth and greedy ole white ass. Can't get much plainer than that.
