Please understand, this is not intended to be a story, rather just me writing my rambling thoughts down. Any genuine thoughts or comments are appreciated! Please, no cheesy porn comments!
After years of trying to get my wife to be more dominant in bed, It may be starting. We are both in our early 30s, married for almost 10years. She is a beautiful red head, 36D breasts, 150lbs. I am 6ft, 250lbs, dark hair, average size penis. She is that good christian girl, that likes to have fun in bed but nothing real kinky. We have been together for over 10 years and has always had a dominant attitude (shes Irish!)....... just not in the sex dept.!!! Lately, for months, my wife has been doing light CBT to me. She likes to grab, fondle, squeeze, suck my balls till I hurt. She knows I love it! I told her this weekend how I love to be submissive to her. That turned her off hearing that! The next morning, she started to fondle and squeeze my balls, which got me hard again. I then got on top of my wife and began to fuck her. Within about 10 min, I was ready to cum. She then stopped and said we should hold off and deny me cumming. I tried to continue but she kept telling me to stop and i could cum tonight. I asked if i could at least please her. she said no! She said "I would enjoy that to much." I said "this is about your pleasure." She said "I know, but the answer is still no!" Later that night, I kinda fell asleep. It was late. I felt bad about that. But she woke up to go to work and told me you that I fell asleep on her and she said "I may have to be punished for that!"
We are still learning and figuring out where and how we go from here. I really think she may be slowly opening up to the BDSM world. That's why I'm taking this very slowly!!!! I on the other hand, would love to see this eventually, some day, lead into the cuckold world. She has no idea about those thoughts and fantasies!!!!
After years of trying to get my wife to be more dominant in bed, It may be starting. We are both in our early 30s, married for almost 10years. She is a beautiful red head, 36D breasts, 150lbs. I am 6ft, 250lbs, dark hair, average size penis. She is that good christian girl, that likes to have fun in bed but nothing real kinky. We have been together for over 10 years and has always had a dominant attitude (shes Irish!)....... just not in the sex dept.!!! Lately, for months, my wife has been doing light CBT to me. She likes to grab, fondle, squeeze, suck my balls till I hurt. She knows I love it! I told her this weekend how I love to be submissive to her. That turned her off hearing that! The next morning, she started to fondle and squeeze my balls, which got me hard again. I then got on top of my wife and began to fuck her. Within about 10 min, I was ready to cum. She then stopped and said we should hold off and deny me cumming. I tried to continue but she kept telling me to stop and i could cum tonight. I asked if i could at least please her. she said no! She said "I would enjoy that to much." I said "this is about your pleasure." She said "I know, but the answer is still no!" Later that night, I kinda fell asleep. It was late. I felt bad about that. But she woke up to go to work and told me you that I fell asleep on her and she said "I may have to be punished for that!"
We are still learning and figuring out where and how we go from here. I really think she may be slowly opening up to the BDSM world. That's why I'm taking this very slowly!!!! I on the other hand, would love to see this eventually, some day, lead into the cuckold world. She has no idea about those thoughts and fantasies!!!!