It's only been 48 hours hence is why I am back here online.
After she was stood up by her potential fbuddy, i got my first chance in 4 months to enter my wife. It was 4am I was rock hard, and as usual after about 90 seconds I could feel the blood pressure start to back flow so I went harder and faster only to have it collapse like a dropped hot dog inside 10 seconds. I'd gone soft yet again.........
She wasnt too happy because she'd warned me before about poor performance would one day lead to a sex ban. It did and that was last year. I had another chance to redeem myself and simply - I blew it.
She turned to me and said - "you have had enough time to sort this, you have cut back on booze, you have lost weight and you have quit smoking. All positive steps, except none of them have worked." "it's time I went elsewhere for what i crave again. Only honey - this time I want you to go to the loungeroom and finish yourself off thinking about me cukolding you again. When you come back to bed I need to tell you something."
OK - so I did. When I did I was told all of the following:
I will never ever be able to have sexual intercourse with her ever again and that she's jumping in the deep end of cuckolding me permanently.
I can masturbate beside her whenever she decides its OK but at least it will be regular. She will walk around the house naked as often as she can so that I can wank over her beautiful body when she does. She will always offer me creampie from her lovers seeing to, when she gets home. This celebacy on my part is non negotiable as I have not improved and she simply needs more and will call the shots moving forward.
Phew............... A lot to take in but fair play. I accept the terms and then I get to trim her gorgeous pussy up nice and pretty for her to go out with a girlfriend (also a slutwife) for a drink last night. Unfortunately being early in the week, she failed to pull a guy as there were not many people around on such a crappy day.
But here is what she looked like.... Hopefully this weekend - it will be done!
TJ
BTW - how many other cucks out there on permanent sex bans? I dont want to be the only one ffs!!!
After she was stood up by her potential fbuddy, i got my first chance in 4 months to enter my wife. It was 4am I was rock hard, and as usual after about 90 seconds I could feel the blood pressure start to back flow so I went harder and faster only to have it collapse like a dropped hot dog inside 10 seconds. I'd gone soft yet again.........
She wasnt too happy because she'd warned me before about poor performance would one day lead to a sex ban. It did and that was last year. I had another chance to redeem myself and simply - I blew it.
She turned to me and said - "you have had enough time to sort this, you have cut back on booze, you have lost weight and you have quit smoking. All positive steps, except none of them have worked." "it's time I went elsewhere for what i crave again. Only honey - this time I want you to go to the loungeroom and finish yourself off thinking about me cukolding you again. When you come back to bed I need to tell you something."
OK - so I did. When I did I was told all of the following:
I will never ever be able to have sexual intercourse with her ever again and that she's jumping in the deep end of cuckolding me permanently.
I can masturbate beside her whenever she decides its OK but at least it will be regular. She will walk around the house naked as often as she can so that I can wank over her beautiful body when she does. She will always offer me creampie from her lovers seeing to, when she gets home. This celebacy on my part is non negotiable as I have not improved and she simply needs more and will call the shots moving forward.
Phew............... A lot to take in but fair play. I accept the terms and then I get to trim her gorgeous pussy up nice and pretty for her to go out with a girlfriend (also a slutwife) for a drink last night. Unfortunately being early in the week, she failed to pull a guy as there were not many people around on such a crappy day.
But here is what she looked like.... Hopefully this weekend - it will be done!
TJ
BTW - how many other cucks out there on permanent sex bans? I dont want to be the only one ffs!!!