Masturbation ONLY, for white males

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The process of converting white males to masturbation only is well underway. Possibly even laws coming soon that will allow white males to only "nut" by masturbating. Of course anyone who has read my stuff for the last few yeas knows that i also NUT from serving a Black Man (every 3rd or 4th time) I actually shoot a little sissy load. I am creation this will be allowed as it is how it should be. While I always orgasm from taking blk dick for intercourse but it is more like a girl's orgasm.
White bois will be encouraged to fantasize about serving blk men and Black cocks specifically. And to imagine the things they thought they would never do for real. A lot of the sissy training available on videos now leads us to these thought and fantasies and I know that I have done nearly every thing that can be done for a Black Man. Unfortunately, things that are still disgusting and forbidden and taboo to most people. Obviously things I thought I would never do even though I have been serving blk men and living as a girl since age 17 (including at college and in the service).
The above is only an introduction to the topic. I cannot believe I did not see this coming. I have not had an actual hard on since age 34 and am now 48.
love, miss gary (heather)
 
Jerked it this morning right next to wife. She let me touch her thigh but did not want to talk about any of our past lovers or BBC. And never touches me any more. She used to hold my balls as i jacked and even squeex them. She will be 53 this july and I just turned 48. Her menopause was normal and at the average age but sex really went down hill with that starting. This is the oldest girl i have had experience with. But my male lovers --over half have been in their 50;\'s most of THEM married to female. Anyway, if you want, I will let you know how this goes.
luv, miss gary
 
I only jack off also. My wife does not want my little dick inside her, only big black cocks. I love serving black men and letting them cum anywhere they want in me or on me. I usually have a soft dick nut inside my panties when I have a big cock in my ass.
 
I KNOW that feeling. I was pretty embarrassed for a while about only being able to shoot a load with a big cock IN me. But it is with a most intense orgasm. AND that was shooting my sissy load with a limp dick. So of course anybody thinks at first--"What is wrong with me." But soon you accept it and enjoy it. From age about 20 through 34, I would tell lovers I trusted about the fact i have anal orgasms. They were truly confused even though many had been fucking bois like me for years-or even decades.
And the bigger the cock in me, the more likely I was to be TOTally limp. I will not go into detail on som eof the things that are less desirable even here on "SISSIFIED" but I also let them cum anywhere. Of course the condoms have always been an issue but when a man is really horny he will do almost anything to fuck. Wearing a rubber being the least of these. YOu can tell r=from my time lines that anal for me was mostly from 1984 on. But 1980/81 is the year I became 'promiscuous'. y'know, getting fucked by more than just my BF and one older white man.
Gee, that was a little off the topic of thread but oh well.
luv, MsGary (heather)
 
Hi saraha. Yes, I am sorry to say i have refused to do creation things with certain men. ONly actual regret though is that I was not a true size queen even younger. You know I am a male right? Anyway, a few times before I was 26 I turned several men down for anal because they were So huge. My HS BF was VERY long but even at 18 he was still only average thickness so I worked up to taking him in my ass. Also, I did not seek out golden showers but when in Navy in VA, there was a motel near our base called Golden Rooms. A few guys talked me into trying golden Showers there. There was also a group of guys from college who wanted me to try "Doggy" and I will not go into that here in semi-public. But all of these thing i turned down at least at first.
 
I havent fucked my gf in over a year, in our whole relationship its only happened 3 short times. Since then the only way I get off is by masturbating. I feel like Im in high school again lol. But its what I get for having a small penis and being a premature ejaculator. She also had me get a vasectomy last year at 25 years old, pic in profile, she said that I didnt need to reproduce.
 
i was told by wife to get vasectomy, when 23. we'd made 2 sons together . shed was 33 then. she divorced me when i was 28. i have not had erection since 34
 
I am curious how your sons turned out - did they follow in your footsteps, so to speak?
 
They are open minded I will say for now. couple of her other sons are Bi but masculine and assume the top role
 
yes that's what I do now not allowed and pussy
 
tomcollins said:
I am curious how your sons turned out - did they follow in your footsteps, so to speak?
Two of my wife's Black sons fuck me. She was preg for the older Blk son when we married. He is hung as thick as his dad but not quite as long -yet!
The othe blk son who fucks me is her first baby after we married by another men. He is much younger and lives with me as my husband. Our two white sons are Ashley and Erick. Ashley is quite masculine. Erick is VERY feminine and it is natural to. When he is here we go out together to pick up guys. WE will bring home 2 to 7 guys and take good care of their needs. I usually take the bigger hung of the group. But sometimes Erick wants to act like "she " is the Size Queen.
 
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MsGary

To say you have/live a very unusual lifestyle is putting it mildly!
 
2wheel said:
MsGary

To say you have/live a very unusual lifestyle is putting it mildly!
thank you. I just noticed you are from SC. Love it there. BUT me being from Rochester, NY this is not as unusual as it would seem to someone from deep south. Gets wild there but not in the same ways. Also, we were the MAIN destination of the underground railroad. Many of them stayed here and just had to lay low. not completely hide. My grandmothers told me the black men (even Mandingos) stayed here in Rochester for the sex with white girls AND white BOIS. Just SAYING Mandingo makes my nipple hard and my ass to twitch.
Love, Heather
 
I am now 52 divorced since 28. Wife had been the breadwinner in the family so I sure could not afford to start dating. My dates were then with Men who could pay for the outings. Sometimes very romantic or at least a movie and a supper snack. Sometimes just a fuck date. That is also when i went back to BLACK MEN and their AMAZING cocks. So my whole sex life became about Black cocks. Did not matter if big or thick. But BBC is very good if they know what they are doing with it.
ANyway, I got conditioned and trained to CUM to Black COCKS. So I spend about an hour a day on IR porn and i cum to the vids about twice a week. THAT part of my sex drive has gone down a lot. I cannot cum on cue so i just hope to cum from watching. IF I am really wanting to cum for sure, I use nipple clamps or dildo/butt plugs/vibes. I of not penetrate myself too often though because it makes me loose. and whether I have a date or not I want to be tight for the next one.
So, I can only cum for blakc cock now whether memories of me or ex getting fucked. Or fantasies of what I would still like to do with black men. OR just watching the videos that you describe.
love to ALL Heather
So now I am black only not just in my sex life. But also in my mind.

Lost some serious weight bi=oth to look better and for health now 5'10 155 dark blond
38A-28-38 CAn still take on just a big a BBC though AND deep throat ANY cock