My Experience

[cuckcas]

Hi all, I'm new to this and just want to tell of the limited cuck experience I have had up till now. When I was still with my ex-wife we used to read the"readers letters" pages in porn mags together and I found the ones that seemed to turn me on the most were the unfaithful wives type of letter, and importantly, they were the ones that seemed to turn her on the most as well! It got to the stage where I would lick her out while she read her favourite letters. Eventually I wrote a letter of my own for her to read which detailed her being unfaithful and telling me about it, I licked her as she read it and she came uncontrollably, however when I wrote one with the roles reversed, i.e. me being unfaithful, it got a frosty reception to say the least! One evening while out with friends she cam home ***** and confessed to me that she had been intimate with a guy wee both knew, letting him finger her pussy and playing with his cock. When she saw that I wasn't angry she masturbated me to a trembling orgasm while telling me that she just had to finish what she had started, I found myself agreeing with her! The upshot of all this was that she fucked him, however it turned out to be quite a disappointment and she never went with him again. A few months later another guy, Kevin, came on the scene, again known to both of us, and in fact someone we socialised with regularly,alog with his wife I might add! Kevin was a real player behind his wifes back and made a play for my wife in a party we were at, without my knowing she had a snogging session with him, letting him slip his hand up her top and fondle her breasts. When we got home that night she confessed her sins, and again playing with my cock, got me to agree to her fucking him. ( I have read on here about the power of masturbation by a woman and I have to agree!) On the night in question she let me watch her getting ready, silky black panties and bra that I had bought her, short skirt and red blouse, she looked gorgeous! However when she came home she wouldn't talk about it other than to say it was great, and mad me wait about a fortnight befor giving me the intimate details, telling me how the had fucked 4 times and how she had sucked his cock for a long time, I was in heaven as she wanked me while telling me all about it! She fucked him over a period of about 3 months before him and his wife moved away, and I got just a taste of licking her after they had fucked before she decided it was dirty, and stopped me, much to my chagrin! Not long after this my marriage broke up, and I took up with another girl, Bobbi. Bobbi had been a real dirty girl in her time, 2 gut threesomes, 2 girl threesomes, fucking 4 guys in the one day, she had done it all! She soon realised I was submissive and a very rewardin sex life began, I was soon spending a long time pleasuring her pussy and asshole with my tongue while she watched porn, and I loved it. I am almost certain thats she was fucking other guys behind my back, one in particular she spent a lot of time with, his name was Colin and she told me he was a mate, almost like a brother to her. I accepted her spending the night in his bed, though she told me they were jus friends I'm almost certain they were fucking, but deep down I wanted it and jacked off on numerous occasions thinking of her sucking and fucking him! She began to have what she called "girly nights" with me where we both both dress in silky nighties and panties, and invariably I would spen a long tim orally servicing her pussy and ass! (I have to add that even now I am single I still like to sleep in silky nighties and often wear panties!). On a couple of occasions she punished me with a riding crop, I loved it but she didn't like doing it as she thought it was too sore on me and it fell by the wayside. Eventually she began to regulate my orgasms, I was always one for having a couple at work but she began to give me an allowance, changing it daily, and sometimes leaving me without coming for a couple of days, I never cheated, always sticking to her allowance, though sometimes it was sheer torture! One day, in a moment of lust in bed, i told her I would love to suck a cock, she didn't bat an eyelid, and asked me if I was up for a threesome as she reckoned one of her previous lovers might just let me do it, and it would turn her on to watch me. The upshot of this was that I told her I wanted a threesome with me being submissive and even if he didn't want me sucking him I wanted to lick her while she was being fucked, and clean her after he came in her, she was delighted with the idea and had some of her own, including me neing handcuffed and watching her fucking and sucking him. I listened as she phoned him and he agreed to her suggestion, I was in heaven, all (or almost) all my fantasies were going to come true, however before it could happen we had bitter bitter bust up over something silly and broke up. She is with someone else now and I am single, I can only hope one day she talks him into a threesome and brings me in on it, as we are on talking terms when we meet, but don't keep in contact. So thats where I am today, single and living on my fantasies and memories, and sleeping in silky nighties which invariably end up come covered) although I have on occasion visited a gay sauna and performed oral on a guy while imagining I'm being ordered to do it by Bobbi, and actually quite enjoy it, however oral is as far as I am prepared to go with a guy (unless of course I get back in tow with Bobbi and she directs otherwise!). I thoroughly enjoy the site and hope you like my experience.

 

[cuckcas]

Probaby!

Thanks Mac, you may be right in a way but I don't find myself eying up guys, it's all girls in that respect, and I never ever fantasise about solely being with a guy, I've been thinking since I wrote where the cuckolding seed came from and I can think back to my teens when a then girlfriend had a fantasy about me catching her snogging someone, I believe thats where the seed may have been planted. It's only in recent years I've thought about actually interacting with a guy but for a long long time I've fantasised about domination and cuckolding, I realise there are all different types of cuckold but for me it's the humiliation aspect I crave, I love the idea of being in panties and being ****** to watch and clean and I believe the sucking cock is just an extension of that. By the way I loved your album!

 

[Hank jones]

Bisexaul is being kind. How many times with guys vs. girls in the last yr? Just giving you a hard time. Accepting the feeling we have about our women is hard to adjust to. Fetishes or whatever you call it vs what society says we should do is a hard line to cross. You aren't the only one dealing with those feelings.
-hank

 

[cuckcas]

Turn-ons

I've thought long and hard after reading the replies about what were my biggest turn-ons with all my limited experience and I have to say they were a. Watching my wife dressing up in sexy undies I had bought her for the benefit of someone else b. Waiting - knowing she was out fucking Kevin and not knowing when she would be home or where she was and c. her making me wait before telling me the details, the first time for over 2 weeks,oh the torture of it even though deep down it drove me wild! I believe however the biggest of the three was watching her get ready because it was visual. I one saw her having a kissing session with a guy in a nightclub on holiday, she took off her wedding ring and told him I was her brother and I was able to watch them kissing and his hands roaming over her ass and thighs, however she declined the chance of going home with him, not wanting to go with a stranger and I had to be content with what I witnessed in the nightclub, my feelings were a strange mixture of excitement and jealousy, very powerful! Al these events with my now ex-wife took place in the late nineties before I had even heard the word cuckold, all I knew was that the idea of her with other guys turned me (and her) on! I believe that had I know then what I know now I could have steered her towards the scene and had a happy cuckold marriage, as she definitely loved the thrill of going with other men, however it wasn't to be and I have to be content with the memories of the things she did do! I remember asking her once if she was glad I didn't mind her going with other men and her reply was "Wouldn't any woman?" which makes me think there are a lot of potential cuckoldresses out there! On a final note she is now in a long term relationship with a guy about 15 years older than her (she is 42 now) and I often wonder if she is cuckolding him or whether she just took advantage of my submissive cuckold nature for her own enjoyment which I suppose is really what it's all about! Still so glad I discovered this forum, I'm learning more and more each time I log on,thank you people!

 

[experimentguy00]

wouldnt any woman

know that statement well. think my girl said it soon after i brought up the idea of having her cake and eating it too.

they ALL will go over to cuckolding i think given the chance
well most
its everything for them. mostly torture and denial for us
yet i cant stop wanting it