I am very new to this board. I don’t know a lot about the membership or usual cuckold scenarios. But as of Monday night it’s pretty plain I was cuckolded by my girlfriend. She had been begging me to have such an event, based on two main interests she has. First is her desire to humiliate me, and my acceptance that I definitely have a sexual rush from my own humiliation.
One of the reasons of this humiliation is her “outing” me to other women about my being, as she loves to say, “unhung”. To make it worse, I look pretty good, go to the gym twice a week, have nearly a flat stomach (no 6 pack or anything like that), and am well over 6 feet. So there is a bit of shock and embarrassment to learn the naked truth about my penis.
The other reason is her desire to FULLY enjoy sex from a bull.
Because of another experience where I got to see her have sex, I proved my own theory to myself that I get turned on watching her with another guy.
But being a cuck comes with a lot of other aspects that I don’t necessarily want to face. I don’t, for example, see myself with a chastity device on me, on all fours, bringing her ice cream in between rounds of her and her bull having a fuck party. Not into asking permission to watch them. Other stuff like that isn’t where I’m at.
About a year ago, my girl, T, read a story on the net that became her obsession. It involved the true situation of a CFNM scenario role play, where a girl got revenge on her boyfriend by having 2 members of their bdsm club pretend to be a doctor and nurse, and they medically humiliated him. But what was unusual about the role play, was that the two women, and the guy’s girlfriend, arranged in an unused room in a real hospital, for 2 volunteers about 19 or 20 or 21, to be part of it, and to watch this guy’s total humiliation.
And because the “nurse” prepared the volunteers in such a way, they were excited about what happened to this guy, and he ended up being stripped naked, fully erect, and measured in front of the volunteers. There was a really fiendish aspect to it all. The “doctor and nurse” not only measured his length, they corrected one another on the actual size, and corrected him downward so that in front of these young women, he was humiliated on levels no guy should have to endure.
My girl wanted to do something similar, and it took her a while to figure out exactly how to do it to me. And she’s done it twice, so that I have been outed and humiliated before 2 strangers in a way that really brought home how (slightly) pathetic my hang is.
In both cases we went to a junior college (we call them community colleges in California), where on a Friday afternoon the men’s shower was not being used any longer and staff was very lax. It’s a simple enough plan – We show up to the outdoor p.e. area and I’m already sweaty and dirty. While I’m with my girlfriend we search for a female playing something solo, like running sprit or tennis against a backboard. I make fun of her a couple of times so she thinks I’m an a-hole. Later, when I’m showering, T walks over and apologizes to her, and as if she gets the idea on the spot, she invites the girl to come with her and watch me shower. Once she was turned down, but twice the girl followed her, and got to watch me shower, taking in my body in all of its non-glory.
To play upon the humiliation, when T purposely shouts to shock me, and the two are standing there, I begin to yell at them, and to the other woman, while blocking the view of my penis. I purposely put my hand out too low, and while I berate her, pretend not to realize that I’m not large enough that my penis would be covered by my hand. (It is a little hoaky, but it does happen for only about 5 – 7 seconds, before T says to me in front of the girl, enjoying how I’m inadvertently embarrassing myself even further, that “I’m not that much of a man to be hung that low.” The women broke out laughing. (The 20 year old more so than the 30 year old, btw.)
But after two times, as satisfying (and dangerous) as this was, it simply wasn’t enough, and T put it to me seriously that it wasn’t only about her getting off on my humiliation – she wanted DICK.
I said yes to a cuck experience last Monday, and I’d have to be honest in that I was very nervous for my psyche. Even though I was excited for it, I thought I might become too debased by it all, and that I’d become jello.
My girl and I have many resources available to us that most don’t have. We’re “burners”, and I’m involved in the art structures at Burning Mad. T is a member of Temple of Atonement, and we’ve played at The Citadel, in San Francisco, which is close to where we live.When I agreed Monday that I’d do it, she IMMEDIATELY contacted a couple she knew from the Temple of Atonement, where we role play (the San Francisco area), and they came over and we had a fantastic, first time cuckolding experience. (Session?)
In fact, the day was spent back and forth with five drafts, all done by the bull’s fiancé, to design, and ultimately whittle down, the event, so certain interaction between the bull and me would not exist. SHE became the channel of my humiliation while all of this went on, fearing that a dominant bull over me, who also fucked my girl, might be too much first time around.
Two hours after the MNF game, I went to T’s home, and 20 minutes later they came. I wasn’t bound, but was ordered by the girl to stay in a chair. In the bull came and he began to make love to T, slowly undressing her, to a particular bra and panty combo that’s meant solely for me to see her in. (That was a surprise, as there were some things worked out in detail without my total knowledge.) The girl loved my reaction to this.
I had to deal with their Frenching, his hands on her like it was a second date, and another guy taking in the view of my girl as she became undressed.
Ordered to strip naked by the girl, her reaction, and T’s, to my lack of manhood, was greatly played up, but not by the bull, who wasn’t interested. But my eyes meeting the girl’s, after I looked down at my unhung self, was priceless. My heart hadn’t pounded like that for some time. And T cackle-laughed at me. This couple is especially beautiful, and whether or not the girl role played it, or genuinely felt this was, she definitely gave me the reaction, “Oh, yeah – you know I’d never consider looking at you.”
The bull then undressed T, and T undressed him. Lots of comments to me from his fiancé: “This is probably your last day of your thinking of yourself as a man.” He was 7 ¾”, and was hard as soon as his boxer briefs were pulled off.
To being the humiliation, they shared our most intimate act, 69. And it was just as passionate as it was sexual, and the girl grinned at me about this. She knew how to push my buttons.
The two fucked for about 40 minutes, I’m not sure, and T enjoyed about 4 positions that I couldn’t even try for. Her screams included the word “Finally”, again and again, and that brought more laughter from the fiancé, who drank in my seeing T achieve an orgasm I could never get her to in a million years.
The finale came from the girl stripping nude, showing off her fantastic body, putting on a strap on, and then assisting her man in putting T on her knees. She took T from behind while T sucked off the bull, and he took about a minute, and several shots, to fully unload.
My dick, grabbed by the fiancé and jerked, produced a shooting off of probably 10 seconds, and not in streams with rests.
After about 5 minutes of me coming down, the girl lead the 4 of us into T’s bedroom, where T and the bull started up again, but this time in the bed where T and I make love. About 20 minutes into this, the girl ordered me to leave, and T didn’t object for a moment. They came out probably another half hour after that.
They left very quickly, and I was mind-blownaway. The feeling of humiliation and inadequacy was strong. T kissed me and said thank you to me.
Our next event is for tonight at 10 pm. (Always kind not to interfere with my obsession over needing to see football.) It’s come back to me that there will be two surprises in store for me. One they told; the other they didn’t.
They’re bringing with them another couple, and the woman coming is one I work with every year in preparing for Burning Man. The girl said that it’s going to be a lot of fun watching me have to get naked in front of her. The other secret I don’t know what it is.
This will be the second woman I know in some social capacity, who will have seen me nude. The first was pretty awful, and involved someone who’s sort of a competitor with me. We are both art framers, and she hates my work, and has said so. T took advantage of my near ********** state from a party, and in front of this girl while I lay on a bed, thinking T was giving me a hand job for pleasure, she stripped me nude form the chest down, got me hard, and measured me before this woman. The two times I’ve seen her in the city she has looked at me, made a symbol for SPH, laughed and walked away. I’m 29, she’s probably 22 or 23, and a total hottie. Now this is about to happen again. It will test how much humiliation I can endure.
To tell the truth, just like dealing with the art framer, I’m a nervous in a negative way as I am in a positive way. If I had to do it all over again, I would have not wanted the other framer to be the one in on my SPH.
One of the reasons of this humiliation is her “outing” me to other women about my being, as she loves to say, “unhung”. To make it worse, I look pretty good, go to the gym twice a week, have nearly a flat stomach (no 6 pack or anything like that), and am well over 6 feet. So there is a bit of shock and embarrassment to learn the naked truth about my penis.
The other reason is her desire to FULLY enjoy sex from a bull.
Because of another experience where I got to see her have sex, I proved my own theory to myself that I get turned on watching her with another guy.
But being a cuck comes with a lot of other aspects that I don’t necessarily want to face. I don’t, for example, see myself with a chastity device on me, on all fours, bringing her ice cream in between rounds of her and her bull having a fuck party. Not into asking permission to watch them. Other stuff like that isn’t where I’m at.
About a year ago, my girl, T, read a story on the net that became her obsession. It involved the true situation of a CFNM scenario role play, where a girl got revenge on her boyfriend by having 2 members of their bdsm club pretend to be a doctor and nurse, and they medically humiliated him. But what was unusual about the role play, was that the two women, and the guy’s girlfriend, arranged in an unused room in a real hospital, for 2 volunteers about 19 or 20 or 21, to be part of it, and to watch this guy’s total humiliation.
And because the “nurse” prepared the volunteers in such a way, they were excited about what happened to this guy, and he ended up being stripped naked, fully erect, and measured in front of the volunteers. There was a really fiendish aspect to it all. The “doctor and nurse” not only measured his length, they corrected one another on the actual size, and corrected him downward so that in front of these young women, he was humiliated on levels no guy should have to endure.
My girl wanted to do something similar, and it took her a while to figure out exactly how to do it to me. And she’s done it twice, so that I have been outed and humiliated before 2 strangers in a way that really brought home how (slightly) pathetic my hang is.
In both cases we went to a junior college (we call them community colleges in California), where on a Friday afternoon the men’s shower was not being used any longer and staff was very lax. It’s a simple enough plan – We show up to the outdoor p.e. area and I’m already sweaty and dirty. While I’m with my girlfriend we search for a female playing something solo, like running sprit or tennis against a backboard. I make fun of her a couple of times so she thinks I’m an a-hole. Later, when I’m showering, T walks over and apologizes to her, and as if she gets the idea on the spot, she invites the girl to come with her and watch me shower. Once she was turned down, but twice the girl followed her, and got to watch me shower, taking in my body in all of its non-glory.
To play upon the humiliation, when T purposely shouts to shock me, and the two are standing there, I begin to yell at them, and to the other woman, while blocking the view of my penis. I purposely put my hand out too low, and while I berate her, pretend not to realize that I’m not large enough that my penis would be covered by my hand. (It is a little hoaky, but it does happen for only about 5 – 7 seconds, before T says to me in front of the girl, enjoying how I’m inadvertently embarrassing myself even further, that “I’m not that much of a man to be hung that low.” The women broke out laughing. (The 20 year old more so than the 30 year old, btw.)
But after two times, as satisfying (and dangerous) as this was, it simply wasn’t enough, and T put it to me seriously that it wasn’t only about her getting off on my humiliation – she wanted DICK.
I said yes to a cuck experience last Monday, and I’d have to be honest in that I was very nervous for my psyche. Even though I was excited for it, I thought I might become too debased by it all, and that I’d become jello.
My girl and I have many resources available to us that most don’t have. We’re “burners”, and I’m involved in the art structures at Burning Mad. T is a member of Temple of Atonement, and we’ve played at The Citadel, in San Francisco, which is close to where we live.When I agreed Monday that I’d do it, she IMMEDIATELY contacted a couple she knew from the Temple of Atonement, where we role play (the San Francisco area), and they came over and we had a fantastic, first time cuckolding experience. (Session?)
In fact, the day was spent back and forth with five drafts, all done by the bull’s fiancé, to design, and ultimately whittle down, the event, so certain interaction between the bull and me would not exist. SHE became the channel of my humiliation while all of this went on, fearing that a dominant bull over me, who also fucked my girl, might be too much first time around.
Two hours after the MNF game, I went to T’s home, and 20 minutes later they came. I wasn’t bound, but was ordered by the girl to stay in a chair. In the bull came and he began to make love to T, slowly undressing her, to a particular bra and panty combo that’s meant solely for me to see her in. (That was a surprise, as there were some things worked out in detail without my total knowledge.) The girl loved my reaction to this.
I had to deal with their Frenching, his hands on her like it was a second date, and another guy taking in the view of my girl as she became undressed.
Ordered to strip naked by the girl, her reaction, and T’s, to my lack of manhood, was greatly played up, but not by the bull, who wasn’t interested. But my eyes meeting the girl’s, after I looked down at my unhung self, was priceless. My heart hadn’t pounded like that for some time. And T cackle-laughed at me. This couple is especially beautiful, and whether or not the girl role played it, or genuinely felt this was, she definitely gave me the reaction, “Oh, yeah – you know I’d never consider looking at you.”
The bull then undressed T, and T undressed him. Lots of comments to me from his fiancé: “This is probably your last day of your thinking of yourself as a man.” He was 7 ¾”, and was hard as soon as his boxer briefs were pulled off.
To being the humiliation, they shared our most intimate act, 69. And it was just as passionate as it was sexual, and the girl grinned at me about this. She knew how to push my buttons.
The two fucked for about 40 minutes, I’m not sure, and T enjoyed about 4 positions that I couldn’t even try for. Her screams included the word “Finally”, again and again, and that brought more laughter from the fiancé, who drank in my seeing T achieve an orgasm I could never get her to in a million years.
The finale came from the girl stripping nude, showing off her fantastic body, putting on a strap on, and then assisting her man in putting T on her knees. She took T from behind while T sucked off the bull, and he took about a minute, and several shots, to fully unload.
My dick, grabbed by the fiancé and jerked, produced a shooting off of probably 10 seconds, and not in streams with rests.
After about 5 minutes of me coming down, the girl lead the 4 of us into T’s bedroom, where T and the bull started up again, but this time in the bed where T and I make love. About 20 minutes into this, the girl ordered me to leave, and T didn’t object for a moment. They came out probably another half hour after that.
They left very quickly, and I was mind-blownaway. The feeling of humiliation and inadequacy was strong. T kissed me and said thank you to me.
Our next event is for tonight at 10 pm. (Always kind not to interfere with my obsession over needing to see football.) It’s come back to me that there will be two surprises in store for me. One they told; the other they didn’t.
They’re bringing with them another couple, and the woman coming is one I work with every year in preparing for Burning Man. The girl said that it’s going to be a lot of fun watching me have to get naked in front of her. The other secret I don’t know what it is.
This will be the second woman I know in some social capacity, who will have seen me nude. The first was pretty awful, and involved someone who’s sort of a competitor with me. We are both art framers, and she hates my work, and has said so. T took advantage of my near ********** state from a party, and in front of this girl while I lay on a bed, thinking T was giving me a hand job for pleasure, she stripped me nude form the chest down, got me hard, and measured me before this woman. The two times I’ve seen her in the city she has looked at me, made a symbol for SPH, laughed and walked away. I’m 29, she’s probably 22 or 23, and a total hottie. Now this is about to happen again. It will test how much humiliation I can endure.
To tell the truth, just like dealing with the art framer, I’m a nervous in a negative way as I am in a positive way. If I had to do it all over again, I would have not wanted the other framer to be the one in on my SPH.
