Hi all. This is my first post. Thought I'd make it a long 'un though 
My girlfriend and I have been seeing each other for a couple of years. There have been sexual problems as I am quite impotent due to a medical condition I suffered as a child. The little blue pills (and a cock ring) work to a certain extent, but nowhere near as much as a "normal" man. Things kind of came to a head a couple of months ago; both our libidos were low, and I had been suffering a lot of sexually related anxiety. It's quite stressful knowing your cock might not work properly.
There had been some talk near the start of our relationship about her seeing other men due to the problem. I will admit it was me who brought up the subject - I have always had a fantasy of being a cuckold. At the time, the subject was rejected immediately as being "horrible" and I left it alone. To be honest, I had kind of forgotten about the subject.
However, after we had a row about not having sex anymore, we made up and she asked me to talk about some of my fantasies. I'm into golden showers, but she is very uncomfortable with that area of sexuality, so I racked my brains and said I had fantasised about her fucking another man and then telling me about it. To my surprise, she was quite turned on by what I was saying. Over the next few days, I sent her a few sexy emails (we live separately) about my fantasies, and again, she said she was turned on by the scenarios. When we next spoke on the phone, she said "Yeah, but you wouldn't REALLY want me to do that would you?!" I said, "Actually, I think I WOULD".
Well, we discussed the matter at length in a mature and responsible way: you know, we wouldn't want it to affect our relationship, and so on. She did say, though, that she had thoughts about having a one-night stand simply because I couldn't fuck her. She had already arranged to go to a party in London (we live in another part of the country), and told me she could probably get a man to fuck her then. I was obviously enthusiastic about the idea.
Well, to cut to the night of the party, she phoned me at home late on the night quite ***** saying she was sitting on some guy's lap but "don't worry, I'm not doing anything." I took that to mean she wasn't going to go through with anything, and I went to bed.
I was woken up in the early hours by another call. She said, "I've just been fucked". I couldn't quite believe it. She told me she had been kissing some guy she didn't really know, they had gone upstairs and had sex there and then. I asked her what knickers she was wearing, and she told me but said that he didn't even see them because they were off so fast. She told me he loved her tits and sucked on her nipples (something I haven't done much of) and she sucked his cock to get him hard because (ironically) he was a bit floppy through drinking so much. But, although she said she didn't cum, she said it was good fun and she was playing with herself the whole time she was on the phone. She told me he had come inside her and it was still in there, going over her knickers.
This was a huge turn on for me, because she had only just started taking the pill and so even I had never done that before. I told her how I wanted to lick it out of her, and she told me she was going to be fucking other men so I would get the opportunity! She told me she was going to see a male friend the next day and fuck him as well, but sadly, when we next spoke, she told me he was out of town and so that never happened.
When she came back home a couple of days later, she paid a flying visit to my flat while I was at work. But when I got home I found on the bed...you guessed it...her soiled knickers!
The funny thing is, since all this has happened, we have been fucking each other quite a lot, and my problem seems to be a little easier. When I was fucking her the first time after she got back (and the first time ever without a condom), I said, "It's such a turn on that I wasn't the last man in here". She replied, without a hesitation, "I know, and you might not be the next". This got me cumming inside her. What surprised me was, after I came inside her, she said, "Right, lick me out! Now!" She'd never been dominant before, but I did what I was told. Not as good as licking another man's come out of her, but in my mind, that's what I was doing.
Well, you remember I told you about the guy she couldn't see because he was out of town? She's seeing him this weekend and stopping over at his place, with my blessing. She's said things to me since like, "Oh, I wonder if I should wear these knickers when I go round to see him?" when she's been wearing her sexy lace black knickers.
To put a dampener on it a bit, she is really stressed at work at the moment and doesn't now feel like going down there to see him. AND she's said that she doesn't know what his relationship status is, whether he'll feel like it, whether she'll feel like it, etc. But here are the facts:
1. She's had sex with him before. Quite often, I gather, although she's a bit coy about giving out details. We had a row and split up temporarily last year, and she recently said she had sex with him the day after we spilt.
2. She will be dressed sexily (probably in the knickers I was talking about earlier). And
3. She knows how much this turns me on and what it's done for us sexually.
I will keep you posted.
My girlfriend and I have been seeing each other for a couple of years. There have been sexual problems as I am quite impotent due to a medical condition I suffered as a child. The little blue pills (and a cock ring) work to a certain extent, but nowhere near as much as a "normal" man. Things kind of came to a head a couple of months ago; both our libidos were low, and I had been suffering a lot of sexually related anxiety. It's quite stressful knowing your cock might not work properly.
There had been some talk near the start of our relationship about her seeing other men due to the problem. I will admit it was me who brought up the subject - I have always had a fantasy of being a cuckold. At the time, the subject was rejected immediately as being "horrible" and I left it alone. To be honest, I had kind of forgotten about the subject.
However, after we had a row about not having sex anymore, we made up and she asked me to talk about some of my fantasies. I'm into golden showers, but she is very uncomfortable with that area of sexuality, so I racked my brains and said I had fantasised about her fucking another man and then telling me about it. To my surprise, she was quite turned on by what I was saying. Over the next few days, I sent her a few sexy emails (we live separately) about my fantasies, and again, she said she was turned on by the scenarios. When we next spoke on the phone, she said "Yeah, but you wouldn't REALLY want me to do that would you?!" I said, "Actually, I think I WOULD".
Well, we discussed the matter at length in a mature and responsible way: you know, we wouldn't want it to affect our relationship, and so on. She did say, though, that she had thoughts about having a one-night stand simply because I couldn't fuck her. She had already arranged to go to a party in London (we live in another part of the country), and told me she could probably get a man to fuck her then. I was obviously enthusiastic about the idea
.Well, to cut to the night of the party, she phoned me at home late on the night quite ***** saying she was sitting on some guy's lap but "don't worry, I'm not doing anything." I took that to mean she wasn't going to go through with anything, and I went to bed.
I was woken up in the early hours by another call. She said, "I've just been fucked". I couldn't quite believe it. She told me she had been kissing some guy she didn't really know, they had gone upstairs and had sex there and then. I asked her what knickers she was wearing, and she told me but said that he didn't even see them because they were off so fast. She told me he loved her tits and sucked on her nipples (something I haven't done much of) and she sucked his cock to get him hard because (ironically) he was a bit floppy through drinking so much. But, although she said she didn't cum, she said it was good fun and she was playing with herself the whole time she was on the phone. She told me he had come inside her and it was still in there, going over her knickers.
This was a huge turn on for me, because she had only just started taking the pill and so even I had never done that before
. I told her how I wanted to lick it out of her, and she told me she was going to be fucking other men so I would get the opportunity! She told me she was going to see a male friend the next day and fuck him as well, but sadly, when we next spoke, she told me he was out of town and so that never happened.When she came back home a couple of days later, she paid a flying visit to my flat while I was at work. But when I got home I found on the bed...you guessed it...her soiled knickers!
The funny thing is, since all this has happened, we have been fucking each other quite a lot, and my problem seems to be a little easier. When I was fucking her the first time after she got back (and the first time ever without a condom), I said, "It's such a turn on that I wasn't the last man in here". She replied, without a hesitation, "I know, and you might not be the next". This got me cumming inside her. What surprised me was, after I came inside her, she said, "Right, lick me out! Now!" She'd never been dominant before, but I did what I was told. Not as good as licking another man's come out of her, but in my mind, that's what I was doing.
Well, you remember I told you about the guy she couldn't see because he was out of town? She's seeing him this weekend and stopping over at his place, with my blessing. She's said things to me since like, "Oh, I wonder if I should wear these knickers when I go round to see him?" when she's been wearing her sexy lace black knickers.
To put a dampener on it a bit, she is really stressed at work at the moment and doesn't now feel like going down there to see him. AND she's said that she doesn't know what his relationship status is, whether he'll feel like it, whether she'll feel like it, etc. But here are the facts:
1. She's had sex with him before. Quite often, I gather, although she's a bit coy about giving out details. We had a row and split up temporarily last year, and she recently said she had sex with him the day after we spilt.
2. She will be dressed sexily (probably in the knickers I was talking about earlier). And
3. She knows how much this turns me on and what it's done for us sexually.
I will keep you posted.
