My new girlfriend

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Just a few questions. I am 44 and my new girlfriend is from Brazil, she is 14 years younger than me and is extremely hot. She is about 5' 8" and about 110 very small body, small breasts but a great ass. I had to start taking Viagra to keep up with her, but of course she doesn't know that I am taking it. My dick is about average 7", I have never given her a orgasm during sex, always have to bring her off with my tongue. When she is aroused, its like I am just swimming in her pussy. I purchased a toy and the last time we were together, I was eating her pussy and surprised her with the dildo, it was 9" and it went all the way in without any trouble. Of course she had a orgasm with the toy, when she saw the toy, she acted surprised that the dildo fit in her pussy. Now I have been wondering how deep her pussy is, and also I feel a little insecure right now. I don't want to ask about her previous lovers, since we have only been dating 4 months. But I now I am wondering if she was fucking guys with big dicks. I am considering buying a larger dildo 11" to see if her pussy will swallow this one too. Of course I will hide it under the bed like last time and pull it out while I am licking her pussy. I am in love, but wondering if I am enough. I have been thinking a lot about big black cocks fucking her and of course the thought turns me on, but also worried about losing her. Six years ago, I had what I thought was my dream girl, a sexy Asian girl we were together for 5 years and about the 2nd year together I brought up the swinging thing, took over a year to convince her to make my fantasy come true, which was to see her fucked by two hung black guys, and for me it was better than any xxx video, and she also enjoyed herself. I was in heaven, but then a year later I found out she was fucking one of the guys behind my back, which was a crushing blow to my ego. I didnt mind sharing her, but the part that bothered me was she was doing this without my knowledge. So I left her. Now I don't know if I want to risk doing this again with my new girlfriend. She also may enjoy it and then leave me out of her play. Question: Why is her pussy so deep? Since we have been together 4 months, wouldn't it go back to normal if she wasn't fucking those big dicks anymore? Do you think I should risk sharing her with big cocks? Or should I wait a few years until our bond is stronger?
 
you are stating the reason so many white men-- husband's as well as boufriends-- now accept their woman cucking them with black men.. it is a choice of going along and accepting her dessire for black men and their cocks-- or risk losing them. seems many white men actually get very excited by this and find the choice so easy-- let her have black lovers and stay with her as her cuck husband or boyfriend. all are so sartisfied.
 
I don't know that I would be comfortable living as a cuck husband or boyfriend. She just left, she came over for a quickie, and she likes to be fucked hard and fast, right now I have a back problem so I can't keep up the pace, and she will start telling me that I am weak and that I am not fucking her the way she likes it. I almost blurted out will maybe I can find someone with a bigger cock to show me how you need to be fucked. But of course I didn't say it, and when I shot my load in the condom, I got out the vibrator so she could get herself off. I don't want to be a cuck, because I am not going to lick her cum filled pussy or suck a dick to get it ready for her pussy. But I would like to see a guy with about a 10" or larger cock fucking her hard and fast while she is on her back with her legs on his shoulders while he pile drives every inch into her pussy. But for now I will probably purchase another toy (black) that is 10" and thick and see if her pussy swallows this toy also with no problem, and I will get one with a suction cup on the bottom so I can watch her ride it.
 
You should not have walked out on your previous relationship, even if she was fucking around behind your back. You were getting your needs met, and she was getting hers met (from 2 men).

If you buy a huge dildo, then you are making things even worse for your penis.
How long is your back problem going to last?
As you get older, you will find your testosterone dropping off and her sex drive increasing.

I think deep down, you already know you will never be able to give her the maximum contentment, so you are wanting to see her take another real life, large cock. If she agrees to try it, she will most likely crave for many repeats - and you will have to concede to her wishes or lose her completely.

In the long run, you could easily find you are sucking her bull's cock, because you will realise she needs ongoing attention from the bigger cocks. You will most likely have to do that to "hold her" as your main squeeze.

Adopt a policy of supporting what she needs.
 
oh c'mon

when you fuck her, get her to move her legs around and fuck you back, put a lot of weight on her clit. shoving larger objects up her isn't going to make her cum... either figure out how to do it, or find someone else who can.
 
Greetings! I don't reply to many posts on here but I feel like my imput may be of some useful value to you my friend. First of all think about yourself and how your previous relationship ended. Listen to what your actually saying, you have seven inches, you don't want to lose your girl, but you would love to see her sleep with hung black lovers, but you don't want to be a cuck.
I guess what you need to ask yourself is potentially who is the bigger *****/freak? When you were swinging in your previous relationship did you ever fuck any women that made your girlfriend feel inferior, from their looks, body type, or freaknasty slutabilities? I'm guessing you were being so selfless that you only thought about her getting her brains fucked out by some stud, that you forgot to find a drop dead gorgeous girl for her to envy as well.
For you to be insecure about the size of your manhood (which statistically speaking I believe is slightly above average) and wanting her to have an orgasm from a bigger cock is going to open the floodgates that will eventually have you back where you started before you met her, alone. Did you know that most womens g spot is between two and four inches inside their vaginal walls? With that said, you don't need a huge cock to be a good lay. You should do some research and try new positions or create your own method to fulfill her needs, not dream about her getting slammed by a miscillaneous cock or a huge dildo. Righteously I think you are setting yourself up to be a cuck, but you're in denial bro. Some of your desires should be left alone as fantasy, so don't dig a hole that you can't get yourself out of. Therefore, leave the past in the past, get some self confidence, and stop trying so hard to impress or please your girl with fake dicks, twerk wit what the Good Law'd gave ya and if she's not satisfied I'm pretty sure another woman would be pleased to have what you have to offer. Yaddig?! And did you know that the Portuguese were the first european nation to bring African slaves to south america? So I'm guessing since most brazilians have afrocentric featues, or culturalistic attributes, I'd make an educated guess that your girl has already experienced that super huuge cock you're dreaming about filling up that deep pussy of hers.
Just my 2cents.
 
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I think you just need more all around confidence. You are to the point where you if she said anything negative you'd believe it in a second... instead of say a cocky confident guy that would deny it or say "fuck you" right back.

If you really love the girl, and you've touched the stove and got burned, some things are just best left fantasy.
 
Wow

I wrote this post a few months ago and just saw these replies. Man thanks for the words, yes I sometimes dealt with a lack of confidence. But its all good now. Still with her and doing what I should have been doing before, yes, It took me a while to figure out, but now I have her cumming like crazy on my dick. Yes, some fantasies should remain just like that, a fantasy. Thanks for the words, I have been rebuilding myself, I went from 270 pounds to 210 and currently we are at a 3-5 times a day sex pace for the last 3 months. I posted some pictures today of her. But thanks for the words, I'm not a cuck nor do I want to be one.
 
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