I think for many it starts young.
At the high school ball I asked the prettiest girl for a dance, and she smiled
and said she was not there to dance. Later that night she was dancing close
with one of the most cocky guys at school and they later started dating.
At Universtiy there was a girl called Monica that had a lot of sex appeal.
All the guys had a crush on her. She had several boyfriends during the years
there. At a party she and another girl said they always svallowed when giving blowjobs.
When we played I game where we should say a sex thing we had done, and all the others
that had done the same should take a shot, everyone understood I had minimial sexual
experience. Monica really thought long before each of her statements, and I understod
she had a lot more experienced than she would reveal. When asked if anyone at the party
had have more then 11 sex partners (a soccer team), she thought hard and blushed and
denied it. Later she studied at another universtiy and told me it was so nice guys
just walked up to her for a chat and to get her numbers. I asked if she had have
any boyfriends. She hesitiated and said she did not want to commit to anything.
Another girl that knew her well told me she often went on dates there.
When she returned to the university I attended she was talking to the same girl.
I walked over and they completly ignored me. They were talking about all the guys
that hit on them last night they had been in a nightclub.
I went to a New years eve party with a date and Monica where there and sat right
next to us. My date must have noticed I was attraced to Monica. And obnixous guy
sat at our table and started to hit on my date. Later when we all mingled my
date came from the bar and told me the guy from the table had bought her a drink
so she kissed him on the ceeck. Another guy started to flirt with Monica, and she
had her back to the wall and the guy put his hand under her skirt and we could all
see he had his hands in her panties. When I took taxi home with my date she gave me
a kiss, but when I tried to french kiss goodbye she backed out.
I later learened Monica had sex with the guy that picked her up.
All this have shaped me. I am not turned on by guys trying to alpha me.
My big dream would be to see Monica have sex with another
guy. Either see it in person, or by a video.
At the high school ball I asked the prettiest girl for a dance, and she smiled
and said she was not there to dance. Later that night she was dancing close
with one of the most cocky guys at school and they later started dating.
At Universtiy there was a girl called Monica that had a lot of sex appeal.
All the guys had a crush on her. She had several boyfriends during the years
there. At a party she and another girl said they always svallowed when giving blowjobs.
When we played I game where we should say a sex thing we had done, and all the others
that had done the same should take a shot, everyone understood I had minimial sexual
experience. Monica really thought long before each of her statements, and I understod
she had a lot more experienced than she would reveal. When asked if anyone at the party
had have more then 11 sex partners (a soccer team), she thought hard and blushed and
denied it. Later she studied at another universtiy and told me it was so nice guys
just walked up to her for a chat and to get her numbers. I asked if she had have
any boyfriends. She hesitiated and said she did not want to commit to anything.
Another girl that knew her well told me she often went on dates there.
When she returned to the university I attended she was talking to the same girl.
I walked over and they completly ignored me. They were talking about all the guys
that hit on them last night they had been in a nightclub.
I went to a New years eve party with a date and Monica where there and sat right
next to us. My date must have noticed I was attraced to Monica. And obnixous guy
sat at our table and started to hit on my date. Later when we all mingled my
date came from the bar and told me the guy from the table had bought her a drink
so she kissed him on the ceeck. Another guy started to flirt with Monica, and she
had her back to the wall and the guy put his hand under her skirt and we could all
see he had his hands in her panties. When I took taxi home with my date she gave me
a kiss, but when I tried to french kiss goodbye she backed out.
I later learened Monica had sex with the guy that picked her up.
All this have shaped me. I am not turned on by guys trying to alpha me.
My big dream would be to see Monica have sex with another
guy. Either see it in person, or by a video.