jaime_28m said:
[My woman friend] said [her other man] didn't mind if I watched [her fuck him], but I seriously doubt they will let me photograph them. It's really up to him; he is 6'2" / 210 lbs and my gf says at least three times my size with huge balls. I have never felt this inferior.
Hm... guess that's not too hard to understand...
jaime_28m said:
He is basically living with us.
Hey, that's OK. If your woman likes polyamory, then go with it...
jaime_28m said:
We had sex tonight; she is still incredibly affectionate to me. She even cooked me dinner and we talked about where our relationship is going.
Sounds like your woman likes you a lot...
jaime_28m said:
I told her she could sleep with whomever she wanted...
So far, so good...
jaime_28m said:
...but, she interrupted me and said she didn't really want to fuck around . She just wants to be able to fuck guys she is comfortable with. That's why she has cuckolded me with a couple of her ex's.
Sounds like your woman is, in fact, sleeping with whomever she wants and those are the guys she wants...
jaime_28m said:
She is totally into the idea of cuckolding me minus the whole locked up thing and not having sex with me. But, she does like the idea of me watching and cleaning her up which is my biggest turn on.
What does "not having sex with you" mean? Anyway, it sounds like you and your woman have the basis for a good relationship...
jaime_28m said:
I think I'm fully turned into a cuckold and I really enjoy it.
Not quite. Remember the definition: "cuckold — a man with an unfaithful wife." Since you and your woman are not married, she is a single woman with multiple lovers, one of whom is you.
jaime_28m said:
She is fucking her ex often; she has even let me watch. It is so hot to watch her get fucked so hard.
Nice. You have the right attitude...
jaime_28m said:
She measured [her other man] then she measured me. She [then] made it clear that she is always going to want a [man with a] big fat cock.
Ouch, sounds humiliating. But, there's nothing wrong with your woman wanting to live with two or more men, the others with cocks ranging from much larger to immensely larger than yours. I mean, if that's what she wants, go with it.
Maybe you should consider asking your woman if she would be kind enough to marry you. You could point out that would offer her the security of a stable relationship (with you), while you would agree it is, and would continue to be, her right and prerogative to date and fuck other men while you would agree to remain faithful as her cuckold husband. You could sweeten the pot by offering to take HER last name in marriage. That may seem especially attractive if she's a professional woman becoming known and establishing her reputation under her existing "maiden" name. Even if she isn't, that may seem attractive to her in principle.
Your woman may find it strongly appealing if you offer her the freedom to live the polyamory lifestyle she obviously wants; i.e., living with one or more of her lovers while also living with and being married to you. That would also afford her the luxery of breaking up with her non-marital lover(s) when they tire of each other, then finding one or more others with suitably-large cocks to share her and your home.
I mean, hey... your woman looks really hot and you aren't the only pebble on her beach. I suggest going for it while you still have the chance.
