Just wanted to write down something I have been doing when I am online here and other times as well. I have discovered something that is both humiliating and exciting at the same time. It is a combination of increasing my horniness but also making it so I can't get hard. It started with Indica weed, which increases arousal, but, in me at least, also tends to weaken my erections so I can't get fully hard. At the same time I start smoking, I liberally apply lidocaine to my penis. Lidocaine is a numbing cream. It takes a good 30 minutes for full effect, but by that time, I am fully stoned, horny and my penis is mostly numb and shrunken. Then I take a buttplug and insert it, which just increases my arousal.
There is something incredibly erotic and humiliating, having to tug and tug a soft penis, not getting hard, and rocking back and forth on the buttplug to get any stimulation!!!
There is something incredibly erotic and humiliating, having to tug and tug a soft penis, not getting hard, and rocking back and forth on the buttplug to get any stimulation!!!