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Hi guys I'm married in my 40's and I have developed desires and fantasy's about this that have gotten pretty extreme. I thought I was the only one until very recently. I ask before you read anything I write that you please DO NOT judge me and make this about my lack of morals or whatever. I only found out what cuckold was last week after trying to search about this stuff. I will not go in to specific detail here but it started a couple months ago when one of my kids' friends took me very roughly and forcefully when it was just us two in the house. It was by far the best sex I have ever had in my life and at around 9" - 10" and very thick he was much bigger then anyone I had ever been with and twice the size of my husband, literally haha!
But he is exactly as I described in the title. He's a senior at their high school (don't worry he's 18!) and is very big and muscular and tall at around 6'2. He's a wrestler and he plays on another sports team at school also. And on top of this he's very, very, very good looking. He embodies the whole "bad boy" thing to the fullest, and the girls at school go crazy for him he's one of those jock teens that gets any girl he wants in bed. His whole attitude is just so commanding, cocky, and intimidating. He has that "take charge" attitude and no one would dare to tell him otherwise. I used to do PTA for the school and learned more about him when he started coming over with my daughters' friends and he has a reputation of being the toughest kid at the school that no one wants to get in to it with or be on his bad side. As bad as it sounds he's actually been in several fights at school (on and off property) where he's hurt the other boys really badly.
He is responsible for turning me in to what I have become now. We only had sex once after that 1st first and it was just as rough, just as humiliating, and just as good. He was throwing me around like a rag doll, he had this animalistic look in his eyes and everything about the way he was penetrating me was so commanding and cocky. He pulled my hair, slapped me, put his hand on my neck, talked to me so filthy emasculating my husband and making me tell him who was bigger, rubbing it in that my husband could never do what he does and will never have a penis his size. Telling me my vagina is his, and daring my husband to do something about it if he had a problem with that. It drove me crazy I had the most intense orgasms in my life, times by 1 million.
That lead to extreme fantasy and finding about new things I wasn't previously aware of such as cuckolding. Now my desire for physical and verbal dominance is undeniable. I don't just love experiencing that alone, I love the whole natural aspect of it with these "Alpha Males" and how they exude their "Manliness" in every day life. Everything about them is so Powerful. I found out there where some others here and on other cuckold sites that shared the exact same thoughts as me like..
I'm obsessing over these guys and mainly the younger ones. The boys that are tall and muscular, strong, and tough. Rugby players, Football players, "bad boy" jocks. They have an aura about them that is naturally intimidating. When they come in to a bar or go in to their high school or college parties the other kids feel a sense of fear. They're scared of what could happen. The other boys better not look at them the wrong way or for too long because they won't think twice about aggressively confronting one of them and humiliating him in front of the whole party, right in front of all the other girls at the party. Challenging you to a fight and you back down and apologize in immense fear. But they just intimidate saying if it ever happens again they're going to beat you to a pulp. And you know they will. They're the type of boys that nobody wants to get in to an altercation with because they will end up in the hospital with broken brones.
They would verbal and physically dominate and humiliate you. Like smacking you across the face in front of everyone and making you apologize and tell every one out loud you're not a real man. They're the guys that are feared and respected by everyone. No one can say no to them. Everyone purposely tries to be extra nice to them and kisses their butts. They are bullies to an extent. But they're also the most attractive and popular, the bad boy jocks that get all the girls in their schools. They're the best in bed, and they objectify girls who always end up not being able to get enough and coming back for more. They have the biggest penises. Their dicks are as "Manly" and intimidating as they are themselves.
Now I hate to glorify the word "Bully" because I have a younger teen son who I would never, ever want to be bullied. But it is one of the best ways to describe the feelings and lust I feel non stop. Other posters here have touched on exactly what I'm talking about and I can relate to fully. But I was disgusted at my self for awhile because I am a mom and to be feeling how I am at this age about younger guys especially had me worried. There was no denying that the 18 year old woke me up sexually and lead me to the levels of kink and filthy thought I now possess. I've learned to embrace it all and come to terms with it. And I'm glad there are some other who feel how I do about sexual fantasies and desires that are not yet discovered by most highly sexual women and men, even the really kinky ones.
Guys fighting and watching it happen is something that has really been turning me on lately. But mostly it's with these muscular, dominant younger guys really establishing their dominance over another. I was really surprised to see that there were other women that admitted to getting aroused by this
This is so arousing for me. "She says she dosent want any one gettin hurt , but just a guy exerting his superiority or primitive aggression over a other male". This is EXACTLY how I feel. A guy showing who's boss, making the other guy look and feel completely inferior. It's the exertion of superiority, the primitive aggression..that is such a gigantic turn on for me now. I'm getting turned on just typing this, lol!
I wouldn't want to see my husband actually hurt, but I have had fantasies of this weeks after I had sex with the boy. I should note though that me and my husband don't have a good marriage and he has been unfaithful before. But I've fantasized about the boy fucking me again in my house and my husband comes home.. and gives him a piece of his mind acting like any husband would in that situation. But the 18 year old doesn't care. He's pounding my brains out, he sternly walks up to my husband with a look in his eye like he's going to kill him, and basically bullies him out of our house. Picks him up and tosses him out the door.
I can just picture this happening with his huge muscles looking so fierce and his huge penis swinging between his legs, then he turns right back around with his testosterone all high and fucks me senseless with such an animalistic, primal lust. Even though I just got caught cheating I just take it and come to orgasm after orgasm. I can't stop him even if I wanted to you. But I don't. This fantasy has brought me to my most intense orgasms ever besides the ones I had the actual times with him. So I can definitely relate to the last line lindanicols said, because it makes mine more than twitch.
Stories I read here like The Neighbour get me totally hot. And there was another I read here about some girl who sees these young drug dealers with her boyfriend and they end up totally taking control of the situation. They want to have her, so they do..and there's nothing the boyfriend can do to stop them. They dominate and humiliate him physically and mentally. He's scared of them..so scared that he can't and won't make an attempt to stop it even though it's his own girlfriend. And of course they give it to her better than he ever has. All while treating and talking to her like a *****. Using her purely for their pleasure. I closed the window I had up and can't find this story any more so I'd love if someone could post the link. It's stuff like this now that gets me constantly aroused. I've turned hyper sexual and am consumed all day by these thoughts.
But he is exactly as I described in the title. He's a senior at their high school (don't worry he's 18!) and is very big and muscular and tall at around 6'2. He's a wrestler and he plays on another sports team at school also. And on top of this he's very, very, very good looking. He embodies the whole "bad boy" thing to the fullest, and the girls at school go crazy for him he's one of those jock teens that gets any girl he wants in bed. His whole attitude is just so commanding, cocky, and intimidating. He has that "take charge" attitude and no one would dare to tell him otherwise. I used to do PTA for the school and learned more about him when he started coming over with my daughters' friends and he has a reputation of being the toughest kid at the school that no one wants to get in to it with or be on his bad side. As bad as it sounds he's actually been in several fights at school (on and off property) where he's hurt the other boys really badly.
He is responsible for turning me in to what I have become now. We only had sex once after that 1st first and it was just as rough, just as humiliating, and just as good. He was throwing me around like a rag doll, he had this animalistic look in his eyes and everything about the way he was penetrating me was so commanding and cocky. He pulled my hair, slapped me, put his hand on my neck, talked to me so filthy emasculating my husband and making me tell him who was bigger, rubbing it in that my husband could never do what he does and will never have a penis his size. Telling me my vagina is his, and daring my husband to do something about it if he had a problem with that. It drove me crazy I had the most intense orgasms in my life, times by 1 million.
That lead to extreme fantasy and finding about new things I wasn't previously aware of such as cuckolding. Now my desire for physical and verbal dominance is undeniable. I don't just love experiencing that alone, I love the whole natural aspect of it with these "Alpha Males" and how they exude their "Manliness" in every day life. Everything about them is so Powerful. I found out there where some others here and on other cuckold sites that shared the exact same thoughts as me like..
I'm obsessing over these guys and mainly the younger ones. The boys that are tall and muscular, strong, and tough. Rugby players, Football players, "bad boy" jocks. They have an aura about them that is naturally intimidating. When they come in to a bar or go in to their high school or college parties the other kids feel a sense of fear. They're scared of what could happen. The other boys better not look at them the wrong way or for too long because they won't think twice about aggressively confronting one of them and humiliating him in front of the whole party, right in front of all the other girls at the party. Challenging you to a fight and you back down and apologize in immense fear. But they just intimidate saying if it ever happens again they're going to beat you to a pulp. And you know they will. They're the type of boys that nobody wants to get in to an altercation with because they will end up in the hospital with broken brones.
They would verbal and physically dominate and humiliate you. Like smacking you across the face in front of everyone and making you apologize and tell every one out loud you're not a real man. They're the guys that are feared and respected by everyone. No one can say no to them. Everyone purposely tries to be extra nice to them and kisses their butts. They are bullies to an extent. But they're also the most attractive and popular, the bad boy jocks that get all the girls in their schools. They're the best in bed, and they objectify girls who always end up not being able to get enough and coming back for more. They have the biggest penises. Their dicks are as "Manly" and intimidating as they are themselves.
Now I hate to glorify the word "Bully" because I have a younger teen son who I would never, ever want to be bullied. But it is one of the best ways to describe the feelings and lust I feel non stop. Other posters here have touched on exactly what I'm talking about and I can relate to fully. But I was disgusted at my self for awhile because I am a mom and to be feeling how I am at this age about younger guys especially had me worried. There was no denying that the 18 year old woke me up sexually and lead me to the levels of kink and filthy thought I now possess. I've learned to embrace it all and come to terms with it. And I'm glad there are some other who feel how I do about sexual fantasies and desires that are not yet discovered by most highly sexual women and men, even the really kinky ones.
Guys fighting and watching it happen is something that has really been turning me on lately. But mostly it's with these muscular, dominant younger guys really establishing their dominance over another. I was really surprised to see that there were other women that admitted to getting aroused by this
loosemum said:i was wondering if there are others out there in the cuckold world, who's wife gets turned on by watching men fight over a other woman. My slut wife ( loosemum) has admitted to me that she finds it arousing, and was once turned on watching a fight in a club between two males over a woman. She says she dosent want any one gettin hurt , but just a guy exerting his superiority or primitive aggression over a other male , such as a headlock,pinning the other man down and standing over the top of him or a few slaps and punches or literally a kick up the arse of the other guy until he submits , with the victor fucking the woman in front of the loser makes her cunt very wet.
This is so arousing for me. "She says she dosent want any one gettin hurt , but just a guy exerting his superiority or primitive aggression over a other male". This is EXACTLY how I feel. A guy showing who's boss, making the other guy look and feel completely inferior. It's the exertion of superiority, the primitive aggression..that is such a gigantic turn on for me now. I'm getting turned on just typing this, lol!
lindanicols said:hi,
i have been browsing on here and can see no other mention of my particular thrill..
i wondered do any other ladies get a thrill from seeing their hubby hurt, either mentally or physically by their boyfriends?
i ask this because although we have only done this very mildly, (hubby doesnt mind if it gives me a thrill ..he's well trained )
just the thought of a stronger man taking my hubby to one side and hurting him for real makes my pussy twitch and i wondered if it was just me that felt this way?
any comments girls?
lin
I wouldn't want to see my husband actually hurt, but I have had fantasies of this weeks after I had sex with the boy. I should note though that me and my husband don't have a good marriage and he has been unfaithful before. But I've fantasized about the boy fucking me again in my house and my husband comes home.. and gives him a piece of his mind acting like any husband would in that situation. But the 18 year old doesn't care. He's pounding my brains out, he sternly walks up to my husband with a look in his eye like he's going to kill him, and basically bullies him out of our house. Picks him up and tosses him out the door.
I can just picture this happening with his huge muscles looking so fierce and his huge penis swinging between his legs, then he turns right back around with his testosterone all high and fucks me senseless with such an animalistic, primal lust. Even though I just got caught cheating I just take it and come to orgasm after orgasm. I can't stop him even if I wanted to you. But I don't. This fantasy has brought me to my most intense orgasms ever besides the ones I had the actual times with him. So I can definitely relate to the last line lindanicols said, because it makes mine more than twitch.
Stories I read here like The Neighbour get me totally hot. And there was another I read here about some girl who sees these young drug dealers with her boyfriend and they end up totally taking control of the situation. They want to have her, so they do..and there's nothing the boyfriend can do to stop them. They dominate and humiliate him physically and mentally. He's scared of them..so scared that he can't and won't make an attempt to stop it even though it's his own girlfriend. And of course they give it to her better than he ever has. All while treating and talking to her like a *****. Using her purely for their pleasure. I closed the window I had up and can't find this story any more so I'd love if someone could post the link. It's stuff like this now that gets me constantly aroused. I've turned hyper sexual and am consumed all day by these thoughts.