Older Mom here with a newfound fetish for Strong, Dominant, Arrogant, "Alpha Males"

[bcarm]

Hi guys I'm married in my 40's and I have developed desires and fantasy's about this that have gotten pretty extreme. I thought I was the only one until very recently. I ask before you read anything I write that you please DO NOT judge me and make this about my lack of morals or whatever. I only found out what cuckold was last week after trying to search about this stuff. I will not go in to specific detail here but it started a couple months ago when one of my kids' friends took me very roughly and forcefully when it was just us two in the house. It was by far the best sex I have ever had in my life and at around 9" - 10" and very thick he was much bigger then anyone I had ever been with and twice the size of my husband, literally haha!

But he is exactly as I described in the title. He's a senior at their high school (don't worry he's 18!) and is very big and muscular and tall at around 6'2. He's a wrestler and he plays on another sports team at school also. And on top of this he's very, very, very good looking. He embodies the whole "bad boy" thing to the fullest, and the girls at school go crazy for him he's one of those jock teens that gets any girl he wants in bed. His whole attitude is just so commanding, cocky, and intimidating. He has that "take charge" attitude and no one would dare to tell him otherwise. I used to do PTA for the school and learned more about him when he started coming over with my daughters' friends and he has a reputation of being the toughest kid at the school that no one wants to get in to it with or be on his bad side. As bad as it sounds he's actually been in several fights at school (on and off property) where he's hurt the other boys really badly.


He is responsible for turning me in to what I have become now. We only had sex once after that 1st first and it was just as rough, just as humiliating, and just as good. He was throwing me around like a rag doll, he had this animalistic look in his eyes and everything about the way he was penetrating me was so commanding and cocky. He pulled my hair, slapped me, put his hand on my neck, talked to me so filthy emasculating my husband and making me tell him who was bigger, rubbing it in that my husband could never do what he does and will never have a penis his size. Telling me my vagina is his, and daring my husband to do something about it if he had a problem with that. It drove me crazy I had the most intense orgasms in my life, times by 1 million.


That lead to extreme fantasy and finding about new things I wasn't previously aware of such as cuckolding. Now my desire for physical and verbal dominance is undeniable. I don't just love experiencing that alone, I love the whole natural aspect of it with these "Alpha Males" and how they exude their "Manliness" in every day life. Everything about them is so Powerful. I found out there where some others here and on other cuckold sites that shared the exact same thoughts as me like..

I'm obsessing over these guys and mainly the younger ones. The boys that are tall and muscular, strong, and tough. Rugby players, Football players, "bad boy" jocks. They have an aura about them that is naturally intimidating. When they come in to a bar or go in to their high school or college parties the other kids feel a sense of fear. They're scared of what could happen. The other boys better not look at them the wrong way or for too long because they won't think twice about aggressively confronting one of them and humiliating him in front of the whole party, right in front of all the other girls at the party. Challenging you to a fight and you back down and apologize in immense fear. But they just intimidate saying if it ever happens again they're going to beat you to a pulp. And you know they will. They're the type of boys that nobody wants to get in to an altercation with because they will end up in the hospital with broken brones.

They would verbal and physically dominate and humiliate you. Like smacking you across the face in front of everyone and making you apologize and tell every one out loud you're not a real man. They're the guys that are feared and respected by everyone. No one can say no to them. Everyone purposely tries to be extra nice to them and kisses their butts. They are bullies to an extent. But they're also the most attractive and popular, the bad boy jocks that get all the girls in their schools. They're the best in bed, and they objectify girls who always end up not being able to get enough and coming back for more. They have the biggest penises. Their dicks are as "Manly" and intimidating as they are themselves.

Now I hate to glorify the word "Bully" because I have a younger teen son who I would never, ever want to be bullied. But it is one of the best ways to describe the feelings and lust I feel non stop. Other posters here have touched on exactly what I'm talking about and I can relate to fully. But I was disgusted at my self for awhile because I am a mom and to be feeling how I am at this age about younger guys especially had me worried. There was no denying that the 18 year old woke me up sexually and lead me to the levels of kink and filthy thought I now possess. I've learned to embrace it all and come to terms with it. And I'm glad there are some other who feel how I do about sexual fantasies and desires that are not yet discovered by most highly sexual women and men, even the really kinky ones.

Guys fighting and watching it happen is something that has really been turning me on lately. But mostly it's with these muscular, dominant younger guys really establishing their dominance over another. I was really surprised to see that there were other women that admitted to getting aroused by this

i was wondering if there are others out there in the cuckold world, who's wife gets turned on by watching men fight over a other woman. My slut wife ( loosemum) has admitted to me that she finds it arousing, and was once turned on watching a fight in a club between two males over a woman. She says she dosent want any one gettin hurt , but just a guy exerting his superiority or primitive aggression over a other male , such as a headlock,pinning the other man down and standing over the top of him or a few slaps and punches or literally a kick up the arse of the other guy until he submits , with the victor fucking the woman in front of the loser makes her cunt very wet.

This is so arousing for me. "She says she dosent want any one gettin hurt , but just a guy exerting his superiority or primitive aggression over a other male". This is EXACTLY how I feel. A guy showing who's boss, making the other guy look and feel completely inferior. It's the exertion of superiority, the primitive aggression..that is such a gigantic turn on for me now. I'm getting turned on just typing this, lol!

hi,
i have been browsing on here and can see no other mention of my particular thrill..
i wondered do any other ladies get a thrill from seeing their hubby hurt, either mentally or physically by their boyfriends?
i ask this because although we have only done this very mildly, (hubby doesnt mind if it gives me a thrill ..he's well trained )

just the thought of a stronger man taking my hubby to one side and hurting him for real makes my pussy twitch and i wondered if it was just me that felt this way?
any comments girls?
lin

I wouldn't want to see my husband actually hurt, but I have had fantasies of this weeks after I had sex with the boy. I should note though that me and my husband don't have a good marriage and he has been unfaithful before. But I've fantasized about the boy fucking me again in my house and my husband comes home.. and gives him a piece of his mind acting like any husband would in that situation. But the 18 year old doesn't care. He's pounding my brains out, he sternly walks up to my husband with a look in his eye like he's going to kill him, and basically bullies him out of our house. Picks him up and tosses him out the door.

I can just picture this happening with his huge muscles looking so fierce and his huge penis swinging between his legs, then he turns right back around with his testosterone all high and fucks me senseless with such an animalistic, primal lust. Even though I just got caught cheating I just take it and come to orgasm after orgasm. I can't stop him even if I wanted to you. But I don't. This fantasy has brought me to my most intense orgasms ever besides the ones I had the actual times with him. So I can definitely relate to the last line lindanicols said, because it makes mine more than twitch.


Stories I read here like The Neighbour get me totally hot. And there was another I read here about some girl who sees these young drug dealers with her boyfriend and they end up totally taking control of the situation. They want to have her, so they do..and there's nothing the boyfriend can do to stop them. They dominate and humiliate him physically and mentally. He's scared of them..so scared that he can't and won't make an attempt to stop it even though it's his own girlfriend. And of course they give it to her better than he ever has. All while treating and talking to her like a *****. Using her purely for their pleasure. I closed the window I had up and can't find this story any more so I'd love if someone could post the link. It's stuff like this now that gets me constantly aroused. I've turned hyper sexual and am consumed all day by these thoughts.

 

[bcarm]

Continued...and my Revelation

For me it goes a step further. And since I guess because it happened with me already, all my fantasies like this are involving other moms if not me. It's gotten out of hand to the point where I've been fantasizing about some of my girlfriends in situations with boys like the one I had and the ones I describe in this post. I'll see my receptionist in her late 40's with kids and the first thing I think about is them getting taken. Just the thought of 2 or 3 hot, brutish, ripped, tough looking college studs aggressively hitting on and getting touchy with me or these other moms..

Then coercing us somewhere secluded and using us like complete sluts fucking us like rag dolls with no regard for our personal life, our spouse, or how many kids we have...is SO HOT to me and drives me wild!!! Of course they give it to us so much better then our husbands ever have and they know it and know we know it. They're all very well endowed but how could any of us expected them not to be with how cocky, dominant, and strong they are. They're 18-22 years old and fucking us 40+ year olds harder and better then any of our past regular and gentle male partners have. They're as good at sex as the best pornstars. They fuck like real men.


And on a less extreme take on all of this, I complete see everything that torontocuck has tired to portray in his stories. I get turned on now by the type of guys he describes, because they're similar to the 18 year old I slept with. The whole king of the jungle state of mind. Bossing around people in their circle who are inferior. Establishing their dominance. The inferior boys (like who torontocuck describes as him I believe, in his fiction) wouldn't dare disrespect them or say no to them out of fear. The idea that these younger arrogant big dicked bullies can just sleep with all of these soft natured "friends" girlfriends and have them coming back for more is such a turn on. What's even hotter is how when these timid boys find out there's nothing they can do about it, they get humiliated and bullied in front of their own girlfriends. Again I hate being so blatant about the bullying thing and I would NEVER as a mom wish actual harm done on my son let alone other boys but the fantasy and thoughts of this thing get me going like crazy and I've had to embrace that.


With all the exploration of my sexuality and research these past couple months, which have lead me to here and the discovery of many other fantasies I was previously ******* of, I have come to the conclusion that most women secret feel similar to this post, perhaps just not as extreme. And they probably haven't discovered it yet either. I didn't until these past 2 months and I'm in my mid 40's. But now i've gotten entrenched in this newly discovered sexual realm and have never had as much pleasure. If it wasn't for the 18 year old, I would be completely clueless and appalled to everything that has been been written here. But he opened me up to discover who I really am, and who a good amount of us probably are sexually.

I remember when I was doing some PTA stuff for the school a couple years ago and there was a fight after school between 2 seniors that I quickly passed by on the way home. One was the exactly the type of good looking, muscular tough kid that I've been describing. And I can't say 100% but I'm pretty sure he was on the football team. The other boy was athletic too though about the same height but not nearly as built. But as you can guess the first one kicked the stuff out of the second one pretty badly. I didn't see what happened exactly as I was just walking past but it didn't last long and it was clear the second boy had lost pretty badly. The first ones testosterone was all over the place and he was in an undershirt barking at the guy he just beat up.

At the time I was disgusted and thought it was so horrible how one kid was hurting another like this, or why these boys were even fighting at all. But I remember noticing how many girls from the school were watching. And the look in their eye was something that intrigued me but confused me at the time. The way they were looking at him is what I can only describe as a mixture of lust and fear. Their eyes were glued to him with a very subtle excitement. I remember thinking about that whole image I saw when I got in the car driving home and can vividly remember getting tingly and a little moist. I thought absolutely nothing of it, and didn't even start to think in to it besides the image passing through my mind. But now I realize I can relate to that very well.

The 18 year old took me so powerfully and forcefully and I had that same look of lust and fear. I was scared of him but so incredibly turned on at the same time. It was just a primal lust, i was being looked at like i was prey he was about to devour and that's what he did...and every second of it was mind blowing.

In closing I guess I'd just like to say that until you really explore and get in touch with your sexuality with a completely open mind you're missing out. But being on a forum like this I think most people here already know this.
Maybe not every other woman (especially ones my age) are not sexually attracted to what I described. Maybe they are but just don't know it yet like I was.


This isn't as uncommon as it sounds. This is the mentality all other species of mammals have always had. The strongest, most powerful, he got to mate with the female. And I think the "two girls talking about penis size" article reinforces my hunch about most other woman liking this stuff. The Manliness, the dominance, the respect, the power of a big penis. And the guys toting them the most are the boys I described. Dominant and aggressive "alpha males". Cocky and take charge guys that can and do take any girl they want, and have them in lust and coming back for more. They're tall, sexy, big, and strong. The baddest and toughest guys that are feared and respected by everyone. They have the biggest dicks, they're the best lays, and they man handle us like we're cheap sluts..objects purely for their desire.

And if you pay close attention, you'll notice that they're always the ones with the most attractive women.

 

[timdrake]

would love to hear about the first time your young friend took you...details! was that the first time you were with someone other than your husband?

 

[bcarm]

Oh and i noticed cuckolding is mostly black males as the bulls. I am in no way racist but I don't find much interest in that at all. It actually doesn't do much for me. It turns me on a lot more if the bull in the dominant position is a white male or someone of another race, that embodies all of the qualities i've talked about in these posts. But it still can be an attractive black male that is the dominant bad boy jock type like I described. Just not the typical bull that most wifes have I guess.

 

[duke9555]

excellent posts bc .........a topic really taboo
amongst men ...........we can all revel in our diminutive
dicks and puny unathletic bodies BUT nary a word is said
how we are routinely beaten in fights on those rare occasions
we don't submit even before the ass whuppin commences ...

seems only natural women wood be attracted to large muscular
guys ............and if they're ****** by circumstances in accepting
a small wimp then they invariably control him and let him know
in the most subtlest fashion he's not much of a man

it's all part of the bull cuck hotwife triumvirate

you're only being honest and real

thx

 

[duke9555]

a story spot on i believe

Nifty Archive: hot-college-threesome

 

[leftbehind]

Bcarm, you write well and portray for the reader the images required to
wank over (which is all us cuckolds have left) and express the emotions
driving the scenario. Well done.
Perhaps if your hubby were more loyal and paid you more attention,
all these stirring events would have proper misgivings instead of the
mixed feelings of spiteful guilt. Or the creation of a fire hubby failed
to spark in you. Be that as it may, your 40's ought to be
right on the edge of sexual tension. I pray it serves you well as it
should.
Thanks for your post. I loved it!

 

[duke9555]

there are a few real smart clever ladies who choose the loser
for they know the losers are far more tractable and will remain
so far deep into a marriage and will of course more than likely
remain 'faithful' and 'understanding' of their wives adultery ....
and underneath it all both will know how decidedly unmanly
the loser is and more importantly feels .

 

[duke9555]

danger is a turn on precisely because it's DANGEROUS
with many pitfalls and possible disasters ....naughty yes, but
we humans are peculiar creatures .....MMA, football,
NASCAR, boxing, gangs, drugs, pregnancy risk play ....it's a
dangerous world Jax & welcome to it.

 

[solo-mon]

The black thing also makes me think a bit also. Is it because of the prior history with slavery and the master's white wife getting with the slaveboy as a "taboo" thing? Please, don't take offense I'm not rascist by any means, I just want to understand why it has to do with mostly black males as bulls. Or is it the size thing, because I've seen many black guys with normal sized cocks.

 

[hmm11]

The black thing also makes me think a bit also. Is it because of the prior history with slavery and the master's white wife getting with the slaveboy as a "taboo" thing? Please, don't take offense I'm not rascist by any means, I just want to understand why it has to do with mostly black males as bulls. Or is it the size thing, because I've seen many black guys with normal sized cocks.

I guess for some white upper-class americans its an erotic taboo.

As for myself (young white male), I prefer the white slaveowner or his young son taking advantage of the black slavegirls. Check out neals stories if you're into this aswell (its pretty hc stuff) Neal's Story Archive

As for mrs bcarm, one of my friends is pretty much what you've described. I made a post about it some years ago http://www.cuckolds.com/forums/general-cuckoldry/13679-what-do-hotwives-cucks-think-about-jerks.html but didn't get a lot of response.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Hi Ms. Bcarm,

Hi guys...

Hello and welcome to the forum! Thank you for your unusually insightful, intelligent and well-written posts that "tell it like it is" in an unusually straightforward way.

I'm married, in my 40's, and have developed desires and fantasy's about this that have gotten pretty extreme. I thought I was the only one until very recently.

Hey... nothing wrong with that. Lots of hot women who secretly lust after muscular, athletic, good-looking and dominant much-younger men are "married and in their 40's." As for thinking "you were the only one," there's an empirical law, derived from observations of phenomena ranging from cockroaches and mosquitos to stars in the universe, that can be applied to such thoughts: "If you see one, you can be sure you ain't seen them all." I.e., your sexual turn-ons are unlikely to be unique.

.... It all started a couple of months ago when one of my kids' friends took me very roughly and forcefully when it was just us two in the house. It was by far the best sex I have ever had in my life. At around 9" - 10" and very thick, [his cock] was much bigger then anyone's I had ever been with and twice the size of my husband's [cock]. Haha!

Nice! CONGRATULATIONS for taking such an attractive, sexually-forceful and skilled young lover! This has opened the door to great opportunities for you.

He is responsible for turning me in to what I have become now. We only had sex once after that 1st time and it was just as rough, just as humiliating, and just as good.

Excellent... you fucked him a second time. After reading your thread through the first time, I feared you had not fucked him again (this sentence didn't register) because of the considerations you mention in your most recent post. This leaves me with greater confidence that you are "on your way" as a cuckoldress wife with a strong preference for dominant young men.

That lead to extreme fantasy and finding about new things I wasn't previously aware of such as cuckolding. Now my desire for physical and verbal dominance is undeniable. ....

Very good! Allowing yourself to be taken (as you did) then thinking about it compulsively are the first — and essential — steps toward doing it not just once or twice but regularly, and making it a part of your life.

They [muscular, athletic, intimidating and bullying bad boys] have the biggest penises. Their dicks are as "manly" and intimidating as they are themselves.

Hm... with all due respect, Ms. Bcarm, I suspect your sample size is not large enough to justify this conclusion. Surveys and related attempts to relate men's cock sizes to other physical characteristics have found there's essentially no correlation (as I understand it). Presumably, though, having a large cock and an ability to "get it up" readily... on demand, as it were... and finding this gives rise to sexually-intense responses in women... contributes to such men being more likely than other men to be confident and self-assured in their relationships with women. And as you know, self-confidence and an air of dominance in a man is a powerful sexual turn-on.

There's no denying [my forceful] 18 year-old [lover] woke me up sexually and led me to the levels of kink and filthy thought I now possess.

But, there can be no doubt you're well-qualified to draw this conclusion.

I've learned to embrace it all and come to terms with it. ....

As you should. If other women (and men) don't explicitly recognize what you've recognized in yourself, they certainly should regardless of whether they're "kinky" or "vanilla." I say this because this behavior is almost certainly universal throughout the biosphere we share with the other pair-bond species of our planet. Consider, for instance, male dall sheep. They charge each other and butt heads until one gives up and leaves. The other mates with the female who has been watching the action, ready to offer herself to the winner.

Are there exceptions to this...? I'm not a wildlife biologist, but I suspect there aren't. The dominant male intimidates and scares off the less-dominant males, sometimes through physical combat, other times through suitably-dominant gestures (thereby avoiding the risk of injury to either of them), then mates with the female who awaits, finding herself increasingly turned on by the male who is winning the fight. In some species the dominant male acquires an entire harem of females and mates with all of them while the "non-dominant" males are denied sex with any of them (except for furtive fucks from time to time... it's now well-established that the females of all pair-bond species regularly cuckold their resident males [in effect, husbands]).

Guys fighting and watching it happen is something that has really been turning me on lately. .... I was really surprised to see that there are other women who admit to being aroused by this.

As I was saying...

This is so arousing for me. .... A guy showing who's boss, making the other guy look and feel completely inferior. It's the exertion of superiority, the primitive aggression... that is such a gigantic turn on for me now.

Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on your point of view), this primitive picture, as I'm sure you appreciate, is complicated by the exigencies of civilized society (such as it is). With weapons, the male who "wins" may not be the one who's quicker, stronger and more athletic but is rather the one who shoots first, more than likely with the advantage of surprise. In a broader sense, the male who establishes himself as a "superior hunter" with superior ability to "bring home the bacon" does so not by being bigger, stronger and braver than his fellow "hunters" but rather by being more intelligent, shrewder, more verbally adept and often more ruthless in the business or professional world, all of which is independent of his physical size, musculature and cock size.

Women such as yourself are thus placed in a "what to do... what to do..." situation when it comes to selecting a mate. Many resolve it by selecting and marrying (in such a way that their man thinks he made the choice) a young man who appears likely, in their judgment, to attain future economic success (in effect, "economic dominance"), or an older man who has already attained economic success (so this question is already answered; she doesn't have to make a prediction). After marriage, if such a woman is capable of attracting lovers, she then often takes a lover who is more along the lines of the kind of young man you've been lusting after (i.e., he displays evidence of having "good genes" in a classic evolutionary sense), and she becomes pregnant by him... i.e., her first child (often, in a statistical sense) is sired by a lover not by her husband. Her second child is then often (again, in a statistical sense) sired by her husband not by a lover. In an evolutionary sense, the rationale for this is that she knows, perhaps intuitively, that her husband is most likely to stay and continue providing support if he suspects or knows at least one of her children has been sired by him. Such a woman's third and subsequent children, if she continues to have children, then tend with increasing probability to be sired by lovers not by her husband.

If this child-bearing strategy seems complicated, it is... but 200,000 years of evolution — that being about the age of our homo sapien species — preceded by what now appears to be roughly 6 million years of evolution for our hominid predecessors — cannot be set aside by a mere few thousand years (or less) of "civilization." A reproduction strategy along the above lines is a way of combining the genetic requirements of long-term natural-selection-based evolution with the much-more-recent exigencies of "civilized society." Indeed, a strategy along the above lines tends to be consistent with the reproductive strategies of other pair-bond species.

If you're interested in a source for all this, as well as much, much more information I suspect you'll find strongly of interest, see:

"Sperm Wars: The Science of Sex," by Robin Baker, Ph.D., 1996, BasicBooks, 319 pp. (hardcover).

(Baker is an evolutionary biologist who studies the reproductive behavior including mating strategies of humans and other pair-bond species. He does not concern himself with "morality" but rather only with observed behavior, nor does he concern himself with "marriage;" rather, he refers only to "partners." "Sperm Wars" is a highly-readable... indeed fascinating... science-for-the-layperson book. On beginning, you may find yourself unable to put it down.)

Stories I read here like The Neighbour get me totally hot.

Good. I encourage you to continue reading this forum.

It's stuff like this now that gets me constantly aroused. I've turned hyper sexual and am consumed all day by these thoughts.

Excellent! As a still-young but mature and wise married woman in your 40's, you have a highly erotic career ahead of you as your husband's cuckoldress. AND there should be no need to abandon the advantages of your marriage if you adopt a suitable stragety in making your (now unsatisfactory) husband your cuckold. See, for instance:

How to Cuckold your Husband Ch. 1:
How to Cuckold Your Husband - How To - Literotica.com

How to Cuckold Your Husband Ch. 2:
How to Cuckold Your Husband Ch. 02 - How To - Literotica.com

—Custer

 

[ultimateone1]

my goodness thats reminds me of myself...where r u located

 

[Custer Laststand]

Ms. Bcarm,

I actually broke things off with the teenager by text recently for my daughter's sake. ... He [my dominant 18 year-old lover] has assured me he would never do anything to hurt my daughter and family as a result [of our sexual relationship]. They are good friends and her boyfriend who is in their main core of friends that usually come to visit is a friend of his.

You may be acting too precipitously with your new 18 year-old lover. Since he's on two athletic teams (I gather), he almost certainly knows other young men who are similarly strong and athletic. Some of them may have unusually large cocks, as well. Remember: "If you see one, you can be sure you ain't seen them all."

Ergo, he can be a window for you into a world of potential young lovers you will find exceptionally satisfying. A suitable approach might work, perhaps, along the following lines.

1) Text back to him, letting know you are reluctant to become involved in a hot and heavy relationship with him because he is a friend of your daughter (etc). But, let him know you would be interested in one or more other young men he might know who would be interested in a discrete hot relationship with a married woman (you), especially if they're well-endowed.

3) In an additional message, let him know that if he can introduce you to an additional "suitable" young man who is "up for it" but not in your daughter's circle of friends, you will be willing to continue seeing him occasionally on a strictly discrete basis... but not real often (specify about how often you would consider reasonable). Motivate him by mentioning that if he runs his mouth such that your daughter and her circle of friends and/or your husband realize what's going on, that will be the end of it. He will permanently lose access to you.

If this strategy is successful, your young friend and his friend he introduces you to (etc.) will become entryways into a continuing stream of hot young men you'll be able to fuck into the indefinite future... some of them (if not all, perhaps) with the large cocks and dominant personalities you find to be max turn-ons.

Re. not wishing to seek a "cuckold relationship" with your husband: you have already made your husband your cuckold. (Recall the definition: cuckold: a man with an unfaithful wife.) The only question is, what kind of cuckold do you want him to be for you? You are standing at the threshold of many erotic possibilities.

Good luck!

—Custer

 

[Custer Laststand]

My goodness, that reminds me of myself...where r u located?

To whom are you speaking...?

 

[bcarm]

thank you for your insightful and encouraging reply custer lastland. And for your advice as well. hmm I sent you a message.

 

[TwentyOne]

Wow very nice stories, loved all of them, I could put myself their as well since I fit that "Criteria", excellent and love to hear the stories involving the younger guys, never gets old.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Thank you for your insightful and encouraging reply custer laststand. And for your advice as well.

You're welcome, Ms. Bcarm. (I sent you a PM.)

 

[jen&rasp]

I read with interest as I am about the same age range with you and I can understand how it was like. I too, like those bad boy image and fantasized about those strong, dominating badboys ravaging me like I was just a play-holes for them. I love it!

 

[duke9555]

Hi, It was good to see I am not alone in this.
bobby and I have tried it for real, search for me on here, We have been out of it for a while now though, things changed, my owner left and we never picked the idea up again although we do miss it and are thinking of offering me again to see if we can find someone new to give us the same thrills we had before.
Anyway, just wanted to let everyone know we are still around and let you know we are glad it's not just us that find pleasure in this sort of thing.xx

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