I have enjoyed the idea of my woman doing it with other man since my late teens.During my second marriage, I made some fantasies real. But that relationship was doomed from the beginning, it was not a good match.We had two children, but I had to do a treatment 'cause my sperm count was low.Later I had doubts about my paternity, which were dismisses by an DNA test which was positive in both cases. Therefore, I was married very young with my first wife, for 5 years, then 8 years in my second marriage, and then I met my actual wife, and we have been together for 20 years.We have a very good marriage, we love each other, we care for each other, and we still long for the other when some of us is in a short trip away from home. We were unable to have children, she came from another very short marriage (1 year and half) which was terminated because his husband got in love with other woman. She did not have children.I tried several treatments to no avail.In Vitro finally was the ultimate solution but somehow we freaked out, it seemed to us too artificial. I told her about my tendencies since day 1, therefore she knew I was "different".She did not complain at all.Mind you, she has PHD (so doI) she is a very intelligent, rational, nice blue eyes blonde hair petite with legendary buttocks (it was joke in her family to talk about it) I told her from the beginning of our quest for a child that I was open to another man to impregnated her.She did not accept, until chances were nil For years the only means for me to get arousal has been to imagine her with other man, and she knows it well. I do believe she is a true Dominatrix,she loves to be served,and massaged, but is not so good herself doing the same! Sometimes, when I tried harder to convince her, she got very angry at me.Therefore, use my advice, if your wife is a self-respected, intelligent woman, do no try to push her! The answer will has hers: I am not your toy, you cannot act as my puppeteer. Lately, after so many years, for the first time she said to me: "Honey, this was your fantasy all the way.I was sexually satisfied with you, but now you have made me open to the idea. To tell the truth,she may be "satisfied" with me, but our sex life is so strict Vainilla I am dying of boredom! It is always me who is always looking for her sexually. And yes, we do have good orgasms, but for the first time in my life I am no longer getting good erections, and for several months now most of our sexual engagements are ended with clitoris hand stimulus.I keep asking her, during intercourse,why don't you get something harder and bigger! She now enjoys the idea, at least while we are making love (years before, she shout me up when I talked, saying: Shhh,keep you fantasy fro yourself, you distract me! I have been his mentor in almost every other way of life, she is proud to admit that. Inside her secure look, she is very insecure and always need my reassurement. I keep telling her, sweetheart, you have to be your own woman (she does not dislike to hear that) and the last step is that you take full control of your active sex life,to be your own boss in that area, will finally break the old taboo and make you completely free of male domination!Lately she is telling me some things when e make love. At first she hesitated (for almost 20 years she hesitated!) Now she is telling what I want to hear (before the idea was just too freakish for her) "Yeah , pathetic cuckhold, give your cumming now,the other one has such a huge cock and balls, not that little shit you have between your legs.He really fills me up, I can barely feel your puny peanut!". But, we are growing older (she is 50 and I 54) although still good looking but a little overweight. I keep telling her, look if we were on the road, hunting for a mate as when we were younger, we will have the energy to get thinnier and better looking! And she agrees, but, somehow, she is not able to make a move.She says, I cannot push it, it has to come naturally...But we have a very limited social life! How is it going to happen. I am not afraid of having her madly engaged with another man, at least, she will not be sad at all, and I will be the happiest of man. As most cuckolds, I suppose, I will love to know that her body does not belong to me anymore., and that part of her mind and body is for her lover now.The idea of imagine the new man making her all his own, just make crazy from pleasure and desire. At least she confessed to me that the sole idea of seeing herself unzipping for the first time others man's pants just makes her crazy! The idea of looking and smelling for the first time other man's genitals, she confesses, nowadays arouses her. I believe she is open inside to the idea, but coming from a very tight religious home, the idea of been a slut while at the same time a married woman is still rather repulsive for her....Although she also tells me that she secretely,whem we make love, enjoys imagining herself a slut with several men...Women!!!!!! What a huge Enigma!
I have come to the point which I would even prefer a friendly divorce than this unbearable torture, at least I know she will eventually be with other man! And that image is much more pleasurable to me than to remain stalked here. (I beg your pardon for my lousy English, in my country they still consider cuckolds sort of degenerates, I cannot share this over there) This, sad for me, is my real and true story.I will love to hear your comments...and advice!
I have come to the point which I would even prefer a friendly divorce than this unbearable torture, at least I know she will eventually be with other man! And that image is much more pleasurable to me than to remain stalked here. (I beg your pardon for my lousy English, in my country they still consider cuckolds sort of degenerates, I cannot share this over there) This, sad for me, is my real and true story.I will love to hear your comments...and advice!
