This is how it is

[funwife04]

This was when I was alone my now ex was overseas and we were growing apart. I was needy and wanting and stepped out to get some black.

It works like this.

You’ve been married for a long time to a nice white guy despite your craving for black pleasure. You’ve been fucked and shared for all those married years enjoying black guys. You even fucked a few of hubby’s white friends.

Now your hubby is away working overseas leaving you in a new country. You are at home a single woman, alone not quite in her prime, put on a bit of weight but still pretty good, and still very hot for cock. You have met a few guys so you have some contacts but you feel a need for company and to try new things. You first spend a couple of months doing the things you should, shopping, reading trying to be good but your needs get greater the more you deny yourself.

Now you start to get hot for cock your pussy needs the kind of filling that masturbation can’t fulfil hard flesh. You thoughts become obsessed with hard black dick. You fantasise about it all the time. You decide to do something about it, look for some sex. You want it, big, black, hot ,hard and dominant. You go to conventional dating agencies but find all the men are just looking for wives. They all want to be the husband in waiting but all you crave is being stripped and spread and used. You start to look at contact magazines that you were first introduced to by a friend, and feel a little more comfortable with that with that process as it keeps it on an open basis with clear understanding on both sides as to what is offered and promised. There are risks but need outweighs them.

You place and ad “Single mature woman 5ft 8 , wants to meet strong well hung, dominant black men etc. The mail address is there and you put some sexy picture not the best but as good as you can do. Just putting it out there in the open, showing your desire to be used by black men is a sexual buzz in itself. You check your mail every day but only disappointment. Then you give up maybe they don’t like what they see? Then a few days later you go there just through habit and there is a big envelope with loads of mail inside. Your spirits rise and your pussy gets damp with the thought of what they will be like. You read through them, inexperienced, but willing and wanting. At this stage you would meet all of them but you put them into categories age, location, then you cut it down to, looks, cock size attitude, single or married and then you reply to 7 or 8.

They come back quick this time and you start to mail and then you phone and chat. It is exhilarating stuff but you are anxious you don’t have a man to be with you and look after you but it makes it a bit more exciting. New mail is coming in all the time and finally you have a list of men to see and you push the boat out and go to meet your first guy. You have seen his pictures, he has seen yours and you know he is hung and likes to be in control. He isn’t slim but he made you laugh on the phone and seemed open and fun. You look at his picture. Large in all ways, tall, very thick set, a bull of a man with very black skin and a very thick cock. You had hoped for slim and hard bodies but the two you made as first choice were not available, one lied and was overseas the other did not reply to your email. You are learning but you have a long way to go. You have a bath and soak your pussy which is twinging with anticipation. You paint your nails and trim your bikini line. You wash and dry and comb your hair. You put on some makeup not sure if he likes lots of make up, or the understated look so you settle for somewhere in the middle. You get dressed it is not easy - do I go

 

[funwife04]

tarty, screaming fuck me, or classy saying melt me if you can, or somewhere in between but with no underwear. You are feeling sexy so you put on a soft skirt, fitting top with cleavage and no bra, let him see the hard nipples, and very sexy see thru panties and strappy high heeled sandals with painted toes. You feel good and set of to meet the man who is still a stranger, despite telephone calls and mail. You arranged to meet in a local place where you can have a drink and some food. He chose the venue and says it is good quality with good atmosphere. You are mindful that this isn’t romance it is sex, no strings sex. That’s what their replies said they were looking for and what you offered so you have agreed the terms or don’t meet. The venue is in a hotel. You are early damn you want to look cool and not too needy so you sit and adjust your hair and check your lipstick. You see cars coming in with men and you look trying to see if one is him but no. You go into the restaurant it is nicely lit and you have a good glance in the mirror that hangs in the small foyer. You look at yourself , pat your dress and tell yourself you look good. Then a deep breath and you walk in. He sees you first and so must have been really looking out for you anxious that perhaps you wont show. A good sign he is keen. You walk over trying to feel relaxed and loose but your heart is pounding. He is standing and your get your first small disappointment and touch of reality as you see his is quite a bit larger than his pictures but you keep cool and take his very formal outstretched hand and shake it mumbling nice to meet you at last. There is a uncomfortable pause as he looks you over and you stand self conscious hoping he likes you. His eyes have lust in them and you think well I am here I had better make the most of it. You sit down and he asks in that lovely deep voice you liked over the phone what you would like to drink. You feel a bit warmer. He gets a waiter, fully in control now, and well practiced he does it with ease. We order and then there is a hesitant start but he complements you on your looks you lie a bit and complement him. Yes he is very black, nice: he is tall nice: he is confident, very nice: he is really overweight, not so nice: but you are here so enjoy it. You chat and order food and drink a bit more than usual nervous but not too bad. He is very accomplished and articulate and you are soon at ease. There is a bit of hand touching and flirting and it is getting to be fun. The meal is over and you offer to pay half felling that at least if you decide to leave he wont feel aggrieved but he insists, again taking control, making it go his way. Then you get up and start to leave his hand is gentle on your back as he guides you to the door and through it then it moves to your shoulder and turns you in the direction of the hotel lifts, this is the time to say goodbye but you don’t he has control and you are in the lift. You know there is no turning back he is going to fuck you now. He is there his arm round you smiling and a white guy is trying not to look at you and him but you know what he is thinking even in these enlightened days.

You come out the lift and walk to his room with skill he opens the door whilst his arm is still holding you and ushers you inside. It is the standard double, neat clean and well appointed. He locks the door behind you and comes up behind kissing your neck you give a little shudder if feels soo good and you press back enjoying the sensation running through your body and wetting your pussy. He then turns you and you kiss deep his tongue quick and forceful is exploring your mouth, his hands cup your buttocks and press you to his crotch and you feel a thickness that is pleasing against your thigh. You are not truly aroused and then he pushes you down onto your knees and you get an immediate rush of sensual pleasure as you are now submissive and he is in control.. He says “ get it out bitch you know you want it” and your whole being tingles as you undo his trousers and there under his large belly is a thick and tumescent, wonderful black velvet cock, cushioned by a pair of really large balls. He grabs your head and pulls you to his cock and you take it in your mouth your heart pounding your pussy dripping. This is what you dreamed of doing what you were made to do, pleasing a black man, worshiping the thing that you know will fill you with pleasure when he is ready. You suck him and lick his swollen cock head running your tongue round the flange tasting him, and dipping the tip into his little hole then taking it into your mouth feeling the hardness and texture. It is wonderful and you are already thinking of how it will feel inside you and those tiny fingers of sensation are running from you pussy up your body to your breasts and throat. You can actually feel your pussy lips swell and open as they get wet and your mind is signalling to your body how much you crave this black shaft. You run your tongue down the shaft then kiss is lightly then you go to his balls and kiss them and you tell him how much you love his cock and want to please him and he grunts deeply looking down at you the white bitch on her knees pleasing him. He enjoys your ministrations until your knees are getting sore and you want to stop but don’t want to upset him. Then he pulls back and you are left kneeling saliva dribbling down your chin so inelegant and humiliating. He turns from you and undresses leaving you kneeling. He lies on the bed and tells you to undress. You stand up and begin to remove your clothes under his watchful gaze hoping he will like what you are offering. He says nothing until you start to remove your shoes then he tells you to leave them on and calls you over to the bed. You comply and he watches you come to him then reaches out and grasps your breasts as you knees beside him. He pinches your hard nipples and you wince a bit but it is sweet pain and you don’t refuse his pleasure this is your role to serve this black king. He pulls and pinches watching you as you try to hide the little pangs of pain enjoying your discomfort making you know your place in his world. Then his big hand slips down between your slightly parted legs and cups your vulva. You let out an involuntary sigh of pleasure it has been so long since a man let alone a black man held your pussy and the sexual rush is almost overpowering. He smiles as he feels your dripping wet hole confirming your want for him. He withdraws and lies back playing with his very thick cock and tells you to open your hole for him to look at you. You kneel there whilst he watches you open your cunt for him no shame in ******** yourself totally to his gaze it is his an he can enjoy it as he wants. You nipples are so hard they hurt. Your hole is dripping and your face is flushed but still he keeps you there in your shame making you pull it open and finger yourself and tell him how much you want him to fuck you and to tell him what a ***** you are and that only fit to be a black mans toy. You say it you beg it you are so aroused and your mind is racing back where it should be under someone else’s control you are not responsible anymore for your actions he has you for what he wants and you are loving it.

 

[funwife04]

He leans forward and grabs you pulling you down beside him and he straddles your waist his large belly on you with his cock hanging above your torso his balls resting on you. He looks down at you and says “You want it bitch?” You nod yes. “Say it ***** say you want my nigger dick” His voice is harsh and cold. He tells you to push your tits together and you comply. He wets his cock with saliva and pushes it between your tits and titty fucks, you telling you to open your mouth so his cock can slide in . It is an awkward position hard on the neck as you strain to keep it there for his cock then he slide forward and is above you his cock in your mouth and he starts to fuck you from that position his cock ramming into your throat and you gag but you cant complain and he is enjoying our discomfort. He finally tires of this and leave you gasping for breath chocking and couching. He moves down between your legs . “Spread them bitch” he say and slaps your inner thighs. You look down at his blackness against your white thighs and a shiver of excitement runs through you as you look at his cock and know you will soon feel the wonderful pleasure of it unfolding your open hole. He looks down at you spread there open for him his toy his white trash *****. He guides his cock to your pussy lips and rubs it in the wetness and you moan, you can’t help it the sensation is so intense on your clit. He pushes a couple of times to open the lips and then in one strong push he rams it home looking into your face to enjoy your contorted face the humiliation of his white bitch ,lost in pain and pleasure all her defences gone now just a body full of sensation, and need. He holds it in deep looking at you as you lie there you face flushed and contorted at its worst and he smiles. “You want it don’t you *****? You want nigga dick so bad your lost to whitey forever” and he begins to pound into you. You are screaming, begging pleading your hands reaching to pull him down so you can hug him but finding only air. You legs come up so he can get in deep you thank him and tell him you love it your whole body from your clit to your nipples is on fire with wave of wave of pleasure as his cock fills you and for those moments you truly love him you have let him into your most secret place, you have become his to enjoy and it fills you with such a deep need to love him and to give to him. You are in another place and see and feel only what is there between your legs, filling you stretching you, giving you sweet pain and pleasure for this time you love this man and want his baby, his seed his approbation. You moan and say “ Oh babe I want you I want you soo bad please, please babe fuck me, fuck me fuck, me hard”. He just wants to use you for his pleasure and knowing you are so wanting, gives him power and pleasure and he loves the control he now exerts. He fucks you hard and long and you cum and cum and you scream and scream at the intensity of what churns you inside and all the mixed emotions you feel at the time of release and then he flops down heavy on you and with a wonderful groan of pleasure he holds his black cock deep in you and unloads his seed deep into your belly crushing you with his weight and you whisper. “Thank you darling thank you, give it to me, give it all” You lie crushed under his very large body and he gets his breath back. He has had his fill for no and he rolls over and lies his eyes shut soaking up his pleasure. You lie beside him your legs open your pussy dripping cum down your ass onto the bed realising why only black can truly satisfy you.

You are his now and as he lies you look at that wonderful black thing that gave you so much pleasure all glistening from being in you and from his cum and you lean over and touch it. He looks up and smiles “Clean it bitch” and you take it in your mouth and you suck the salty metallic fluids and clean him whilst he lies watching you. He is your master your superior and you will always need his sexual power or one like him to fulfil you. You look down and open your legs thinking of the blackness that has been deep in you and realise you will be back for more.

 

[dawn is here]

Mmmmmm, thank you fun wife for a wonderful story. So well written and so subtle in describing how our feelings sometimes know that desire or that need that comes from somewhere within. The ending as you laid there knowing you would return is classic. Need I say I enjoyed it immensely as it describes a inner feeling that you have to experience to appreciate. Thank you so much for sharing. dawn