Wants
There is this guy I have been seeing somewhat for about a month now. He is very much an Alpha male, whereas my husband is very much a beta male. Alex, my new BF, is everything my husband isn’t. He is a master mechanic, a general contractor, he has a big monster truck, his own business, he owns his own plane and he is very dominant.
Me and my husband went to see Alex at his shop today. Alex fondled me and we kissed and my husband didn’t even notice. After we left, I asked my husband why he didn’t notice me playing with Alex and Alex rubbing my tits, and me pulling up my top so that Alex could kiss them. My husband said he saw it as being playful, not sexual. I asked my husband why he didn’t see me and Alex playing as sexual. He said that it just didn’t register to him that what we did was sexual. I had to inform my husband that it was both playful and sexual, and that normal people don’t normally go around feeling each other up. My husband apologized for it not clicking that way in his mind.
I have to wonder some times if my husband is a man at all. He has the body parts of a man, although small. And he does well at supporting his family and going to work every day to a job he hates, while I am out playing with other men.
While we were at Alex’s shop, he told my husband (who he has only met once) that he (Alex) is an Alpha, and he always has been. He will fight to protect those he cares about. I have told my husband that I have never really felt safe with him. I believe that if anything went down where I really needed him to be there and protect me that he would run. My husband lowered his head. He knew I was right.
I asked my husband why he thought that I was so attracted to Alex. My husband said, “Because he is like the star football player every girl wants to be with.” And I said, “Hell yes he is!” And my husband was right. Alex is very much an Alpha male. My husband is very much a beta male. When we were at Alex’s shop, Alex told my husband that he likes having me around, and the two of us playing. He also told my husband that he thought that he (my husband) was cool for allowing him to be intimate with me. I had to relate to Alex that my husband will let any man do anything he wants with me. Alex said that wasn’t cool. And I agreed.
I love my husband, but sometimes I wish my husband was more of a man than he is. I often wish that my husband was like the other men I have in my life, but he isn’t and won’t ever be.
My husband is very feminine. He is very girly in many ways. I see him as a girlfriend much more than a man in my life. No. I don’t feel safe with him. I know that if I ever needed protection that I could never count on him. I also know that when it comes to sex, my husband has a very childish view. My husband doesn’t see me grasping another man’s cock or deep kissing another man as sexual. He just sees it as playful. It also takes my husband forever to get an erection. When I want to have sex with my husband, I am usually out of the mood by the time he gets himself hard. With Alex, he gets hard just because I am there.
I have been told that I am a horrible person for wanting my husband to be like other men are, at least in some way. I don’t think I am wrong for wanting my husband to be a man, and to make me feel like a woman. Am I?
This is my husband
You would think that he would jump at the chance to receive some sex, but he doesn't. He never pays attention to my tits, and most men love my DDD tits. What do you think about them?
There is this guy I have been seeing somewhat for about a month now. He is very much an Alpha male, whereas my husband is very much a beta male. Alex, my new BF, is everything my husband isn’t. He is a master mechanic, a general contractor, he has a big monster truck, his own business, he owns his own plane and he is very dominant.
Me and my husband went to see Alex at his shop today. Alex fondled me and we kissed and my husband didn’t even notice. After we left, I asked my husband why he didn’t notice me playing with Alex and Alex rubbing my tits, and me pulling up my top so that Alex could kiss them. My husband said he saw it as being playful, not sexual. I asked my husband why he didn’t see me and Alex playing as sexual. He said that it just didn’t register to him that what we did was sexual. I had to inform my husband that it was both playful and sexual, and that normal people don’t normally go around feeling each other up. My husband apologized for it not clicking that way in his mind.
I have to wonder some times if my husband is a man at all. He has the body parts of a man, although small. And he does well at supporting his family and going to work every day to a job he hates, while I am out playing with other men.
While we were at Alex’s shop, he told my husband (who he has only met once) that he (Alex) is an Alpha, and he always has been. He will fight to protect those he cares about. I have told my husband that I have never really felt safe with him. I believe that if anything went down where I really needed him to be there and protect me that he would run. My husband lowered his head. He knew I was right.
I asked my husband why he thought that I was so attracted to Alex. My husband said, “Because he is like the star football player every girl wants to be with.” And I said, “Hell yes he is!” And my husband was right. Alex is very much an Alpha male. My husband is very much a beta male. When we were at Alex’s shop, Alex told my husband that he likes having me around, and the two of us playing. He also told my husband that he thought that he (my husband) was cool for allowing him to be intimate with me. I had to relate to Alex that my husband will let any man do anything he wants with me. Alex said that wasn’t cool. And I agreed.
I love my husband, but sometimes I wish my husband was more of a man than he is. I often wish that my husband was like the other men I have in my life, but he isn’t and won’t ever be.
My husband is very feminine. He is very girly in many ways. I see him as a girlfriend much more than a man in my life. No. I don’t feel safe with him. I know that if I ever needed protection that I could never count on him. I also know that when it comes to sex, my husband has a very childish view. My husband doesn’t see me grasping another man’s cock or deep kissing another man as sexual. He just sees it as playful. It also takes my husband forever to get an erection. When I want to have sex with my husband, I am usually out of the mood by the time he gets himself hard. With Alex, he gets hard just because I am there.
I have been told that I am a horrible person for wanting my husband to be like other men are, at least in some way. I don’t think I am wrong for wanting my husband to be a man, and to make me feel like a woman. Am I?
This is my husband
You would think that he would jump at the chance to receive some sex, but he doesn't. He never pays attention to my tits, and most men love my DDD tits. What do you think about them?