Thank you
All I can say is 'Thank you' for the kind comments which you've posted. You're right, I know it's true. To be honest, it's taken a while to get the courage to write it in the first place. So, here goes. First, I still love my husband and couldn't and wouldn't leave him. Not just because of the accident. We've had good times and bad like everyone but I have to be honest that since the accident I had missed the sex. The only reason I got my job was to get me out of an empty house when he was working or undergoing treatment and the children were at school or at my parents. There was no thought on anything else.
So, I started work at a printing firm doing stores administration. Enjoyed it too, kept me busy and active. I have a really good friend there, Kath, and we got on like a house on fire.
End of August she was having a big party to celibrate her 25th wedding aniversary. A real swanky do which me and my husband got an invite to. I went through every which way to decline, mostly because my husband couldn't have faced it. I let it slip also he was going for further treatment the Monday before the do and with my kids in Florida with my parents, Kath piled on the pressure.
I made excuses about nothing to wear and so on but she was having none of it. She took me shopping, got a nice pair of black strapy sandles and a nice backless dress which went round my neck to cover over my tits.
Day of the party shows up and I was still looking for ways out. It had been ages since I went out even more so dressed up. I was really concerned about not wearing a bra, no way you can with the dress, even though I swim and try hard to keep in shape.
Badgered by Kaths phone calls I got ready and the car came to pick me up and we got to the very large and swanky home of her husbands closest friend who sorted it all out. Loads of people, lots of food, drink, dancing and I felt as if I was the only person there lost in a sea of people. People passed the odd comment but I felt very much alone. To be honest, I hadn't noticed any people really, black, white, whatever colour. Even though it's her party, Kath kept an eye on me and introduced me to several people and finally to a black guy who was a friend of the house owner. Grant was charming and good to talk to and after a while and when the slow dance came on, insisted I danced. It had been a while! Quite a sensation too, having his hand on my bare back. I kept myself calm as I had no intention of doing anything.
Dance finished and we seperated. I wasn't ***** by then but a little light headed and I went off walking round the garden and house. Went upstairs to the loo and explored a little more and ended up in a small bedroom upstairs. I was looking out of the window when I heard the door shut behind me. Grant stood there with his back to the closed door looking at me. I made a little small talk and he told me how good I looked. I said thanks but that I was married. He told me he knew and knew what I'd been through and I had needs. He then locked the door.
I didn't panic, didn't have time to as he was across the room and on me before I knew it. Hands running over me, kissing me, I tried to wriggle a bit but knew in my heart of hearts it was pointless.
I was pushed on my back onto the bed no time to react at all and he was on me again. I remember thinking how easy I was to overpower and that the dress was now a real disadvantage as he had a hand inside it squeezing my tits and nipples. He told me not to scream or resist, just enjoy what was going to happen to me. I was rolled onto my belly and my dress hitched up. My panties were roughly pulled off and I felt him once more work on my tits. My first thought was I shouldn't be doing this but then I could feel the pleasure from his groping hands.
Next I felt something being pushed into my cunt. I tried to wriggle again but got told to keep still and realised he was pushing two fingers into me. In my cunt her started working me, teasing my clit roughly which brought me to an orgasam very quickly, my first with a man in very long time.
I was just recovering when I felt him between my legs. Don't ask me as I have no idea how long or wide his cock is all I could feel was my cunt stretching to take the width and feel it go deeper inside my cunt than my husband ever had. Gripping and feeling my tits he started to pump me extremly deep. His thrusts inside me were slow and deep to start and again, didn't take me long to cum and I did hard. As it finished I knew he liked that as he thrust harder at me. Said he'd watched me since I got there and he was going to fuck me like I'd never been fucked before. He'd decided to as soon as he saw me.
His thrust into me grew harder and he was rougher feeling my tits, he was fucking me extremly hard and all I could feel was the next orgasam building which hit me far harder. Once it was over, he took his cock out and rolled me on my back. He undid my dress at the neck and pulled it off. Funny things you remember, I lay there naked except for my sandles and was struck by the thought of his cock glistening from being inside me. He got back between my legs and got them over his shoulders. Gripping my wrists firmly he slid back inside my cunt and took up the deep hard thrusts into me. Just before I got lost in it again I'd seen a clock on the window sill, he'd been working on me for nearly 90 minutes.
The next orgasam built up quickly and was getting very intense, so much so he clamped his hand over my mouth to shut me up. By the time it had subsided I was exhausted but it didn't stop him, he carried on fucking me hard and deep.
God knows how long after but he said I better pray my contraception works as he was going to cum in me. Hadn't thought about it until then but I have an implant in my arm to help with my time of the month.
He gripped my arse hard as he came, it seemed to last ages and I could feel his seed pumping into me and a lot of it. Finally, he stopped thrusting at me as the last of his seed was pumped into my very sore cunt.
Still gripping my wrists, he stayed inside me as he slowly went soft. Looking at the clock again, he'd been on me for two and a half hours.
He stood up and got my panties. I was told to put them on but stay on the bed. I could feel some of his seed leak from me wetting my panties.
Told to stand up, I was given my dress and helped into it. This remains between you and me he told me. I remember just nodding.
He let me out of the room and told me to stay while the party wound down. I mingeled a bit, spoke to Kath then Grant came up and his charm was eviident once more. I said I should go and Grant said he'd take me home.
Funny thing was, we chatted like nothing had happened, about family, job and so on. At my home I even asked him if he'd like a tea or coffee but he declined. He kissed me on the cheek, said I was good and he wanted to talk to me later. I gave him my phone number and went indoors.
