Now, after all this time, I have admitted first to him and now to myself - that I did suck his cock - and yes, in a way it was an erotic experience for me, should the occasion present itself again I would no qualms about sucking this man’s cock again. He’s told me next time not only will I suck his cock but his balls too. That while he fucks my woman ~ he’ll have me lick his rim too! I told him there’s no way I would do that, he told me that at one time there was no way I’d suck that big black cock of his, HE has always known I sucked his cock. I now know I did and even admit to it.
He won’t tell me if he and Julie had planned for me to suck his dick, I never admitted to Julie I had sucked him so I can’t ask her again, on the drive home that night when I said to her about Jeff having tried to put his cock in my mouth, I asked if she was aware he was going to try to do that, she never really answered me, both of them have left me guessing what was planned for me that night, I know Jeff planned all along to make me suck his dick, I guess I’ll never know if he and my wife schemed together, hopefully the shame is mine alone and no one but Jeff knows what he suffered on me ~ likewise I give all kudos to Jeff, he took a proud white man, treated me with without any consideration and contempt. HE instilled in me feelings of abject inferiority to him and all well hung black studs ~ this bull, my sexual master, turned me into a cock sucking cuckold, the feelings of inferiority last to this day.
He won’t tell me if he and Julie had planned for me to suck his dick, I never admitted to Julie I had sucked him so I can’t ask her again, on the drive home that night when I said to her about Jeff having tried to put his cock in my mouth, I asked if she was aware he was going to try to do that, she never really answered me, both of them have left me guessing what was planned for me that night, I know Jeff planned all along to make me suck his dick, I guess I’ll never know if he and my wife schemed together, hopefully the shame is mine alone and no one but Jeff knows what he suffered on me ~ likewise I give all kudos to Jeff, he took a proud white man, treated me with without any consideration and contempt. HE instilled in me feelings of abject inferiority to him and all well hung black studs ~ this bull, my sexual master, turned me into a cock sucking cuckold, the feelings of inferiority last to this day.