Hi Everyone,
I have been leading a secret life for a couple years now. There are things I want to get off my chest so I came her to talk about them.
let's start with I'm 31 years old and have been married for 4 years, I'm a petite, in-shape, blonde and have been told I'm "pretty hot". I love my husband and have since we met. We get along together great and he's a very caring, handsome and soft spoken man. 6 years ago when we met our sex was great! It was good for about 3 years then things started to slow down. It's not all his fault and mostly mine. 3 years ago my sex drive started to go nuts and I mean nuts. I wanted to have sex with him almost every day. I was wearing him out and he used to make excuses when I made sexual advances,he just couldn't keep up and started to feel bad. We tried toy and role play but it was short lived. I was so horny with lack of hot sex I had to go pleasure myself in various ways. It got to the point I was masturbating more and more to make up for what he couldn't provide me with and to satisfy my now ferocious sex drive.
I never told him I got myself off at least 2-3 times a day. I started to keep it a secret and find different ways and places to get off and was it was escalating fast. So I finally decided to see a doctor to ask about why I was feeling this way all the time. I secretly went to a specialist who overtime diagnosed me with being "sexually hyperactive" and having a hyperactive sexual desire and an addictive response to sexual stimuli. I never told my husband this or any of my girlfriends when I found out and kept it a secret. I have no problem keeping a secret to not hurt me or someone. I decided not to tell him so he wouldn't felt pressured or feel like not enough of a man for me (which sexually he wasn't). I also didn't tell my friends so they wouldn't look down to me for being weird, slutty or talk behind my back and spread rumors.
So I have been secretly doing A LOT of promiscuous things for the past 2 years to satisfy myself sexual desire and would love to get them off my chest. I don't want to lose my husband because he can't provide for me. I would really like to cuckold him and make him a part of my sexual appetite. He doesn't need to perform sexually this way and gets to enjoy seeing me having wild sex.
So here I am, CONFUSED......am I a Slut?
Thx Jenny
I have been leading a secret life for a couple years now. There are things I want to get off my chest so I came her to talk about them.
let's start with I'm 31 years old and have been married for 4 years, I'm a petite, in-shape, blonde and have been told I'm "pretty hot". I love my husband and have since we met. We get along together great and he's a very caring, handsome and soft spoken man. 6 years ago when we met our sex was great! It was good for about 3 years then things started to slow down. It's not all his fault and mostly mine. 3 years ago my sex drive started to go nuts and I mean nuts. I wanted to have sex with him almost every day. I was wearing him out and he used to make excuses when I made sexual advances,he just couldn't keep up and started to feel bad. We tried toy and role play but it was short lived. I was so horny with lack of hot sex I had to go pleasure myself in various ways. It got to the point I was masturbating more and more to make up for what he couldn't provide me with and to satisfy my now ferocious sex drive.
I never told him I got myself off at least 2-3 times a day. I started to keep it a secret and find different ways and places to get off and was it was escalating fast. So I finally decided to see a doctor to ask about why I was feeling this way all the time. I secretly went to a specialist who overtime diagnosed me with being "sexually hyperactive" and having a hyperactive sexual desire and an addictive response to sexual stimuli. I never told my husband this or any of my girlfriends when I found out and kept it a secret. I have no problem keeping a secret to not hurt me or someone. I decided not to tell him so he wouldn't felt pressured or feel like not enough of a man for me (which sexually he wasn't). I also didn't tell my friends so they wouldn't look down to me for being weird, slutty or talk behind my back and spread rumors.
So I have been secretly doing A LOT of promiscuous things for the past 2 years to satisfy myself sexual desire and would love to get them off my chest. I don't want to lose my husband because he can't provide for me. I would really like to cuckold him and make him a part of my sexual appetite. He doesn't need to perform sexually this way and gets to enjoy seeing me having wild sex.
So here I am, CONFUSED......am I a Slut?
Thx Jenny