carrieanne72 said:
Good evening everyone. I really appreciate the comments, feedback and encouragement.
Good evening, Ms. Carrieanne. And, you’re more than welcome. We (or most of us on this forum, I’m sure) would certainly not want a strongly-sexual married woman such as yourself to be anything other than fully satisfied.
carrieanne72 said:
Saturday was life-altering for me.
Good!
carrieanne72 said:
I now know I'll never be satisfied by my husband’s small cock.
That’s important. Even if your husband had a much larger cock, it would be important to recognize — and for him to acknowledge — that spending your sex life with him only, one man, would not likely result in a lifetime of emotional and sexual satisfaction for you.
carrieanne72 said:
Some of you may disagree with my approach.
Not at all. Your approach was sound. Actually taking a lover — semi-secretly, as you’ve done — is an important first step toward transforming your husband to your self-acknowledged cuckold, because it has, almost certainly, increased your confidence in being able to do so successfully.
carrieanne72 said:
I had to see if I could go through with fucking another man and enjoying it before I brought my husband into the picture.
Yes, of course, that’s totally understandable…
carrieanne72 said:
My husband has, for about a year, from time to time, brought up saying that he would like to see me fuck another man.
That, by definition, means your husband wants to become your self-acknowledged cuckold. That isn’t surprising. There are lots of men who would like to see their wives more fully pleasured by other men. It sounds like he was slightly ahead of you with this concept, until you took the initiative and fucked your young coworker. If you were to look at your husband’s Internet history, you might find he’s been preoccupied with sites devoted to the concept of “cuckold husband / hotwife” marriages, in which the husband formally agrees his wife is free to date, seduce, and fuck whomever she wishes, while he agrees to remain faithful to her (and does so). (Although if your husband has been systematically erasing his Internet history, there might not be anything there.)
carrieanne72 said:
Saturday after work, I went out with my coworker and he bought me a couple of drinks. That loosened me up and we talked about a lot of things. He’s up for this lifestyle.
Good work!
carrieanne72 said:
He is completely obsessed with my tits.
So much the better. There should be many ways you can use that as a basis for keeping him stimulated. You might consider, as I mentioned (above), purchasing a low-cut, perhaps black (to emphasize the contrast), uplift bra with nipple holes, along with crotchless panties to facilitate fucking your young coworker whenever the two of you feel the urge. (If you google “bras with nipple holes” I think you’ll find there are plenty available online, if not in a local sex shop.)
One wonders if his mother has large tits....
carrieanne72 said:
We went to his apartment, and he gave me one of the hardest fucks I've ever had. At just over 8" his cock is nearly twice the size of my husband’s. He filled me completely, something I haven't had in a very long time. It didn't take me long to cum, then he filled me with his cum.
Excellent! Eight inches is very impressive. And, bringing you to orgasm before ejaculating himself shows your new lover knows how to satisfy a woman.
carrieanne72 said:
I didn't have a whole lot of time to stay, so I got dressed. We were in his living room; as I was about to leave, he pulled down my pants and bent me over his couch and fucked me doggy style (again). It had barely been 30 minutes since he fucked me, and his cock was back in me hard as a rock. He again filled my pussy with cum and it felt amazing. I knew then that my husband had better get used to me fucking men with bigger cocks.
Great! It sounds like you were well-satisfied. You scored a winner. And, your conclusion is appropriate.
carrieanne72 said:
Sunday night, while in bed with my husband, I brought up "his idea" of me fucking another man. I asked if he was still up for that. He said he was. I then asked: “So, if some evening I came home with a pussy full of cum you would like that?" He smiled and said, “Of course.”
Perfect. You’ve verified that your husband wants to become your self-acknowledged cuckold.
carrieanne72 said:
Right now it's my little secret that he ate another mans cum out of my pussy last Saturday night. I'm not sure which turns me on more, him eating cum out of me and not knowing or coming home and showing him another mans cum in my pussy.
Given that your husband has told you, more than once, that it’s OK for you fuck other men — and indeed, he wants to watch you do so sometime — it’s not a good idea for you, having taken him up on his invitation, to fuck your lover regularly while trying to keep it a secret.
I say this because maintaining a good… or even a merely acceptable… marriage depends on mutual trust. If your husband begins to suspect you’ve taken a lover… as he will… while you continue trying to remain secretive about it, it will be only a short step from there to your husband suspecting you may clean out all of his and your joint accounts and run off with your lover. That’s a prescription for a marriage likely to head downhill and culminate in divorce.
If, after all your husbands reassurances, you feel you still aren’t sure how he’ll respond to the reality of you having made him your cuckold, I suggest easing him into it by suggesting he might find these articles of interest (you could e-mail him the links):
The Science of Cuckoldry
by sex therapist and relationships counselor Susan Gower:
http://cuckoldcouple.wordpress.com/the-science-of-cuckoldry/
The cuckold phenomena;
The cuckold husband / hotwife phenomena,
by Dr. Cherry Lee, Ph.D.
http://cuckoldcouple.wordpress.com/the-cuckold-phenomena/
(after, of course, reading them yourself). (If the links don’t connect, you can google the titles.) Then, at a suitable time in the evening, perhaps after you have him in bed and while fondling his cock, you can ask him… whispering in his ear… if he read those articles. He’ll say yes; he won’t have been able to resist. Then: “Does that idea still appeal to you, darling…?” He’ll say “yes” again, or something equivalent (presumably), since he has already told you he wants that. Then, while fondling his cock more vigorously, you can tell him: “Well, your dreams have been realized, baby… last night you ate another man’s cum from my pussy. You’re my cuckold, sweetheart.” As you say that, bring him to orgasm with your hand to (in effect) force him to acknowledge, to himself as well as to you, how turned on he is by you telling him straight out that you’ve fucked another man.
Part of the reason for fondling your husband’s cock during the above conversation, or something like it, is: a man will agree to almost anything when he’s on the brink of orgasm. So, on the unlikely chance your husband seems recalcitrant, it will give you the option of pouting and reducing or ceasing your masturbation of him, while whispering some words of disappointment in his ear. That should bring him back to an appropriate state of agreeableness — at which point, you can resume masturbating him.
It was good practice to expect your husband to go down on you when you came home after fucking your lover. As your husband becomes your self-acknowledged cuckold, it’s important for him to recognize you expect him to clean other men’s cum from your pussy each time you come home from a date. A way to do this that would place your husband in a suitably-subservient position, and be comfortable for both of you, would be to purchase a queening stool. See, for instance:
Queens and kings, homepage:
http://queens.smbsolutionsuk.net/home.htm
History of queening:
http://queens.smbsolutionsuk.net/the_history_of_queening.htm and associated links, and/or:
Fetish Furniture Factory (queening furniture):
http://www.fetishfurniturefactory.com/fetish_furniture_factory.htm
[Disclaimer: I am not associated in any way with the manufacturers or distributors of queening furniture, and gain nothing, financial nor otherwise, from suggesting their products.]
carrieanne72 said:
Guess who's coming home with a pussy full of cum next weekend…?
You are, I hope, Ms. Carrieanne. And, congratulations again for successfully taking your eight-inch 19 year-old coworker as your lover!