mmmm, some of these posts are really turning me on.
I think I have got fatter, and I'm not quite sure what to make of it. My boyfriend still loves me and finds me sexually attractive. He's always loved my bum, and still does. But occasionally I find him staring at my belly and thighs, and I know he's thinking about how much weight I've put on since we first met. I used to be so skinny my doctor at one point thought I might be anorexic.
Through swinging and cuckold sites I've come across plenty of guys who wanted to fuck me, but after first contact with most of them I get the impression they're desperate guys who are just looking for willing pussy to put their cock, no matter what. Do they actually find me attractive? Or do they just think I'm a fat ugly slut they can fuck and therefore get a an orgasm that's slightly better than a wank?
In some ways (and this surprises me, I don't quite understand it myself- can anyone shed some light?) - I'm turned on by being a submissive fat slut - but the guy helping me out with my fantasy would still have to find me attractive. I have more to say on this. Please find some pics attached of the younI think the responses I've had have been black and white: 'yes, you are fat' 'no, you're not fat'. Also, I wonder if you guys are telling me what you think I want to hear, rather than being honest.
Please be specific. I've come up with the following categories:
1. Yes, I have put on weight, but you don't think I'm fat and you find me sexy.
2. Yes, I have put on weight, but you don't think I'm fat and you
don't find me sexy.
3. Yes, I have put on weight and you think I'm fat (not just talking about my ass), but you still find me sexy.
4. 3. Yes, I have put on weight and you think I'm fat (not just talking about my ass), and you
don't find me sexy.
5. No, I haven't put on weight.
Also, what about my 'fat submissive slut' fantasy:
A. You find me sexy, and you'd honestly enjoy playing along with the fantasy.
B. You don't find me sexy, but would enjoy playing along with my fantasy.
C. You find me sexy, but you wouldn't like to play along with my fantasy.
D. You don't find me sexy, and you wouldn't want to play along with my fantasy.
Therefore, you could say you're a 1A and explain why.
That make sense? The more responses, the more pics u get to see,