Hello everyone, I am going through something that seems weird to me, but maybe it’s more common than I realize.
So, I have been a lifestyle submissive cuckold slave for 24 years, and held the fetish for 30. About 4 weeks ago, had a … profound emotional breakthrough that caused me to understand WHY i became attracted to sadistic women in the first place, and just like that a 30 year paraphilia went from concrete to foam to dust and blew away.
All of a sudden, after 30 years of sub cuck kink, that part of me is just…gone. And what I am evolving into is a primal switchy top.
Has anyone ever heard of such a major change in someone’s sexual identity, so quickly, at 49 years old? I wouldn’t believe myself if I weren’t living it. But I suppose if ANYTHING could inspire that kind of paradigm shift, it would have to be a major emotional breakthrough that clears a serious early life trauma.
So I guess it tracks.
But I am reaching out to the community for a little support, because this is kind of freaking me out and blowing my mind to flip so completely so quickly.
Hope y’all are having a great day!
So, I have been a lifestyle submissive cuckold slave for 24 years, and held the fetish for 30. About 4 weeks ago, had a … profound emotional breakthrough that caused me to understand WHY i became attracted to sadistic women in the first place, and just like that a 30 year paraphilia went from concrete to foam to dust and blew away.
All of a sudden, after 30 years of sub cuck kink, that part of me is just…gone. And what I am evolving into is a primal switchy top.
Has anyone ever heard of such a major change in someone’s sexual identity, so quickly, at 49 years old? I wouldn’t believe myself if I weren’t living it. But I suppose if ANYTHING could inspire that kind of paradigm shift, it would have to be a major emotional breakthrough that clears a serious early life trauma.
So I guess it tracks.
But I am reaching out to the community for a little support, because this is kind of freaking me out and blowing my mind to flip so completely so quickly.
Hope y’all are having a great day!
