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My confession - i get jelous

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This is 100% real. I often get really jelous about things and sometimes thee things turn me on when maybe they shouldn't. There is many things but one happened recently. We even argued about it and fell out.

A man was working in our garden. My GF offered him a coffee. I questioned why she did, thinking she was flirting or after attention. Thinking whatever her reasons that's how he would see it...her alone in the house. We fell out about it.

She couldn't give a reason why she did. But...that same day, and the next (knowing he was there) she laid out some of her sexiest lingerie (some of which she hasn't worn for a while) near the window. She's been happy nough to leave us fallen out and me not sleeping at home. She said she had his number to piss me off then said she was only saying that to wind me up.


What i'm asking, begging, pleading for...is for your comments...but not helpfull advise...i want you to say the worst, say what she's been up too and use my paranoia and hurt to detail the most disgusting possibilities you can imagine. I ask this because behind my concern is my arousal. Thankyou.
 
Sorry to hear you are having a hard time with things.

You have to realize, and it is not talked about much on these sites, sometimes we as cucks want the things that make us the most vulnerable. After all the act of being a cuckold is submissive, and by that we want to feel as vulnerable as possible. It also in some cases, such as a cheating wife, that starts the cuckold relationship, it might be a case of desensitizing your feelings and emotions.

I know in our case it was a little of both plus what guy doesn’t enjoy live porn and the gratification of seeing your wife be lusted after by another man. I was hurt badly by my wife’s affairs. I was, at the same time, excited that some other guy was that turned on by my wife, but at first the hurt as all consuming. I wanted to know why she would do that to me, and believe me, I would never have had an affair on her, I know typical cuck.

I wanted to let her enjoy herself, and be honest with me too, so we started down the path to this lifestyle. I do enjoy it, all in all, but I still have moments after 13 years of total fear and jealous. I hurt at times greatly but in the big picture I would never want her to stop now. It is very hard to see the lust she has for her lovers knowing that our lust has subsided in our 20 years together. Such is life, you can only watch a movie so many times before you do not enjoy it any longer. New is new and nothing will change that. Things get old and no matter what she knows every move i could think of in bed.

Just keep communicating with each other and take the ride. I liken it to the roller coaster ride. The apprehension of climbing the hill, the fear of the peak, the rush the fall, the g force of the bottom, then another hill, and on and on. When the ride is over you say, that was a blast, but if you ride again the experience is the same. Pain is very linked to pleasure, love is linked to hate, hurt is linked to joy, security is linked to insecurity. They are just opposite ends of each spectrum.

In closing, do you want to be with her? If so talk about your feelings with her and tell her to be honest with herself and you. If you don’t want to be with her you have to leave.

Good luck and remember, keep your arms and legs in the car till it comes to a complete stop....

Mecca
 
jealousy can be normal in all of this. my husband has his moments. but then we think about how this has brought new spice to our relationship. he really enjoys porn and he loves to see me naked...by allowing men to have me while he watches he realizes he gets the best of both. i dont love the men i have sex with, i love him. but i love sex and i love to orgasm and feel good. by combining this into me acting out with other men while he watches, he has learned not to be jealous. he isnt going to lose me just because i let men have sex with me. but i enjoy staring into his eyes while another man makes me cum and he has learned that letting me feel good is a good thing. good luck with your feelings...
 
curiousmale said:
This is 100% real. I often get really jelous about things and sometimes thee things turn me on when maybe they shouldn't. There is many things but one happened recently. We even argued about it and fell out.

A man was working in our garden. My GF offered him a coffee. I questioned why she did, thinking she was flirting or after attention. Thinking whatever her reasons that's how he would see it...her alone in the house. We fell out about it.

She couldn't give a reason why she did. But...that same day, and the next (knowing he was there) she laid out some of her sexiest lingerie (some of which she hasn't worn for a while) near the window. She's been happy nough to leave us fallen out and me not sleeping at home. She said she had his number to piss me off then said she was only saying that to wind me up.


What i'm asking, begging, pleading for...is for your comments...but not helpfull advise...i want you to say the worst, say what she's been up too and use my paranoia and hurt to detail the most disgusting possibilities you can imagine. I ask this because behind my concern is my arousal. Thankyou.
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Uhh, okay, well it's pretty clear that she's fucking him behind your back, I mean, why else would she lay out her lingerie for him to see?

She probably took him into the bedroom when you weren't there and sucked his fat cock until he came all over her face, then after he was hard again fucked him until she came all over his bare cock, then he dumped another load deep inside her. I bet they secretly laugh at you behind your back. You might as well just tell her she’s free to fuck him any time she likes and then offer to clean her up after.
 
Jealous? I feel it too. Excited, of course I do! In fact, the mix of excitement and jealousy is a very, how to say it, liberating experience.

Sometimes my wife would come back from work and told me that the guys could not believe that she looked so good after giving birth to 2 kids. In fact, some of them said to her that they could not stand looking at her because she makes them want to fuck the hell out of her. Stories like the guys voting my wife as one of the hottest mamas swaying her buttocks on the factory production line and telling her their cock size is awesome.
 
There's nothing wrong with a wife getting a little extra hard dick on the side.
Just tell her it is o.k., but you need to know the details so you have something good to jack off to.
 
For me, I don't mind if my wife would make a move towards any of her colleagues after they said that to her. It's entirely up to her anyway.

Yes, I would like some details as well.
 
curiousmale,

needless to day, I hope you don't get genuinely hurt in a way that doesn't bring you any sexual excitement.

Saying that, I must admit that it is very exciting to think about this man learning some of your girlfriend that's in the area of things meant only for you to see. Learning about a woman's lingerie and underwear is a great insight into their intimacies. That this girl has a boyfriend, and he's only supposed to see her in them, makes you wonder what's going through their heads about it.

IMO, women do that intentionally, and place them near a window, as an ad for upcoming attractions. This guy knows that if he returns to the window, he'll eventually get a fantastic performace of seeing your girl perform a fashion show for him.

Does that turn you on?
 
If a woman wants some dick on the side, she will get it. If you protest, she can leave you, get half or more of everything and still get the strange dick.
If you get some pussy on the side, she will leave you, get half or more of everything, then go get some strange dick on the side.
So, in my opinion, it is best to keep your dick in your pants, let her get some dick on the side and keep everything at home the way it is, her happy.
 
Yes, the feeling is strange when my wife told me that men confess to her that they like her body (so very much) and admire her brains.

The jealousy is there, its normal since men too have feelings. But the turn on is unbelievable! And yes, I like the rush.
 
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