Hi all. From what I have been able to understand of the cuckold world and cuckolding in general is the multitude of roles and/or forms that can be played out and all under this fetish or lifestyle. (Is it a fetish?)
For me to play the part of a cuckoldress is more appealing than say a hotwife because of the 'taboo' factor that I have learnt to associate with cuckolding more than Hotwifery because it is most likely derivative of the what cuckolding was in the traditional sense. An adulterous wife of an unwitting cuckold husband who falls pregnant to another man.
I feel that hotwifing is not only an agreement for wife to fuck other men but also for her to do so more openly (I'm not sure I am making sense here but I shall persist anyways).
What I'm saying is I don't want to be a swinger who sleeps with groups of men and women and that groups of us get together and between groups of people it's all out in the open nor do I want to be a hotwife that comes and goes as she pleases and liberal with her lovers at large in public so I don't want a hall way pass to engage in extra martial sex while husband is at home doing the stock market or out golfing or fishing and is not turned on by my liberty with other men. Nor do I want an open relationship
I much prefer the sickly erotic, every muscle fibre in his (Hubby) being turned on knowing that no matter where we are out in public with no hint of anything to do with the lifestyle lays barely covered beneath the surface a cuckoldress in waiting at every second of the day and at every turn but never openly reveals the secret that lays between her and her husband.
A cordial manner is maintain with sometimes a subtle sign here and there but never confirmed. Always maintaining an expressionless face that never gives away the game while a casual innocent flirt here and there.
Maybe more daring while on holidays but always with a manner of composure that stokes the fires of the cuckold who knows that given the perfect opportunity to entice a young lover into her fold behind closed doors is going to be the most erotic endearing sexual experience he is going to enjoy when he witnesses like so many times before the transition in me as I alter my personality from demure Ms innocent flirt to a cum and cock loving bitch slut wife who capacity to guides a younger lover to her with the grace and control of a mature in control experienced older women is skilled. Persuading and entrapping her latest concubine with grace and tact while letting the young buck know everything is as it should be and removing any and all doubts about my husbands status.
Instilling confidence into her magnificent young lover. The kind that brings out the beast in young hormones especially when made to believe their own superiority in front of the husband.
I don't want people not knowing our business for discretionary reasons alone. I also want people not knowing because it adds to the taboo the element of still sneaking around.
It's complicated to explain so I hope you can bear with me and not get confused but I want people to be perplex by what they maybe be seeing out in public between me and my husband and possibly a potential or even a lover but not necessarily the third person needs to be present. Just me and hubby is find with me being revealing in a light flirty manner though not totally undeniable but that nothing in the manner of our expression gives us away.
I guess I want people to know but not know that there could be something unusual going on between my husband and I because neither of us are confirming anything other than a perplexed misunderstanding if questioned or a casual not understanding but that behind closed doors
I'll give my husband the full treatment of a unsatisfied hot horny wife who needs a constant steady flow of young bucks to enter into our lives, bedroom and of course his wife to bring satisfaction to me to our dynamic but also to the relationship in general.
Sorry if I have rattled on trying to explain how I feel about this but there you go
xxxJulia
For me to play the part of a cuckoldress is more appealing than say a hotwife because of the 'taboo' factor that I have learnt to associate with cuckolding more than Hotwifery because it is most likely derivative of the what cuckolding was in the traditional sense. An adulterous wife of an unwitting cuckold husband who falls pregnant to another man.
I feel that hotwifing is not only an agreement for wife to fuck other men but also for her to do so more openly (I'm not sure I am making sense here but I shall persist anyways).
What I'm saying is I don't want to be a swinger who sleeps with groups of men and women and that groups of us get together and between groups of people it's all out in the open nor do I want to be a hotwife that comes and goes as she pleases and liberal with her lovers at large in public so I don't want a hall way pass to engage in extra martial sex while husband is at home doing the stock market or out golfing or fishing and is not turned on by my liberty with other men. Nor do I want an open relationship
I much prefer the sickly erotic, every muscle fibre in his (Hubby) being turned on knowing that no matter where we are out in public with no hint of anything to do with the lifestyle lays barely covered beneath the surface a cuckoldress in waiting at every second of the day and at every turn but never openly reveals the secret that lays between her and her husband.
A cordial manner is maintain with sometimes a subtle sign here and there but never confirmed. Always maintaining an expressionless face that never gives away the game while a casual innocent flirt here and there.
Maybe more daring while on holidays but always with a manner of composure that stokes the fires of the cuckold who knows that given the perfect opportunity to entice a young lover into her fold behind closed doors is going to be the most erotic endearing sexual experience he is going to enjoy when he witnesses like so many times before the transition in me as I alter my personality from demure Ms innocent flirt to a cum and cock loving bitch slut wife who capacity to guides a younger lover to her with the grace and control of a mature in control experienced older women is skilled. Persuading and entrapping her latest concubine with grace and tact while letting the young buck know everything is as it should be and removing any and all doubts about my husbands status.
Instilling confidence into her magnificent young lover. The kind that brings out the beast in young hormones especially when made to believe their own superiority in front of the husband.
I don't want people not knowing our business for discretionary reasons alone. I also want people not knowing because it adds to the taboo the element of still sneaking around.
It's complicated to explain so I hope you can bear with me and not get confused but I want people to be perplex by what they maybe be seeing out in public between me and my husband and possibly a potential or even a lover but not necessarily the third person needs to be present. Just me and hubby is find with me being revealing in a light flirty manner though not totally undeniable but that nothing in the manner of our expression gives us away.
I guess I want people to know but not know that there could be something unusual going on between my husband and I because neither of us are confirming anything other than a perplexed misunderstanding if questioned or a casual not understanding but that behind closed doors
I'll give my husband the full treatment of a unsatisfied hot horny wife who needs a constant steady flow of young bucks to enter into our lives, bedroom and of course his wife to bring satisfaction to me to our dynamic but also to the relationship in general.
Sorry if I have rattled on trying to explain how I feel about this but there you go
xxxJulia
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