My wife knows I want her to fuck other people. We sat down and I told her everything. At first, she hesitated and said no. After a while of fantasizing about it with dildos, dressing her up and taking her out, and sending dirty texts to her, she said ok. The sex we were having was amazing during this time. I was on the search and thought I found a good match. But then suddenly, she said no and that she didn't want to talk about it anymore. Which I agreed with. But I can't get it off my mind. Since she said no, she has made comments in regard to this desire, or while we are fucking saying something about someone else. But when I try to talk to her outside of the bedroom, she changes the subject. I've begun looking for someone to seduce her and to see if she will take the plunge. I would love for this to happen, but, to be honest, I don't know if it ever will.