how do i re asure her it will be ok i want to se her fuck with other men and also fuck her while i suck their cocks am i a cuck or just bi she pretends to suck a guy we knows cock as i talk about it it really heats us up while we fuck and she goes to the car wash and washes her car with no panties on and lets guys look at her and then comes home and tells me while we fuck is this a good sign and is the reality better than the fantasy