i wasn't cuck i loved my wife before marriage but caught her texting guys lots of time before marriage even when we were engaged i caught her calling and texting i got hurt so i ended our engagement but she started to meet her friends they didn't had sex but hugging and kissing boobs pressing she met 2 of her friends like that and many sexting even after broken engagement slowly i kinda liked that but at the end we got married bcus it was family stuff also i loved her after marriage as soon u i got back on work after around 3 months her friend contacted her and started chatting video calling her all time but she didn't told me anything about it he started to fuck her in vc 1 day i caught cus i had doubt of her online timings.. i took everything from phone and everything and punished her with time she told me everything she did before and after marriage i got excited so i decided i will buy her new phone i asked if i give her permission to chat frnds she will do it or not. 1st she said no but after minutes she replied if i give permission she will like to have friends.. what should i do im very confused bcus when im horny i like kinky stuff when not i dont like that stuff.. plz help to suggest.. btw im from india