I had drunkenly posted a thread on a sports website i used. Its users had an average age of about 40 to 60. In the thread i asked for advice about my young girlfriend. She had been going to a local working mans bar on a regular basis with friends and i was jelous about the way she dressed surrounded by all these older men.
I admitted it turned me on but only as a fantasy. I explained how it was a fantasy of my girlfriend to be the centre of attention from a group of older men, all touching her and stripping her naked...And asked if her fantasy had made her dress this way? I posted a picture of how she was dressed.
Some of the comments offered advice, most where sexual and descriptive. I felt embarrassesd, ashamed and humiliated. I had openly admitted on a public forum i use that my girlfriend wanted to be a ***** for older men...And that it made me jelous but turned me on.
A couple of regular posters talked to me in private chat. They would coerce information from me about my girlfriend. They befreinded me and tried to convince me the situation was perfectly normal but dangerous because i was not involved.
I was then persuaded to attend a 'forum meet' where only selected posters where invited. They talked me into bringing my girlfriend. I was aroused by the idea of all these men talking to myself and my girlfriend, aware of what she desired and how it made me feel. Just to see my girlfriend looking hot and surrounded by older men was a turn on itself...but to know all these older men had looked at photos of her and talked to me about her made it extremely exciting. They had persuaded me that it was a safe controlled way of letting her enjoy her fantasy whilst i could enjoy it also without too much jelously or paranoia. They where manipulating me.
I admitted it turned me on but only as a fantasy. I explained how it was a fantasy of my girlfriend to be the centre of attention from a group of older men, all touching her and stripping her naked...And asked if her fantasy had made her dress this way? I posted a picture of how she was dressed.
Some of the comments offered advice, most where sexual and descriptive. I felt embarrassesd, ashamed and humiliated. I had openly admitted on a public forum i use that my girlfriend wanted to be a ***** for older men...And that it made me jelous but turned me on.
A couple of regular posters talked to me in private chat. They would coerce information from me about my girlfriend. They befreinded me and tried to convince me the situation was perfectly normal but dangerous because i was not involved.
I was then persuaded to attend a 'forum meet' where only selected posters where invited. They talked me into bringing my girlfriend. I was aroused by the idea of all these men talking to myself and my girlfriend, aware of what she desired and how it made me feel. Just to see my girlfriend looking hot and surrounded by older men was a turn on itself...but to know all these older men had looked at photos of her and talked to me about her made it extremely exciting. They had persuaded me that it was a safe controlled way of letting her enjoy her fantasy whilst i could enjoy it also without too much jelously or paranoia. They where manipulating me.