Every woman has her secret fantasies. I'll be honest, my husband sitting and watching me was never one of them. There's a lot of hotwives who get their introduction to this lifestyle by finding their husband's porn collection, I was no different. I didn't know what to think about what I saw on his iPad, I was confused more than anything. I kept it to myself for weeks. He had never brought any of this up in the bedroom before. The more I thought about it the more I started to realize how conditioned I was. All of my life I was told you have to marry a man, only be with him or he will leave you and raise a family with him. I realized I didnt really have to abide by these rules if he didnt want to either, I just didnt know how to approach him that I suspected I knew how he felt. I couldn't just ask him about his porn habits, so I figured out a way to approach this from a different angle. One night when we were laying in bed, I curled up in his arm. I put my head on his chest and could feel his heart beat. Outside of my hand on his chest I didnt touch him, I knew if I stayed like this I could use his heartrate to tell me the truth. I slowly started some light dirty talk with him. His heartbeat got a little faster. I hid my true question for a while, then asked him if him if I could give him one fantasy what would that be. In retrospect he lied, he said something about a threesome with another girl. I had set him up though and he didn't even know it, he naturally asked me the same question back. He had no clue I was going to play into his true fantasy. I told him that I didnt know, but always wondered what sex with a really big dick was like. His heartbeat went througn the roof, I knew I had him nailed. Now I love him very much and never wanted him to hide himself or feel scared to tell me anything, so I whispered in his ear that I loved him and never wantes him to feel ashamed, but I knew that he wanted this for me even more than me. He knew he was ******* within the walls of our bedroom. He asked me how I knew and told him he left his iPad open on a porn site one night when he went to the bathroom and thought I was asleep. He asked me what was next, so I told him we were going shopping tomorrow and he was going to help me put together a Tinder profile. I stroked his cock for about five seconds and he came. Our sex life had changed forever.